Inspire 20: SHE'S MY QUEEN

I love you Anne Hathaway! 

Sarah Kay & Phil Kaye "When Love Arrives"

I haven't watched spoken poetry for months now and then I stumbled on this video in a blog I was reading.

And just like that I searched Sarah Kay videos ... until I realized that I have watched her videos before but how come, I just found this now?

Anyway, this is awesome! :)

"....But love is not perfect and will sometimes forget. When you need to hear it most, “You are beautiful.” Do not forget this.

Love is not what you are expecting. Love is not what you can predict. Maybe love is in New York City already asleep. You are in California, Australia, wide awake. Maybe love is always in the wrong timezone.

Maybe love is not ready for you. Maybe you are not ready for love. Maybe love just isn’t the marrying type. ..."

"Maybe love is only there for a month. Maybe love is there for every firework. Every birthday party. Every hospital visit. Maybe love stays. Maybe love can’t. Maybe love shouldn’t.

Love arrives exactly when love is supposed to and love leaves exactly when love must.

When love arrives, say, “Welcome. Make yourself comfortable.” If love leaves, ask her to leave the door open behind her. Turn off the music. Listen to the quiet. Whisper, “Thank you for stopping by.”"

If TVD characters would be in THG

I found this on tumblr and I really can't help but post this here. hahaah!!!

If you are a fan of The Vampire Diaries and The Hunger Games, you'll laugh at this. :)

Thanks to savatoregilberts, I found it in her blog. :)

Damon: would kill everyone on the first minute
Stefan: would eat bunnies and let everyone kill each other
Katherine: would make everyone kill each other in brutality but leave the hottest guy in there so she can have sex with him and feed on him
Elena: would kill herself before making it to the arena
Klaus: would be the head gamemaker
Caroline: would do her hairporn and everyone would just die
Elijah: same as Caroline
Bonnie: "witchcraftbullshitandblahblahblah-" -dead
Jeremy: Elena would probably volunteer so he won't have to do it
Matt: would die on the first minute
Tyler: he won't be there because he's modeling underwear
Alaric: would be a mentor
Rebekah: would b*tch her way to winning

Mercedes! ♥

Amber Riley, I am a fan.. Always! :)



I just saw this video on my friend's profile. I went out so I was not able to watch Glee's new episode. I remember on the past episodes, Mercedes and Sam have "something". Actually, I like them together. Haha! And this song is really heartfelt! :) I've read on the comments of this video that they've shot this scene  before Whitney Houston passed away. Coincidence. STILL, IT IS AN AWESOME performance. :) I know that Whitney Houston is very proud of Amber!

I always believe in Amber's voice. Aside, from Rachel (Lea Michele) I am really rooting for Amber (Mercedes) and Chris Colfer's (Kurt) voice. Rachel's voice is really for Broadway while Amber is for songs like this.

Ooooh. Mercedes, because of this performance I think I want to watch Glee more... Hmm? Mercedes and Sam. I love them together. *blush* :)

Real Men Surprise Their Dates

Very sweet video. I want to hug the guys here for giving their wives, girlfriends & fiances so much love. That was really surprising, especially the husbands who are in corporate attire singing a boyband song. Woooow! When you love somebody you are willing to do everything for her -- maybe that is true. Totally true because of this video. haha

Gossip Girl forever

Just let me talk about Gossip Girl before watching the 100th episode. So friends, forgive me for babbling too much. Especially to friends who are not watching the series. :)

The Royal Wedding? Hmmm... :)

*just a super fan*

I love the Derena and Chair ships but at the end of the day, I still love Gossip Girl  I watched it from the start and I've been a fan since the pilot episode. There are times that I thought on not watching anymore because of the ruined plots. I am also one of the people who loves to hate the writers and even follow the twitter accounts of the exec. producers. Sometimes, I love them then hate then love again. And I know one thing remained, I love Gossip Girl, from the actors to the writers, producers and of course to that awesome voice who never fails to amuse me.

I've been a Derena shipper from the start, as much I want to hate Dair (Dan and Blair), I can't because the two are also cute together. Still, DERENA!!! :) Everybody loves Chair (Chuck and Blair) and one thing is for sure, Chair is forever.

Derena! Dan and Serena

"When I talk about Derena, I talk about love."

It is heartbreaking to watch when Serena started to look backward, Dan is already looking forward. Sometimes when I watch an episode of Derena together, I wish that if not in this show please make them endgame in real life. HAHA!

Kidding aside, I have a feeling that Dan might not look backwards any moment now but what I learned from the Derena shippers is NEVER LOSE HOPE. Please, please writers, I know there will be Season 6 because you want to build up Dair more but you'll still make CHAIR endgame. If you'd do that, please hear us Derena shippers, make a unique script to get Dan and Serena together... Pretty please?

GOSSIP GIRL??? Can you help the writers please?! or blackmail them!!! hahaha.

Anyway, to everyone behind Gossip Girl.. on and off cam Congratulations on your 100th episode. Whatever! derena!!! haha

Okay, because I talk too much about the ships I will post something that the writers should never ruin (well, they can make Serena and Blair fight but not forever!).

THIS friendship:

B & S in Paris

super cute! haha

Bestfriends forever :)

xoxo, Gossip Girl (LOL)

hugs and kisses to everyone, ♥Kit :)

#2 Inspire: Live it! :)

Another, inspiring photo quote that could lift us up. :)

found it on tumblr. :)

Never mind, i'll find someone like you

Everyone made this their favorite song. Of course, Adele's version is THE ADELE version but forgive me guys, I love this version too. Alejandro, you're hurting my heart with this song. haha!

I really love Boyce Avenue's cover songs but I'm now putting this song on the top rank. I really really love it! (ok, dear self stop blabbing)

Listen to this guys! I hope you like it! :)

Pro-Family, Pro-Marriage, Pro-gay PRO Equality

Pro-Family, Pro-Marriage, Pro-gay (LGBT)

This video is circulating in Australia to educate the public about love, family values, friendship, marriage and everything else wherein it shows that the LGBT (Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, Transgender) community deserves it too.

I strongly fight for our world to embrace equality esp. for our adorable LGBT friends. I may not fully understand what they feel because I am not on their shoes. I may not feel it directly but I am a witness when people disrespect my gay friends. It hurts. My friends might not show it but I know that deep inside it is killing them.

I really pray that one day I will wake up in a world where people would respect and accept each other for who they are. I know God is listening to my prayer and I hope you'll pray with me so that He can hear it more. Don't worry guys because I know that Our Father up there is listening intently. The God I know believes that we should stand up for something and He DOESN'T JUDGE. He will love you whoever you are. :)

from a TVD fan :)

The Vampire Diaries Season 3 Episode 10 

It is really a happy day for the Delena (Damon and Elena) fans. Everyone's waiting for that kiss on the last scene in the latest episode. The writers finally gave in to the most dominant fandom in the series.

The problem is I am a Stelena (Stefan & Elena) fan but I do not hate Delena, sorry I'm not the kind of fan who hates other pairs just because it keeps getting on the way of my favorite fandom. I told you guys, I am not a fan of hate! haha. Honestly, I also like Delena! I have to admit Ian Somerhalder and Nina Dobrev have great chemistry on and off screen. I love them as a couple! Super cuuuute. *blush*

To prove that I love the Delena fandom too:

Gooosh! Damon's lines are really, really argh! I died! :)

Damon: I love you Elena and just because I love you I can't be selfish with you... I don't deserve you but my brother does. *Gosh, tears*

So yeah, I like Delena too but Stelena got me here! (sorry I can't embed the video)

*play Gravity song by Sara Bareilles*
Stefan: What would you write?
Elena: Dear Diary, ...... I'm scared Stefan, Im scared that If I let myself be happy... the world will come crashing down...
Stefan: Do you wanna what I'm gonna write? I met a girl, we talked, it was epic. The sun came up and reality set in, all this is reality, right here.
(OMG, guys sorry, I am really a bad transcriber when I get so *kilig*! haha just better watch the link.)

When Season 3 started, the worlds of Stelena fans were crauhed, literally, LOL. haha
I know every Stelena fan used their kleenex during this scene:
Elena's birthday, that phone call

and had their hopes up when they watched this:
Stefan saves Elena from falling

And then the Christmas hiatus was over and another heartbreaking scene of Stelena was shown.

</3

Because of this scene, I have created a mental message by Stefan and because I got really carried away, I wrote it down on my journal. After so many years on writing on my journal -- the scenes that I wished have happened (in any books, movies, tv series and personal experiences), the words that should have said, the things that would have done, this is the very first time that I would share it on my blog. haha! I may talk a lot but what is written on my journal stays on my journal (even unfinished short stories, many concepts for stories and future novellas etc).

Here's my created lines (I don't know how to call it.)

I based it on the scene where Stefan said "Not really my problem." 

Stefan (what his heart screams but he said Not really my problem) : 

" I know Elena. I know. I heard everything. But I need to do this. Klaus turned everything away from me. I have to ruin him so that he could not bother you again. You think that I may have lost my humanity Elena, I appear to not care anymore but there's a deep pain in my heart that I cannot control. The pain digs deeper but I cannot let it out. Everytime you look at me with those piercing eyes is the most painful thing that I ever felt in my lifetime. If only I could just drop this fight and tell that "I lose!, I don't care anymore if Damon would die, if any of you would die. I love Elena and I don't care about the rest. It may sound perfect but it isn't real. As much as you need me, you also need all the people around you. I know how much you love me and that you are holding on because you still believe that I could care. But, the evil side of me is pushed to its limits, and I won't blame you if anytime, you would let me go. I hope you could see in my eyes all my feelings for you but you should not. Go away now Elena. Leave. 

Elena: *slaps Stefan* Then you can go to hell

Stefan: I am already in hell because of all of these. </3

-end-

Well, How was it? I hope you liked it! Super dramatic right? Because that is what i felt as I watched that heartbreaking scene. 

*woah, this one's a really long post. I hope I didn't bore you.*

<3Kit

The Meme Proposal

I saw the words "meme proposal" trending on twitter since this morning but I did not bother in clicking the link (maybe its not super important.) When I went online tonight, I saw the meme proposal, still trending. Every blogger knows "meme" so I was really intrigued and then I saw this awesome-est sweetest video ever (haha).

Added plus is they used Chritina Perri's song. I am always a fan of proposals and wedding videos but I find this one, unique and super cute. I learned that the girl is a blogger and watta super nice way to surprise someone you love by using those memes that is very familiar to her. Super woooow! Sweeet!

OMG. I can't stoooop watching the video. hahaha

Stop animal cruelty.

See the Sun for the First Time

I was so touched. I almost cried when i saw the dogs, afraid and hesitant to step on the grass. Gosh! Its their first time to see the sun and step on the grass... Oh my gosh!!! :/

What's wrong with you people??!!!! Stop hurting animals!!!

Currently listening...

My itunes has new songs everyday. I had the new album of Lady Antebellum, Yehey! I'm so happy! :) So, I'm sharing some of the songs here. I hope you'll like it too. :)

Just a Kiss - Lady Antebellum

Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight

Just a touch of the fire burning so bright

No, I don't want to mess this thing up

I don't want to push too far

Just a shot in the dark that you just might

Be the one I've been waiting for my whole life

So baby, I'm alright with just a kiss goodnight

Somewhere Love Remains - Lady Antebellum

You say don't walk away 
But baby give me one good reason
More than just a line
You better make it count this time
You told me but you never really showed me
That I'm worth the fight
Oh I'm worth the fight

Dancin' away with my heart - Lady Antebellum

I haven't seen you in ages
Sometimes I find myself
wondering where you are
for me you'll always be 18 
and beautiful and dancing away with my heart

Honestly, this song is on repeat. I don't know, I think its well written and even if I didn't experience something like this (haha!), its nice to reminisce some young love. :)

If I die young - The Band Perry

:)

Unsealed letter in 11:11 11-11-11

I've been thinking of what to post this day. I really don't know what happened to me when I suddenly wished on 11:11 pm, a few days ago. My friend and I were exchanging text messages because I had a very bad day. When the clock strikes 11:11 pm, my friend told me to wish and without even thinking I wished. Maybe, when you are really down and trying to be alright again, you start to believe again.

Actually, I really don't believe in wishing in 11-11, I don't even bother to know its history. It just became familiar because some of my friends believe it. They would even send a group message when its 11-11 pm.

Everyone's so busy planning something special to do on this day. Me? I just think of a special blog to post.

Until, I remember the poem that I made for our Literary Folio (it was released last February), Imaginaccion XIII 2011: Existensia. In this Literary Folio, my friend Airiz is the EIC and Debbie is the Creative Consultant. I am so proud of this book because we gave all our best here especially, the two names I mentioned. :)

I submitted two poems (only one poem got accepted :) ) and some photos that has relevance with the theme. The theme is Existensia: Seven Deadly Sins and Seven Heavenly Virtues. 


So here's my page :)

Unsealed Letter

How far is 1486 miles away?

They asked me but I cannot say

I held the unsent letters

All sealed with a kiss except the last chapter

We hoped forever

But, how come I still believed in such whatever!

Tik tok Tik tok

Ticks the clock

I recalled,

With your sweet lovely smile

You promised to run

when the 406^th letter’s done

Now, I’m staring on this little piece

Where I’ve put my whole heart

Hoped that it won’t be torn apart

As I give my special kiss

Bells started ringing

My heart keeps on thumping

I tried to look for you

But they don’t want me to

Then played our song,

God knows I’ve waited too long

You’re the one who made me better

so with this unsealed letter

I say, 1486 miles is so far away

still you came back and stay,

I almost cursed forever

and now we will start over

I hope you like it.

If Only

He loved her like there was no tomorrow. (If Only, 2004)

A movie that made many girls cry. It even made my Mama cry. I watched this movie with my highschool girl friends some years ago. We were really touched by the sweet gestures of the guy in the movie. I watched it again with my Mama when we bought our own dvd. She cried so much in the movie. I cried too but I have a small smile in my face. She knows that I like tragic endings and she doesn't. Until, now when I say "If Only" to her, she always remember the movie! :) 

This movie will always be a reminder of giving love as much you can. Also, it's not all about love but how much time you can give to someone you love. You can never learn how to love through rules & lectures. It is when you stop and look at the person and ask yourself, what can you do to make him/her happy?

I had the chance to watch the movie again yesterday. Our cables' busted and I don't have anything to do because I'm still thinking what to read next. Then I saw the movie on our dvd rack. I watched it again and appreciated the movie more. I forgot that the movie was shot in London... Oh! London. :)

And now because of the movie, I can't help but to put Jennifer Love Hewitt's songs in my cellphone! :)

JLH, composed the two songs she sang in the movie, awesome right?

Take My Heart Back

Love will show you everything

this part is one of the heartwarming scene. Ian made Sam's dream happen. gosh! *tears* 

and the most epic lines in the movie:

Ian Wyndham: I Love you. 
Samantha Andrews: Ooh I Love you too. 
Ian Wyndham: I wanna tell you why I love you. 
Samantha Andrews: It's... It's raining, you know that right. 
Ian Wyndham: I have to tell you this and you need to hear it. I loved you since I met you, but I wouldn't allow myself to truly feel it until today. I was always thinking ahead, making decisions soaked with fear... Today, because of you... what I learned from you; every choice I made was different and my life has completely changed... and I've learned that if you do that, then you're living your life fully... it doesn't matter if you have five minutes or fifty years. Samantha if not for today, if not for you I would never have known love at all... So thank you for being the person who taught me to love... and to be love. 
Samantha Andrews: I don't know what to say. 
Ian Wyndham: You don't have to say anything... I just wanted to tell you. 

Have a good night everyone!

The reason why I'm silent

Not only because of This Lullaby by Sarah Dessen but books. I have many things on my mind right now and I need to escape. Thanks to my beloved books...

Just finished this book awhile ago. And some lines in the books, touched my heart.

"Love is needing someone. Love is putting up with someone's bad qualities because they somehow complete you."

"Some things don't last forever, but some things do. Like a good song, or a good book, or a good memory you can take out and unfold in your darkest times, pressing down on the corners and peering in close, hoping you still recognize the person you see there." 

"No relationship is perfect, ever. There are always some ways you have to bend, to compromise, to give something up in order to gain something greater...The love we have for each other is bigger than these small differences. And that's the key. It's like a big pie chart, and the love in a relationship has to be the biggest piece. Love can make up for a lot." 

So, I'm going to find a book again to escape reality. Have a good night everyone.

Derena Fan Forever

Jenny: Come on, Dan, Serena said hi to you at a ninth grade birthday party and you've never forgotten it.
Dan: How could I? She was the only person who spoke to me.


I think this part in season 1 is one of my inspiration when I made this derena poem. I submitted this for a literary book but it didn't make the cut. I still treasure it because it always reminds me of Dan and Serena. 

Lifesaver

You were just a fantasy

who swooned me to perfect ecstasy

I am a nobody

And you are never a needy

Alone in a crowded room

You came and made my life bloom

Everyone seems so racy

But you stepped down and made me happy

For once, in my whole existence

Somebody honored my presence

When I thought nobody’s worth it

An angel fell that made me not to quit

Sweetest

The sweetest words I read this day! Drew Arellano and Iya Villania. I loove them so much!

aaaaawwww 

I'm currently reading...

Simone Ekeles novels.

Perfect Chemistry, Rules of Attraction and Chain Reaction

If you just want to read a feel good books, something light that could make you smile and cry a little bit. :) It also involves peer pressure, FAMILY, friends and yeah another take on

bad boy meets good girl...

I just started reading perfect chemistry while i've read Chain reaction (3rd book) two days ago. It was an honest mistake. I didn't know the book has connection or something but my friend said its okay because the plots of the books can stand individually. Perfect chemistry is about Alex Fuentes, (my friend Ghel said) Rules of Attraction is about Carlos Fuentes and Chain Reaction, about Luis Fuentes.

Even if I'm still halfway on reading perfect chemistry and I haven't started R. A. yet, I prefer Chain reaction the most because i like Luis and his story, his cool... Anyway, I don't want to be a spoiler so just google it up or search it in goodreads if you're interested. :) Happy Reading!

how about you, what are you reading?

Forget about tomorrow, we have today

*Major spoilers alert from the film One Day. This is not a film review or something, I just really want to talk about the film!* I'm just speaking for myself, okay.


Directed by: Lone Scherfig
Adapted from David Nicholls' novel One Day
Main characters:
Jim Sturgess
Anne Hathaway

" Smile, cry and appreciate Scotland, England and France, all at the same time. "

After I watched the movie, I had a chitchat with a friend and we agreed that its like the 2011 "If Only." Well, of course, If Only is IF ONLY. I can't even decide if it is a lighter version or the opposite.

One thing that caught my eyes as I watch the trailer (aside from Anne Hathaway), is the locations where the movie was shot. I google-d it and learned that the movie was shot in some parts of England, Scotland and France --my dream travel places!!!

Jim Sturgess and Anne Hathaway are fine as Dex and Emma. I found myself attached to Emma because in some parts of the film she is a fresh graduate and a struggling writer. *okay lets end it with that* Debbie and I were giggling during the movie because we were connecting ourselves with Emma (we said "ayan.. ayan nangyayari sa atin e. Buti pa si Emma kahit struggling may bestfriend na gwapo at may kwartong malakas makatumblr.")

Very true. The movie has a tumblr-y vibes. I really love the film's cinematography!!!! (OMG, myself stop it! haha) Anne Hathaway's british accent in the movie is kinda too much but atleast she tried. (Oh em!! I am so biased about Anne!!! haha) 

A cry baby

I love how the picturesque views were incorporated as Emma and Dex have their playful banters and pinch to the heart moments. My heart broke when Emma said " I LOVE YOU DEX BUT I DON'T LIKE YOU ANYMORE!" Tears started to roll down in my eyes when Dex announced to Emma that he'll have a shotgun wedding. At that time, i really want to scream in the cinema and scream to Emma "OH MY GOSH! EMMA TELL HIM WHAT YOU REALLY FEEEEEEL! NOOOOOOW!" But, hello?! I would really embarrass myself so I let it go...

Though, there are times that I find the movie a little bit boring in the middle part... pero its okay pa rin naman.

I admit that I'm really a cry baby to any movies that have sensible weeping/crying/heartbreaking scenes. I also always get teary eyed but in One Day I really cried. I am sniffing in an entire heartbreaking scene (sobrang nakakahiya!) Dex is living a miserable life that even i can feel the pain (woooosh*)...

The funny part

I was so into the film when I looked at my friend Debbie, she was weeping!!! She is drying her tears with her hands with complete heavy breathing and loud sobs. THEN I LAUGHED!!!! The scenes in the film were very intense and I was trying not to laugh hard at Debbie! but I did! 

Even until the end of the movie, Debbie's crying and I said "Stop it now! People might be confused and tell that i'm the one who made you cry!" haha Her eyes are very puffy and red so as her face! hahahaha! I loooove you my friend! :)) How i wish i could capture that moment too bad I didn't have my camera that time!

Going back

Debbie told me she cried so much because Dex and Emma waited for so long to admit that they are each other's soulmate! They've waited for that perfect moment. Everything is almost in the right place. We both agree on the scene wherein he is finding comfort in her daughter... 

THAT heartbreaking scene when she tried holding her daughter's arm and she pushed his arm's away...

But the most painful is Dex's conversation with his father. He thinks he can't live his life again and his Dad said something like this 

"YES, YOU CAN. That's what I'm doing for the last 10 years of my life." (aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawwwwwww)

Honestly, I am such a fan of tragic, unhappy endings but this movie really broke my heart. It even made me wish that Emma and Dex should have their happy ending As I said, "Sa dami ng pinagdaanan nilang hirap.. OKAY NA! I want them to be happy!!)

My bad! i was given what i want but it didn't make me happy.. Still, I am VERY. touched. 

ONE DAY reminds us that anything could happen so don't ever let go of those moments. Embrace those beautiful moments and hug tighter those painful memories because when you remember the pain, you will realize that it hurts because it is TRUE and you have given your all.

In time, you'll be okay and say  "We may not have yesterday and tomorrow but we have today...." :)

The Book

I have included the book in my "to read" list in goodreads when I saw it on a book recommendations of my favorite magazine. I really want to read the book first but I remember how I always end up dissatisfied whenever I watch film adaptation of novels that i have read first. 

I reminded myself that I wanted to feel the moment. I don't want to compare, I just want to watch a movie that's it! I really want to read the book and I'm sure i will cry buckets of tears! haha. 

Once in awhile, movie first before the book. No questions, no confusions. just enjoy the moment and be surprised. :)

♥Kit

Disclaimer: gifs & photos used in this post are from google images :)