clean up

Last day of february. Goodbye love month. still love love love

I've been staring on a blank screen again, thinking of an interesting post but i can't think of any.

Then as i was browsing folders, websites etc. I've seen that my bookmarks tab contains unvisited websites. So, maybe i will clean up tomorrow! hahaha

Hopefully, the email message that i've been waiting for will come tomorrow. Basta I'll wait :) :) :)

Lord, Please?

OHMIGOSH! Here i go again! haha. love et!

Friendship = Comfort

There's nothing extra special about this day. But, its a happy day. Our beloved malanduuur Joicel is back.
Absent naman ang aming si Jedi. So maybe next week sana complete kami.


I'm looking forward to more comfort. My friends. hug. hug.

We don't have a perfect friendship. We fight, we argue, we curse each other, we hate.

But, we know when to stop. We know how to appreciate, love and make each other smile.

"Walang hilaan pababa... Pwede ka mag cut, umuwi pag tinatamad ka na pero hindi lagi. At makokonsensya ka muna hanggang sa mag decide ka na pumasok na lang." *HAHA!


We are on our way to our dreams. I just wish na when we're already there, walang makakalimot ah! TITISURIN KO KAYO. kala nyo? hahaha :P



I'm missing my bratz :(

illustrations of the book of my soul

Still, you are far
Something I cannot hold

The reason for every smile
Today, Yesterday but how about tomorrow?

Sleep is the remedy
please don't treat it like comedy

How about me?
Can you welcome me just how i want it to be

A+ in waiting
but F while i wait

Its okay
but its really not.

Holding on 'cause I illustrated you
when my eyes were closed

I want to wake up now
Just tell me you'd be there


Not a love poem. Not even a poem. Just words of disappointment. hahahaha. :P

My Life 101: Games stopped

Pet Society: Caileigh

Cafe World: xoxo cafe Closed!

I've been thinking about this matter for quite a week now. Until, I answered my own problem.

I've been an avid fan of facebook games as much as i am a fan of The Sims 1 2 3 and their expansions. Everytime I play or discover new games I get addicted. Addicted in a way that I can play 12 hours straight (for sims!) and for this fb games I can play every minute or every hour.

It makes me forget time. And its stress free. Except for the fact that 'stressed thinking if my food cafe will be spoiled.

Then, I realized its not good anymore. It eats my time that I even forget the reason why I always wanted to be online. To write, to blog, blog hopping, talk with my friends etc

And then, I stopped. I already gave up my farmville, fashionwars, sorority life, ffs weeks ago.
I'm down to pet society and cafe world. But, I need to get it out of my system too.

So, now I'm trying to fight the feeling. hahaha


Then i felt relieved.

I have more time to write and talk to my friends. that's the MAIN purpose of fb right? to be able to communicate with people.

I have found new and interesting blog sites to read.

I have time to write my articles without staring on a blank screen for 10 minutes then transfer it again to my cafe world just to see if there are still food in the counter.

I have more time for looklet and tumblr. :)

:) and many more reasons to make my internet stay productive :) YAHOO.


So farewell, maybe i'll see you again my caileigh pet and xoxo cafe :)

Life 101

February 21 - a special day for me and my bestfriend. But, we decided to celebrate on the 24th :) so there's no problem with that. :)

Then, It became a fast rollercoaster of emotions. Until, now I want to hide from everyone else.

Swear. Its just that, I'm not okay. In a way that I can't explain....


Get me out of here.... please?


Take me away again, my dream.

You will be...

photo by: shamrazzi on tumblr

OH! YES YOU WILL BE...


I remember my friends who are hopeless when it comes to love.

Cheer Up guys... Someday it will be your day :)

if we ever meet again

my current lss :)

If we ever meet again Katy Perry & Timbaland and Hard by Rihanna

haha. and original version of I still believe, OST of Ms. Saigon

Until i realized that my 100th look on looklet, and some stylists are giving hearts.
I'm listening to "if we ever meet again" when i came up to that certain look.
This is just simple
pero i love et.

*kung pumaparty lang ako, magsusuot ako ng ganito.* kaso hindi eh. :))

more styles to come :)

Tumblr finds turned Kit's Delight

I can't express what I feel right now. Weird huh? This is what I do when darkness comes but, this time I can't even finish a paragraph. Maybe not this time or this week. I don't know.

To be able to forget the drama, I just want to share this cute pictures in my other haven, Tumblr

Enjoy :) :) The pictures are mostly reblogged because, I don't have time to post my originals (*unlike last year! :( )

sometimes, i even wish that i were 6 because i never thought that there are words such as depression and frustration
that could hurt me. It could hurt more unlike before that I'm only sad because I can't buy another Doll House, or I can't watch Tv on a
school night. :(

there's nothing special about this photo but, I just want to post this because it read on its caption:
LOVE IS ALL ABOUT LOVING THE PERSON YOU LOVE :)

just like that. simple. maybe, what's the problems witht us HUMANS, we make things complicated yet it can be simple...
weird? I don't know.


Sun dappled trees by Jacob Van Ruis dael
Everytime I look at artworks like this, I smile. I love art so much.
At the same time it makes me blue, because I don't have hands that
can draw, paint, etc.
I have good ideas but I can't make it. Its so frustrating that it makes me crazy
because everytime I think about it I want to cry then luagh then cry then laugh! Whatever!

I already showed this picture in my tweet photo yet it never fails to amuse me.
To that someone who owns this (*sorry i can't credit you cause i don't know who's the owner*)
"YOU ARE BRILLIANT"
Thank you for making this, you made me believe in my DREAMS more :)



by: me
It's not the best sunset photo that you will find in the whole world or even in tumblr.

Actually this sucks because its SUNSET FAIL, the clouds covered the sun so no Beautiful Sunset at Manila Bay that time.

But I feel my heart in this shot, I love the colors :)

I just wanted to end my post with this because sunsets are the representations of "HEY! THE DAY WILL BE OVER. You have 12 hours to rest until the sun will shine again
and you can play your game again, tomorrow."

I know. I know I can fight the words

SCARED. DEPRESSED. FRUSTRATED.

Someday.

Those three words are supposed to be my Blog topic but I decided that don't want to share it in public. I might share it with my journal :)


Stay positive even if those three words brings out the worst in you. :)

WHY like this? WHY not like that....

I've been waiting for dear john movie since last year. What's sad is, I thought it will be a good one even if there would be minor changes.

What i don't understand is:

Why do they have to change Allan and Tim's story? It is beautiful in the book why change it? :(
It would give a big impact if Allan will just be seen in the mid part.

Why can't I feel the love of John and Savannah while watching the movie.

Where is Mrs. ... (I forgot her name) but the woman who has been a good neighbor to the Tyrees?

Why is John the only person in his Dad's burial? Its not what's described in the book.

I didn't enjoy the war scenes, its too plain. Or is there any? :P

Why didn't I hear this:
John: I love you Dad
Dad: (without looking at him): I love you John
*it will make the people love John more. or it will make them smile to a see a scene like that, its like a soldier saying i love you to his dad :) sweet!

I have too many questions, *dapat pala ko nagdala ng notepad para naisulat ko. kulang pa to eh*

*blah blah *blah


I know i've been to *madaldal about this. It's just that I love the book so much.

Another thing, THE ENDING. OH! forgive me!, its not the ending in the book guys. I expected more. Part of me knows that they will change the ending but some part of me hopes that they would try to stick to the book's ending. It maybe not be a happy ending but its a good ending. Something more special.

But, I'm wrong. Very wrong. Again, they ruined the story.

Eliza also didn't enjoy the movie. Like me, she had read the book and she had her share of why like this? why not like that? *blah blah blah!*

Plus points in the movie?

We just drool over Channing Tatum. That's it. haha!
I like the cinematography :)
John's Dad cooking Lasagna (*finally they got something right*)

though its not in the book - i like the "its never bigger than your thumb" line from John tyree.

And the "i'll see you then" :)


So, i'll give the movie 2 stars for Channing Tatum :) LOL

I am

Disappointed with dear john the movie.

i will really make a critical post about the movie, not now. maybe tomorrow!

hahahah

I will just read the book again to be satisfied. hahaha

grrr..

Dear John: The Book

I already wrote a blog post about this book last year. Actually about its author Nicholas Sparks.
So, maybe I should make a new post for the book itself. (finally, i'm able to make this post! I really hope the movie won't change the important scenes in the book.)

*(minor)spoilers alert!


Just like any other drama books, it made me cry, laugh, smile and frown. I fell in love with John Tyree not because he is a soldier (that's a plus point!) but because he is a man, who is not selfish. He is an extraordinary person, willing to share, to give and to love unconditionally. Savannah Lynn Curtis, the girl I adore, I hate, I cursed then love again.

Another plus point in the book, is John's relationship with his dad. I have a thing for Dad's! I'm a daddy's girl. HAHA! They don't have tight connection but in the mid part of the book, John will value the importance of his dad in his life. The scene about the COIN COLLECTION, pinched my heart.

Actually, I really want to tell everything in this post but it will not be good to spoil a good book! haha. Just read it guys.

If you'll ask me if its cheesy. Yes, it is.Some parts are too mushy to read but still some words from John made me cringe :) He is one of those who could utter words that would make you feel really special.

On the mid part of the book, I already felt that it will be an unhappy ending. Then I changed my mind maybe it will be happy. Then, I got engrossed with the war scene that I almost forgot that the last letter of Savannah to John is one of the most hurtful letter a soldier can receive from his girlfriend. That's when I said, I didn't see it coming!

Then John and Savannah met again. They talked. Reminisced. love each other in silence.
It is something that I always wanted to put in my story "Love each other in silence" but Nicholas Sparks already made it. HAHA!

Then the ending happened. People close to me can predict the ending when I'll say that its my dream ending. It is a good ending, in some way it can be happy and it can be also sad. HAHA
*ang gulo ko diba?" Just read the book.

I'm reading some reviews about the book. Some are positive and of course, there would be negative comments. I just pity the people who says that the book is lame yet they haven't even hold the book and read it. They even tell that Nicholas Sparks is lame etc etc. Well, all I can say is, if he's lame then why do CREDIBLE people give positive reviews to his works. Why do producers turn his novels into movies?

Maybe, he's not the best writer of all times, but he can be one of the bests who could write drama/love story novels. He is one of my role models aside from Mr. Mitch Albom. :)

So, Dear John.
You made my heart cry so much I really hope the movie is good. I hope Channing Tatum and Amanda Seyfried could bring justice to your story. :)

Love, Kristina

P.S. To my readers if you know the HISTORY OF DEAR JOHN LETTER, you'll already know the story of the book. :)

--“I love you, not just for now, but for always, and I dream of the day that you’ll take me in your arm again.”

Mood Swing

I want to talk about many things but, I can't.
HAHA!

not now. maybe tomorrow? well.

Busy busy busy :)

OUT!

Albom Lover

There's something about Mitch Albom's books that I find hard to resist.
In his words I find peace, in his sentences i find the beauty of life. He connects with his readers and simply tells that he's also imperfect and doubtful like them...

I'm currently reading have a little faith. I started reading it on my way to school this morning. And I'm close to its end now. :)

READ. READ. READ.

Stop Hating, Keep Loving

Welcome Love Month :)

JUst Keep Loving.
Single. In a relationship, It's complicated.. Whatever it is. Don't keep yourself from spreading love :)

Wounded Heart

Nang ika'y mawala
Pilit na hinahanap
Ang pusong tuliro, saglit na naglarawan
Tinangkang ibaling kanino man
Parang kandilang naupos at namatay.

Bakit dili yata ako'y nangungulila
Sa isang taong Madalas napaniwala
Ito ba'y aking kapalaran
O tadhana ng isang pusong sugatan lamang?

These are the two stanza from my poem "Pusong Sugatan". I made that poem when I was in 3rd year high school. Actually, the title and the end line came from my teacher. I tried to consult him that time while my classmates and I are just doing *chismis :).

This was four years ago? Hmmm. I think the poem is part of what I feel and part of what my friends feel. I belong to St. Ezekiel Moreno that time. Sawi people kaya sila nun, ay kami pala. DATI. :)

I just miss reading things like this. It was a masterpiece before, but now I just laugh at it because the words I written on the first stanza are so weird.


I'm trying to find more of my works. I want to laugh at them. HAHAHA!

Halungkatin na ang mahiwagang drawer :)