All I can say this day is...

THANK YOU LORD! :) I love you. :)

Page 39 of 366 I will never forget you. :)

An angel’s repair

An angel’s repair

There’s a place

Where no one wants to stay

It is always happy and sure

But then it begins to be unsecured

Everything’s misplaced and broken

Like shattered glasses left by a storm

Nobody bothered to put it all back together

Just then an angel came along

An angel with broken wings

lost and broken for so long

helped to repair

A place full of despair

Months passed by

You can finally see a blue sky

The sun’s shining

As the wounds are also healing

You could see the scars

full of band aids and stitches

both became stronger and better

With the help of each other

                                           

-Kit 12/06/2011

Another poem :) 

A little bit of everything ♥

A little bit of everything

She laughs at some jokes

rolls her eyes to useless thoughts

someone who loves to eat

but doesn’t know how to cook

she may be friendly

but anytime can unfriend you

she is what she is

you cannot do anything about it

she has that pretty face

that no one can resist

but her heart is so tender

so if you’d just break it, don’t bother

when she gives her heart

she gives it all

she’s a believer

that true love exists

but in a snap of 1, 2, 3
all those beliefs became free

her heart broke into pieces

and she tried to erase the nice kisses

from afar you’d see

shy and has no clue

I tell you,

She knows how to be true

           

                                                                                                            -Kit J 11/05/2011

A poem for my bestfriend, Trixie. Something that I included in her retreat letter. :) 

Lost at 20

“The hardest period in life is one’s 20s. It’s a shame because you’re your most gorgeous and you’re physically in peak condition. But it’s actually when you’re most insecure and full of self-doubt. When you don’t know what’s going to happen, it’s frightening.”

—

Helen Mirren in Esquire  Is there a window where i can see the future? cause right now everything is uncertain. (from my friend's twitter stat) at this point in my life, i know who i want to be but i don't know who i am.  “Everyday we ignore how completely broken this world is. And we tell ourselves it’s all gonna be okay, ‘You’re gonna be okay!’ but it’s not okay. And once you know that, there’s no going back. There’s no magic in the world. At least not today, there isn’t.” — Haley James Scott (One Tree Hill)  I don't know how to explain myself further because all the posts above are the explanation of what I'm feeling right now. I'm even glad to know that I am not alone. My friends are also trying to find their own path. Some have already started, some are going back while some are like me confused and disappointed.  I admit, I am the girl who has many dreams. I even set goals for myself each and everyday. And when time gets tough, I am the one who'll say "It's okay. We will be fine." Until, one day everything came crashing down and you have to admit that you are not okay, you are lost and you can't see a brighter future (not yet).  I am lost and i don't know what to do. Everyone I know always say to me that I should not hurry, you're still young blah blah blah. In a fast paced world like this, how could they say "that I should just take my time?" That is one of the many questions I ask myself. No one has to answer it. I have to figure it out myself. This post is really confusing... Yeah?! haha! Anyway, all I'm saying is... There's nothing wrong in admitting that you are lost and you do not know what to do with your life. Everybody experiences that certain stage. The lesson is learn to be back on track and start from Step 1 (dream again.)  I will turn 21 next week, yikes! so I need to be back on track again. :)

Never Forget.

November 23, 2009. Maguindanao Massacre: 58 people were murdered and 32 of them are journalists.
Today, November 23, 2011, the family of the victims and mediamen are still seeking for justice.

2 years w/o justice. :'(

As a student journalist, we were all affected by this. I have an in depth knowledge about this case when I had my internship at Center for Media and Responsibility (CMFR). We were assigned to cover the 5th Commemoration of the Massacre and we interviewed some of the victims' families. It is really painful to see them devastated.

Here's a part of our article about the 5th commemoration:

Elusive justice

Catherine Nu ñez, mother of UNTV reporter Victor Nuñez, demanded that Agra give them justice rather than clearing the two Ampatuans of the multiple murder charges. “Ginoong Agra, sana po, ‘wag mong ipagkait ang hustisya na hinihingi namin sa aming pamilyang namatay. Maawa ka sa amin. Tao ka rin, wag ka namang magpusong bato(Agra please don’t deny to us the justice that our family asks for our slain loved ones. Have pity on us. Don’t be stone-hearted).

“Ipataw mo ang dapat at karapat-dapat sa amin. Ipataw mo ang desisyon na makatarungan  para naman magbago itong Pilipinas (Give us the justice we deserve. Serve us a just decision so that the Philippines will improve),” said Juliet Evardo, mother of UNTV video editor Jolito Evardo. She also asked Agra to look at the different sides of the case.

The victims’ families asked the cooperation of media to seek justice for the slain journalists. They urged the press to continue the fight with them. “Kaya kayong mga media hinahamon ko kayo, na ‘wag sana niyong [tigilan] ito. Kayo ang paraan para mag-ingay, para ilantad [ito] sa newspaper at TV (I am challenging the media to be the watchdog of this case. You will be the way for this to be broadcasted on newspapers and TV),” said Mary Jane Merisco, wife of Periodico Ini columnist Rey Merisco. “Kaya’t hinahamon ko kayo dahil nakasalalay din sa inyo ang hustisyang hinahanap namin (I challenge you (media) because we rely on you as we seek for justice),” she also added.

I remember in one of our discussions on our Journalism classes, our Professor said that if this case will not be solved and if in the coming years, justice will not be served, there will be no future for media men in our country. :'(

I hope the authorities will open up their mind and be fair in the decisions that they will make.
 J-U-S-T-I-C-E. Please. end Impunity.

We will never  forget. 11. 23. 09 

Unsealed letter in 11:11 11-11-11

I've been thinking of what to post this day. I really don't know what happened to me when I suddenly wished on 11:11 pm, a few days ago. My friend and I were exchanging text messages because I had a very bad day. When the clock strikes 11:11 pm, my friend told me to wish and without even thinking I wished. Maybe, when you are really down and trying to be alright again, you start to believe again.

Actually, I really don't believe in wishing in 11-11, I don't even bother to know its history. It just became familiar because some of my friends believe it. They would even send a group message when its 11-11 pm.

Everyone's so busy planning something special to do on this day. Me? I just think of a special blog to post.

Until, I remember the poem that I made for our Literary Folio (it was released last February), Imaginaccion XIII 2011: Existensia. In this Literary Folio, my friend Airiz is the EIC and Debbie is the Creative Consultant. I am so proud of this book because we gave all our best here especially, the two names I mentioned. :)

I submitted two poems (only one poem got accepted :) ) and some photos that has relevance with the theme. The theme is Existensia: Seven Deadly Sins and Seven Heavenly Virtues. 


So here's my page :)

Unsealed Letter

How far is 1486 miles away?

They asked me but I cannot say

I held the unsent letters

All sealed with a kiss except the last chapter

We hoped forever

But, how come I still believed in such whatever!

Tik tok Tik tok

Ticks the clock

I recalled,

With your sweet lovely smile

You promised to run

when the 406^th letter’s done

Now, I’m staring on this little piece

Where I’ve put my whole heart

Hoped that it won’t be torn apart

As I give my special kiss

Bells started ringing

My heart keeps on thumping

I tried to look for you

But they don’t want me to

Then played our song,

God knows I’ve waited too long

You’re the one who made me better

so with this unsealed letter

I say, 1486 miles is so far away

still you came back and stay,

I almost cursed forever

and now we will start over

I hope you like it.

BFF♥

Bestfriends ♥

I posted the photo of Serena and Blair in my fb wall and tagged Trixie in it. This morning, when I logged in, I saw the same picture with our own version. I love it sooo much! Though, I said to her that I hate me in picture 3, i look crazy! haha. I think this is the night when I'm the one who initiated to do a stalking stuff to her crush! hahaha. We got bored and ta-da! haha

Hold a true friend with both your hands. 

It is one of the blessings of old friends that you can afford to be stupid with them.  ~Ralph Waldo Emerson

Adorable ♥

The most adorable little girl I love, ever!

If you all remember my video post about this cute little girl, she's my "inaanak" (god daughter). She is so cute here! My friend Nile (her mom) posted it in her fb account awhile ago. I can't help but share this to all of you. Eiffel Paris is a super adorable little girl. This picture really made my day!

Currently listening....

As much as I love books, I also love music... That is why, I decided to make "currently listening..." like my usual "Currently reading..." blog posts.

Whenever I love a song, I have the tendency to put it on repeat... When I listen to songs in my Itunes, I usually choose the "top 25 most played" playlist. On the top of my list is Landslide -- a cover of Santana  and Britanny in Glee with 135 plays... uh -oh! As of this time... I had a song played 154 times, Leather and Lace -- Casey Weston and Tim Mahoney's version in The Voice... gooosh! :))

It doesn't matter if its classic, pop, rock, ballads.. whatever! anything, I listen to it.... haha!

So now, I'm sharing the songs that I'm really addicted to.. And I hope you'll like it too.

A drop in the ocean by Ron Pope

I don't wanna waste the weekend, If you don't love me, pretend A few more hours, then it's time to go.

And as my train rolls down the East coast, I wonder how you'll keep warm. It's too late to cry, too broken to move on.


I have to admit, I knew this song because of The Vampire Diaries. I think it was played when Stefan called Elena. And really! I died!!!!! kill me, kill me, I got teary eyed hearing Elena's words " I love You Stefan. Hold on to that. Never let that go..."

Fix a heart by Demi Lovato

''It's like your pouring salt on my cuts, you can bandage the damage. You never really can fix a heart.''


Actually, Demi Lovato's Unbroken album is on my playlist, also try Lightweight, Mistake, Give your Heart a Break, (of course) Skyscraper, Together (with Jason Derulo)


How to Love by Lil Wayne



I don't understand why people bash this song and Lil Wayne. Well, I don't know what's up with Lil Wayne and his past but Seriously?, this song has a heart. Listen to the song guys.. Reflect on the lyrics... and the video's good too. 


Casey Weston's version of i will always love you in the voice



I'm really not a fan of the song but I could say the original version's still the best (Whitney Houston). But, when I heard Casey's version --its the time that i downloaded the song and listen to it before I go to sleep. She did her own version of the song... and I can say that she nailed it... 


So there you go guys, these songs are the ones I listen to before i go to sleep. Whatta lullaby. hmmmm. :)

I'm currently reading...

Hard - boiled Wonderland and the end of the world by Haruki Murakami

Memory keeper's daughter by Kim Edwards

yeah! I have a hard time reading lately... i've been thinking alot again. And its worse. :? And I think I have that "Murakami Fever" again :D whenever i read Murakami books, I can't concentrate on new book for weeks. After I read Norwegian Wood, I didn't hold any other books for 3 weeks. haha! In South of the Border..... I didn't read for days until i finally decided to read Sputnik Sweetheart which I love so much.... And after Sputnik. I'm stuck here rereading the first Chapter of Middlesex until I decided to read other books instead. Still, its not working. anyway! I'll try a Murakami book again this time and Memory keeper's...

How about you? What are you reading?

The Past Life

np while doing this blog: Ready to love again

Who am I on my past life? One of the questions I ask myself these past few days. Who am I before? Haha. I believe in reincarnation. :) And whenever I experience dejavu, I always think maybe because I have dreamt of that certain situation or (I assumed that) it happened in my past life. Sorry i have such a weird mind! haha So now, I have three hypotheses of my past lives as a human being.

Disclaimer: photo from tumblr not mine

PAST LIFE #1
Maybe I was nicknamed by my parents with a boyish name. Remember when i blogged about how I have certain love for boyish names for girls? Haha. So maybe, I was named Samantha and I always use Sam. or I was named Louise wherein my teachers are confused if I'm the Louise boy or the Louise girl. :D
And because I have that boyish name, i started my early life being independent. Maybe, since I was a young adult i started living away from my family. Possibly, I'm a travel writer (okay?dream on girl!) i assumed this because whenever I go out of the house, I have the to bring along with me a small notebook and a pen. I won't leave the house without it. And maybe on my past life, i'll meet him on a truck full of people (okay?! I dreamt about this before!) who are on their way to a suburban place. But, because I'm a travel writer the relationship won't be forever (I'm so weird)... The past me have settled down in a place far away from the city and started my own travel book.

PAST LIFE #2

In my life today, I loooooooove hot air balloons, though I haven't seen a real/ride hot air balloon (only on televisons and pictures), I always feel a connection with it. Yeah, weird. And I don't have any fear of heights, i always want to look down whenever I'm up (ex. riding a ferris wheel etc.) So maybe I own one! LOL, how i wish! Maybe I was Abby Richter (Katherine Heigl) on The Ugly Truth. In the movie, Abby is a tv producer.. such a powerful job but she's also naive and a super duper control freak. I don't know how i came up with this past life number two but I remember Abby is a control freak. Today, i also worry about imperfect outcomes of certain things, I may not be very particular about it (but deep inside it really breaks me if things won't go my way). So maybe I still have that "possible" link with my past life. :))

PAST LIFE #3 (this one is very different or I just wished this was my life (past/present/future)

After reading Nick and Norah's Playlist and forever wishing to have Blair/Serena's life....
Maybe my past father owns a recording company and i can go to any concerts, gigs and events without lining up. HAHA! I LOOOVE MUSIC!!! who doesn't.... Maybe like Serena, I also have a Dan Humphrey in my life, someone who wrote a story for me. :)) Or maybe i had a Nick who always gives me mixed tapes. Okay i'm dreaming. again. Or maybe in my past life I play the drums... hahaha I always want to try playing the drums :/

Serena with a Dan Humphrey

So what do you think of my assumed past life? How about you? what do you think is your past life? :))

Words I couldn't say

Hi! I've been gone for a few days. I've been busy reading books and thinking about certain things.
Like, how life can (sometimes) be too frustrating. Anyway, that's another topic so.. lemme continue this post..

I've read The girl who was on fire, I am an emotional creature and I'm currently reading The Time traveler's wife (supposed to finish this a week ago but..) its too hard for me to digest the words because i've been thinking a lot lately... Anyway, I'm already halfway through reading it, and i'm loving it... :)

So yeah. words I couldn't say is the title of this blog post because I've been listening to leighton messter's cover of the said song.. (original by Rascal Flatts :))

Also a reason why i'm not posting so much....."Words I couldn't say" were now all written AGAIN in my journal. haha! My journal and I have been bringing things back to normal (LOL!)

In my last year in college, all my thoughts (even the smallest, most silent ones) were in my tumblr account .. but now, I go back to my journal in times of writing/sharing urge. haha.

And still thinking of more awesome things to blog while Ja still busy from doing certain renovations for my blog (so excited!).

Enjoy the song... and love the video.. Leighton Meester! hahaha

words i couldn't say .... no back up plan no second chance Noone else to blame....

Repost: Ten things I wanted to be when I was younger

I had this post last August 2010 and I felt that I should repost this to remind me of how ambitious I was. And to make me go on with my life and to achieve any of this dreams. :)

1. Doctor - who doesn't? when i was a little kid, I thought that there are only two choices, do you want to be a lawyer or a doctor? so i also said that famous line "because i want to cure the sick and help other people." :)

2. Babysitter - i love cute babies & little kids so much. (but when i found out that many kids today are naughty and hardheaded, no way!) :)

3. tutor/teacher - i love to study and share what i learn to others (before). I remember that I always hold a ruler and a pencil and pretend that i have an imaginary student. :)

4. famous ballerina - i had my ballet lessons when i was in 1st grade. I enjoyed it so much but I just learned the half split because i can't do the full one. Fat kid me. :) But, now its one of my frustrations, if i continued my lessons maybe i can still sit up straight and be poised and have beautiful legs. :)

5. poet -i love to read poems back then.. hmm. until now but i know that my poems are just for me. just personal purposes. :)

6. host - honestly, i was a shy kid back then. But, there's something in me whenever i watch woman who holds a microphone and talk all the way w/ so much confidence. (I still dream to be one!)

7. swimmer - when we had our swimming lessons, i knew from the start that I want to swim swim swim, but it ended up with "i know how to swim :)" I know freestyle and backstroke. Just the basics! :)

8. Be a nurse - because my mom's a nurse. I thought that i had convinced myself to be like my mom but, science and me cannot love each other. Swear! I'm just glad that my family is very open - minded about this. They let me choose what course I really wanted, and now I'm in a happy place.

9. EIC of a newspaper - i thought that it was the coolest, awesome, fabulous job in the universe. But, now that I'm a part of our college paper, i tried to scratch that dream. Being an EIC requires full responsibility about everything from smallest to largest details. so no way, i'd rather be a writer on a lifestyle section. or I want to be an EIC of a magazine, I can handle feature articles... :)

10. Journalist, Reporter, Writer, Correspondent - anything that would require writing, current events, social awareness, traveling, etc. that's my dream. That's what I picture out in my mind whenever I will go to sleep. And yes, I'm in a happy place. I know there are times that i get frustrated about what I'm doing but I know practice makes perfect. :)


You? what do you wanted to be when you were younger?

The Britney

I know that some people would say that she's not the right person to idolize now because of her many mistakes. Well, I stand by Britney. I'm a fan girl eversince. I remember when I was still 12 years old, my favorite website is Britney's site. Our printer's ink will be used for Brit's pictures from baby photos to present, well of course aside from printing my homeworks! haha. I even have my aunt who backed me up. She gave me a cute folder so that I can organize my Britney stuff. I was a super fan back then but when Britney had her many shares of bad publicity and wrong decisions... I started to stop making her my role model. *Okay you can laugh at me now* haha! I was very disappointed when she married someone and then after 55 hours filed an annulment. I freaked out! haha
But, i will never question her songs, i love it to death.

When she had a relationship with Justin Timberlake, I became the super fan girl again. Though I didn't believe much on fairy tales, I believed that Britney and Justin will have a happy ending. BUT THEN AGAIN, some good things are meant to last. AAAwww. I remember I was also broken hearted when I read it on the internet. Confession: Until now, I can't move on! I am very sure that Everytime is really for Justin while cry me a river is for Britney! haha! And its like they never had closure, they were not friends after the break up 'til now. So sad.

When I watched Brit's docu Britney: For the Record, I cried with her when she said When Justin walked out of my life I was devastated. Goooosh! haha

When Britney married Kevin Federline, ggrrrr! but, its her life and I'm just a fan. That didn't end there, more controversies, rehab, issues and everything. I opened myself to idolize new artists and left my love for Britney behind. Though I know I will still be a super fan! :)

Britney's making a comeback and haters are bigger but the love of her fans will be forever. Even she loves to lip sync every now and then. I still love her. HAHA! And I admire her for moving on and her perseverance to have a new life not only for herself but for her children.

So Britney Jean Spears, i will always be a fan girl! and I really hope I could get a work already so I have money to watch your Concert here in Manila (well I hope the concert will pursue!)

Rainy and Happy

Its been raining all day because of the typhoon "Bebeng". hmmm. Whenever its rainy, I have a lift up mood. I don't know why but I have strong connection with the rain/water (of course don't count if its super typhoon).

I just hope everyone's safe tonight. And because of the rain I'm more emotional which ends up on me REwatching Eat Pray Love. :)



Have a good night everyone.



-Kit :)

Its all about me

reposted from my twitter account. :)

1. I'm supposed to be named january (supposed to be born on jan. 1) but i was excited to get of my mom's tummy on dec. 26.

2. I hate cinnamons. My friends want to kill me for that! They love cinnamon swirl and roll, and I don't. I hate d smell

3. I love coffee but there are times that I just don't want to drink coffee.

4. I'm the bunso in the family but I don't act like a bunso.

5. i easily get irritated when its really hot then my surroundings is loud and noisy.

6. I love stationaries.

7. I'd die for awesome notebooks.

8. I can always remember even the most forgettable memories.

9. I got bullied when I was in elementary.

10. I love to keep many gifts or just remembrance from the people I love.

11. I graduated Salutatorian when I was in elementary.

12. I dream to be a ballet dancer and now it just became a frustration.

13. When we performed in ccp for my ballet class, our photo was published in a tabloid newspaper. My papa got excited that he almost framed it.

14. I love SWEET VALLEY BOOKS.

15. I love everything about the 90's.

16. I value responsibility.

17. When I was kid, I hate my kuya so much and he hates me too. We hate each other, haha!

18. Kuya and I loves to watch wwe. and yes we demonstrate it.

19. I am always talo to my kuya when we play chess.

20. When I was young, I'm super duper pikon to my kuya. hahaha I don't know how I overcome it.

21. Everytime I have a school performance during the elementary days, I usually get so nervous that would make me vomit.

22. I have asthma before, now I'm strong as ever. pwahahahaha.

23. I have made many stories that could be a book but I'd rather keep it to myself.

24. I have a thing for daddy and daughter movies. Yes, I'm a papa's girl.

25. I play barbies and dollhouse but I also play matchboxes and toy guns.

26. I hate to wear skirts when I was a kid.

27. I am very shy. #idontknowwhathappened

28. I also dream to be a runner (varsity in track and field) but...

29. I hate hassle. Super.

30. I am sensitive to my surroundings. I can feel if there's something wrong.

31. I am not allowed to have sleepovers on other houses but that stage in my life is totally over.

32. I love elementary days, I superduper love highschool but college will always ahave a real impact in my life.

33. I love looking at pretty girls and adore them.

34. I have secret crushes.

35. I love music.

36. I really hate "plastic" people.

37. But, I'm also plastic at times. haha! I curse the people I hate on my mind.

38. When I answer slum books, I usually write Nick Carter's name in Who is your first love?

39. My first ever crush name is James Lloyd V******.

40. i love watching a basketball game, just a basketball league on our village or pba or nba. :)

41. I imagined myself being a badminton varsity but when i went to HS and see the badminton players, I backed out! :)

42. I trust so much but when my trust is shattered. sorry.

43. I love color blue.

44. I dream to be an EIC of a magazine since I was in grade 6.

45. My friends always ask me for love advice even I have not experience real love.

46. Yes, Im a NBSB. :)

47. They always call me the "mature mag isip".

48. I always think that @trixieortiz , @itsme_debbie , @airizz are my long lost sisters. :)

49. I can't stand listening to much has been said by bamboo before. My bestfriend knows why. haha!

50. i love tweety bird so much. he is so adorable!!!!

51. I LOVE TUMBLR to the highest level. my friends know that.

52. I love Gossip Girl so much. I can be awarded the most loyal fan of GG because even if I (sometimes) don't likd the storyline I still watch it.

53. I adore Leighton Meester so much. but Blake Lively is my life. :))

54. I dream to be a fashion stylist / writer / event organizer / travel photographer.

55. Mabilis akong maawa.

56. I'm generous. (i think)

57. I smile to strangers because i believe that sometimes a smile can make a stranger's day.

58. I always wanted to help and inspire people.

59. I love cute dresses.#whathappenedtoihatewearingskirtswheniwasakid

60. My role models are Jessica Soho, Solenn Heussaff and of course Bianca Gonzalez

61. Everytime I go to ATC, i always pray that I could see Bianca Gonzalez there. kaso hindi talaga sakto.

62. I love to blog.

63. I have looklet account wherein I practice styling.

64. I'm not good in drawing and painting etc. #FML

65. I know how to play guitar before..

66. I want to learn how to play drums and piano.

67. My current crush ARE Jireh Lim and James Younghusband at isang secret haha!

68. Haven't watch a live awesome concert.

69. When I listen to songs, I try to listen to the lyrics more.

70. Now, I love MCDO more than Jollibee. BUT I LOVE Wendy's the most

71. I LOOOOOOVE number 8! August 8 is my mama and papa's wedding anniversary.

72. I love The Weepies and The Veronicas

73. I could listen to a favorite song more than 20x until i've fallen asleep. ginagawa kong panghele.

74. I LOVE MY SENTINEL FAMILY so much.

75. I already made a sign if that someone deserves to be my groom someday. HAHA! secret lang yun sign.

76. My all time favorite tv show is Dawson's Creek.

77. I believe in marriage but sometimes, I don't think I believe it for me. LOL

78. If I had work na, I will buy all hardbound books of Haruki Murakami, Mitch Albom, Meg Cabot and some of Nicholas Sparks.

79. I will have my own library on my dream house.

80. Eiffel Tower I will see you one day... :) My super dream.

81. My dream destinations: Timesquare and everything about New York, Paris, France. Santorini, Macau, Spain and many more.

82. I want to travel alone.

83. I want to celebrate my birthday alone. #onetimebigtimelang

84. Whenever i have an unreachable crush (may ganun?) I always sing in another life you must have been mine.

85. I love strawberry.

86. I crush orlando bloom so much before.

87. Johnny depp had me at Edward scissor hands.

88. I believe in love no matter how much I deny it.

89. I believe in soulmates. because of the book brida.

90. I like to watch local movies on cinema one. lakas makaclassic.

91. I dream to be a part of UNICEF Philippines family.

92. I want to be a secret millionaire.

93. I dream to give my mama, papa and tita a vacation grande in wherever place they want.

94. I love to sing michael lerans to rock songs.

95. I love Katy Perry but I grew up with Britney Spears.

96. My kuya @ryanandaya and @trixieortiz = to my confidante.

97. @itsme_debbie , @airizz @i_am_eliza @iam_MRT are my partners in crime. hahahah!

98. I LOVE TGNELLAZ, and forever love my girlfriends - BRATINELLA.

99. There are things that I only share with God.

100. Mahal ko si SID (ang aming dear d40) hindi magtatagal ay magkakaron din siya ng kapatid (matatagalan nga lang).


haha.

The Truth is

I'm on the stage of my life where my thoughts are inconsistent and messed up. My goals and dreams are in different directions. I can't still figure out what DO I REALLY WANT. I want this agony to end. I just hope God would save me on this world I'm in, I don't want to be drowned :( . Save me please.

Please Lord, help me make wise decisions. I never wanted to choose between practicality and passion. I have chosen passion ever since, please give me a sign that I have chosen the right path.... :)

day nine: two movies you absolutely love

500 days of Summer - my current favorite. I feel for Tom but in such a way, I also understand Summer. Come on, sometimes in life there's this one person who will come into your life who you thought will be forever. Then, you'll just woke up one day that you're not sure of him anymore. Sometimes it happens, and it sucks. IT REALLY SUCKS. so the movie made it to my favorites.

Something cheesy and not so cheesy. Something that could hurt you but could make you smile cause yeah, your life doesn't have to stop just because you were hurt. you can cry but you should know when to stand up. :)

i am sam - this one, you should watch the movie, dakota is awesome so as sean penn and michelle pfeifer, :) eversince, this is my favorite! :)

Best girl friends

I just want to share a picture of me and my best girl friends in college. This is our last season. And yes, we're looking forward to that special day of receiving our diplomas but we're more excited ( also scared) on the fact that "real world" is already in front of us.

I really wanted to include more girl friends but I think they are the best of the best. They are the ones who i can call on 3 am who will curse me because I woke them up but still they will listen. They are the ones who always pissed me off because of the petty fights but I would always realize that I love them more than I hate them. Really, I can't put through words how much I love them. :)

:) Maybe God really blessed the broken road on my way to them.

I hope to make awesome episodes with you on our last season. :) I love you dearest. :)

day eight: three favourite cartoon characters

Tweety Bird. i just find him so cute. and by the way the creators play some words and when they mean tweety they mean "sweet". Tweet also means the sound of a bird. Tweety is my favorite but I'm not the kind of girl who has tweety's face all over my things. As much as i want to (haha!) i can't afford it. I just have few and some of it are mugs and glasses with tweety's face. :)

Mirmo de Pon. besides that he is so cute, on the manga series I learned a lot from him. haha. I like the cute blush on his face and his remarkable lines.

Pikachu - Nash's Pokemon. isn't she or he? the cutest? pika pika!