Complicated.

Why does life has to be so complicated. All my positive vibes are losing its energy. Tomorrow would be the first day of the first half of the year and I still haven't achieve anything. Everytime I go online, I just feel frustrated. I know that it would be hard to reach for my dreams. Really hard. But its different when you're already here seeing it with your naked eyes.

I've wanted this. So I am not giving up... Please help me God. :)

Frappes. Talks. Laughters. Memories. Friends.

May 29, 2011. Vis Maior Pacita and as the title says Frappes. Talks. Laughters. Memories. Friends. :)

Charie and Celine are my seatmates during our Senior Year. We talk a lot about everything. Charie and I were classmates when we're 2nd year and 4th year. Eversince sophomore year Charie already called me Mommy Kit and yes she's my baby. While Celine and I were classmates in First and Fourth Year and the seat/cheatmates. :)

We have planned this day for so long. We just want to talk and catch up with each others lives that's why we decided to just see each other on our place's local coffee shop.

As soon as everyone arrived we have talked from simple things, chismis, remember highschool life, laugh at each other's crushes, bash Charie's ex boyfriends! (haha!), talk about possible work places, and most importantly, update each other's life.

Celine.Charie.Me.

Looking back, we were so naive back then. Now, that we finally graduated and Yie is just months away for her graduation, I realized that nothing has changed. The friendship didn't change. We just became more mature and sure of ourselves. We now know the goals that we want to achieve, the dreams we want to reach. We are still those giggly loud voiced girls when we share stories, only stronger and wiser. We still fool around a lot. I missed them so much.

The two bruhaz fooling around. saying im the future EIC of UNO... Anoo???

We are the only customers in the coffee shop that's why we can laugh loud and tease each other to death.

Too bad Yie has to leave early because she has another agenda. Celine and I went to Jollibee and have more time to talk and update our College lives.

Celine and I became very close because we're seatmates. On our Senior Year, aside from my bestfriends and barkada, I also ask for her opinions about my life. Actually we both dream to study at UST but for so many personal reasons she enrolled at St. Scholastica and I went to Lyceum of the Philippines University. I still remember the times whenever we saw each other on the bus, we would usually talk of how much bitter we were.

BUT, now that we have graduated.. We have admitted that we have loved our respected schools and we have already let go of our frustrations in UST. We have achieved many things, we became more active in extra curricular activities. She became batch representative of her batch and had an awesome life changing documentary that I envy so much. I just wished I had the chance to watch it :( While, I achieved my dream of writing in our school paper and became Feature Ed (w/c I did not expect.) :)

Anyway, I'm really glad I have caught up with Celine's life. and!!!!! we also saw our EX crush in highschool on our way to Jollibee. You know what's funny when we saw him? After we said HI! There's no spark anymore, we didn't feel that rush of joy or "butterflies in the stomach" feeling. As in like we're just saying hi to an old friend. That's it... we really are grown ups now. haha! FUNNNNYYY!

I'm looking forward to more moments like this with my friends.

More Frappes. More Talks. More Laughters. More Memories. with awesome Friends

Kiddo at night

I had a pillow with number 8 is a gift from my 2 super bestfriends, 3 or 4 years ago for Christmas and my birthday. They know that I'd die for number 8! because of so many personal reasons. Even smallest things that has an eight on it I would spend money just to buy it. This gift is a surprise!! I didn't see this coming that's why I treasure this so much!!!

So it's already 1:31am on my laptop's clock. Bed time has already passed. Time for me to hit the sheets! Good mornight everyone!

A sweet line from God

"I've come to you not to make you love me, but rather to make you realize that you're worth loving."


I got this text message from a friend , Mj when I came home from an anticipated mass. It really made me smile. God makes a way to make us smile, to make me smile. I had a long and serious talk with him when I was in church. I just hope He won't give up on me. I love my, Saviour! :)

Little big love

Awardwinning short film about a tiny robot that falls in love with an electric kettle..

I don't know the main source but it was shared by a friend in facebook. So cuuute.

For Good PROSHOT - Kristin Chenoweth & Idina Menzel

I love Kurt and Rachel's version in Glee but no one can beat the original. Simply awesome!!!

Missing the college life

because I miss college, I reread my blog post last week..

hmmm, College and its lessons <--just click

Career o lovelife? hahahaha. Bakit?

CAREER... kasi ambitious akong tao sobra.. and im mature enough to know that love will come at the right time...

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Ano''ng series ang gusto mong ulit-uliting panoorin sa YouTube?

gossip girl :) and scenes in the vampire diaries.

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There's a thin line between a "crush" and an "infatuation". What do you think sets the difference among the two?

crush is a crush = like... infatuation... just thinking that you love him/her because ur inlove with the idea of love.

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How do you find happiness even if it's temporary?

eat ice cream! haha

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Of all your dreams, which do you think needs the most effort?

maybe my dream to be a foreign correspondent. I don't need to explain of course. foreign correspondent is *WHOOOOAAAA!!!*

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Love

I really want to blog something about love [because of the many movies & series I have watched for the past few days] but I can't find the right subtopics about my main topic and I'm tired or should I say Lazy *play Bruno Mars' lazy song*

Okay! I'm from the 90's so I'm a super fan of pop music, with more boy bands and girl bands. And the moffatts became part of my growing up years. haha *You can laugh at me now* All I can say is THOSE WERE the awesome memories. The innocence, childhood and early stage of fangirling.
I can still remember, I thought Scott Moffatt is my future husband... Oh! aside from Nick/Aaron Carter.. HAHA!

I'd totally scream whenever their on MTV, I almost cried when they visited the country but I wasn't able to watch live. haha!

Well, that was me before. You know what didn't change?

My ultimate search for a non popular song from a popular album. I always want to listen to an artist's songs when it is not yet popular. i don't know why but I just love it more. and also my love for lyrics. I love to listen to any kind of songs but I always look into the lyrics... the words. Hmm. maybe that's why Im too sentimental. haha

So about the video? yeah! even if it doesn't have a music video, i have already created an awesome video in my mind. haha!

hhmmmm.

*it must have been a signal from above 'cause deep inside my heart i knew that it was love*

McDonalds Philippines Commercial "First Love" Huling El Bimbo

First Love

I dont know if I have already blogged about this but I just remembered it again. Its my favorite Mcdo Commercial, heartbreakingly sweet. aaaww.

And I always do that fries with chocolate sundae.... HEAVEN! :)

I think I want to eat MCDO now. hahaa

One way or another

got this random photo from tumblr

Tomorrow will be another day of job hunt. This is a big change.

I even said on my status last night "Enrollment na bukas, ay mali di na pala ako kasali." haha! Aww.

Parachute - The Mess I Made

Should've kissed you there
I should've held your face
I should've watched those eyes
Instead of run in place
I should've called you out
I should've said your name
I should've turned around
I should've looked again

But oh, I'm staring at the mess I made
I'm staring at the mess I made
I'm staring at the mess I made
As you turn, you take your heart and walk away

Should've held my ground
I could've been redeemed
For every second chance
That changed its mind on me
I should've spoken up
I should've proudly claimed
That oh my head's to blame
For all my heart's mistakes

But oh, I'm staring at the mess I made


A song that is on loop on my mp3. haha :)

Hmmm. in life we all have our what ifs.

SUPPORT THE FREEDOM TO LOVE: 18 JUNE 2011

If only everyone else would be like the people on the video, the world will be a much better place. I have so many gay friends and the truth is? Nothing changes, their awesome, totally awesome.

People cannot dictate who we would love or who not to love. Stop bashing the LGBT community. They are also human. They also deserve to be respected.

Spread love love love. :)

With my super idol :)

This post is very personal to me. So I had a picture with Ms. Bianca Gonzalez, my super idol, role model and inspiration. She's an awesome televison host, beautiful person and my ultimate idol in blogger (because of her inspiring posts.) I really wished for this day to come. and I'm so happy that I have a picture taken with her. My friends know how much I love her. I dream to be like her someday, I dream to inspire many people. :)

Super thank you God for this day! I will never forget this.

And to Ms. Bianca Gonzalez for being so kind. When you said Hiiiiiiiii! to me, grabe parang nagstop yung mundo ko... (OA!) LOL! anyway! thank you again! :)

Ballerina

Ballerina.

I love ballet so much, it was my frustration. :) I danced when I was still in 1st grade. I admit it was hard, really hard especially for a fat little girl like me. But, my teacher taught me everything that I could learn. I became more flexible and i move with grace. After our final recital, that's it. I didn't signed up for summer lessons again :( I don't know why... now, it became my frustration. I really love watching ballet dances and those ballet outfits. Maybe I also have a connection with ballet shoes. hahahaha. :)

Photo is not mine. Got it from http://ballerinabeauty.tumblr.com/post/5481282859

What's your favorite quotation?

If you have a dream, don't waste your energies explaining why. - Paulo Coelho

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Graduation Happiness - April 30, 2011

MASAYA PALA TALAGA GRUMADUATE! :) An awesome day for everyone who worked hard for our diploma. All I can say is... Dear Diploma, you know what? you're worth it! Super duper worth it.

me with mama

with Tita Edios

looorve!

with my bestfriend

with Papa

Journleftovers!

--the reason why college will be hard to let go. My batchmates who became family.. I will really miss them. The memories will forever stay in our hearts! Kudos to us! CAS Batch 2011.. and to my journleftovers family! i love you forever and always.

I really wanted to blog about college and graduation more... but i'll do it next time or maybe next post! Anyway, i call that day the first day of the rest of my life.

Okay! BUM LIFE now signing on!

hahaha! til the next post! :)

Do you believe in pre -marital sex? Why/why not?

No. I believe on the values that have instilled in me and reading from magazines or any articles related to this, its better to wait... but i respect others opinion about this. :)

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What do you most appreciate about your mom?

she's always caring and a good cook. and she loves my friends too. haha!

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Rainy and Happy

Its been raining all day because of the typhoon "Bebeng". hmmm. Whenever its rainy, I have a lift up mood. I don't know why but I have strong connection with the rain/water (of course don't count if its super typhoon).

I just hope everyone's safe tonight. And because of the rain I'm more emotional which ends up on me REwatching Eat Pray Love. :)



Have a good night everyone.



-Kit :)

To my beloved Madame (mama)

She used to be my only enemy and never let me be free
Catching me in places that I knew I should'nt be
Every other day I crossed the line I didn't mean to be so bad
I never thought you would become the friend I never had
Back then I didn't know why
Why you were misunderstood
So now I see through your eyes
All that you did was love
Mama I love you.Mama I care
Mama I love you . Mama my friend. You're my friend
I didn't want to hear it then but I'm not ashamed to say it now
Every little thing you said and did was right for me
I had a lot of to think about,about the way I used to be
Never had a sense of my responsibility


I know I can do better than this but these are the words that I exactly feel. It sums it all up. I love you my dear mother.

I may not be the perfect daughter but you were always there to understand. We may not have the same likes at times but I love it when we agree about many things most of the time. You always as me what you will wear but you'll end up choosing your own then I'll say "o, bat ka nagpalit." And I will realize I am like that too, whenever i'm wearing something gusto ko comfortable lang.

We may not have a perfect life but I'm very happy that God gave me a happy family and a very very madaldal mama.. (kanino pa ba ko magmamana) Haha!

I will always remember that night when i was hospitalized. You held my hand while I was shivering... (haha! kakatawa nga para tayong nasa teleserye, yuck!)

Sorry for everything... I love so much ma kahit maldita ako. :))

love, ading.

Phil Collins-Separate Lives

You have no right, to ask me how i feel...

An old school song that made me sing it over and over again.

We were on our way home last night and we we're riding Tito's (Jerick's Dad) car. The song was suddenly played then my friend Rei Buesing asked, Have you ever felt that way? "You have no right, to ask me how i feel."

Then I laughed until we joined in singing the song then until now im on full LSS (Last Song Syndrome) mode.

Super good times with friends! :)

The almost perfect story

I almost dream of a perfect story last night... As far as I remember I'm dreaming of a field with a perfect weather and everything. I can even see a couple talking but they are blur in my vision ... then suddenly a cockroach crawl on my arms and woke me up. I hate it.. Grrr! I hate you ipis. You're so bad. huhuhu. I almost dreamt of a beautiful story. Hmp!

Vampire Diaries - Sleeperstar - "I Was Wrong"

This song plays on my mind since this morning. This song has been part of TVD.. It was played during the Damon and Elena scene wherein Damon told Elena that he loves her. That very hurtful and selfless (OMG! Damon) scene. It has only simple lyrics but I love it. Maybe I just felt the pain in the song…. (haha! here we go again!)

Finding a prince: The Mia Way

I miss this scene on Princess diaries 2 that's why when Prince William was married to Princess Katherine, I remembered this. That's when I found it from a reblog on tumblr. Can't get over this one because that reaction from Mia and Lily would also be my reaction and Trixie's (my bestfriend!) hahaha. who wouldn't want Prince William to be her husband.

I think I became interested on him when I was still in Grade school when an issue broke in public that he has a huge crush on Britney Spears! haha I totally ship them but well come on, a prince and a pop star --NEGATIVE! haha

I'm just glad he met Kate Middleton. They look so good together. haha College Sweethearts. i'm really not into that fairytale wedding, come on! I love how Kate Middleton keep it simple and classy. Long live Mcqueen.

I remember on a tweet that I have read, Kate's dress is pretty, awesome smile etc but what made everyone adore her is she had that radiant smile. Radiantly happy is better than radiantly beautiful.


I can also see that she's nervous but the hell who cares? she'll be married to the man she loves. I just love it when Prince William will give Kate stolen glances then they would laugh together. Its like, the first time I witnessed a grand wedding that even if everyone's formal -- you can still see the love of the couple. That sweet foolish happy glances. soooo cuuuuuute!

Anyway, enjoy the video! :)

The Vampire Diaries|| Damon confess his love to Elena

TVD SCENE - ELENA AND DAMON

In every series that I watch, there are certain scenes that i would watch over and over again. :) So for TVD this is it. I'm a solid Stelena Fan but I also love Damon and this scene really moved me. Hope you'll like it too. haha

What's your favorite commercial?

MCDO commercial -- First Love with eheads background music. :) SUNDAE and FRIES.

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