Betrayal

She heard everyone's there.
Laughing and having a great time.

She left her room to have fun thinking that another party organized by her cousin.
She tried to hide the feelings that she's keeping ever since that painful day happened.

She made her way downstairs. Everyone's eyes on her. She smiled but no one returned her smile. All eyes where shocked, worried... And feels like something's wrong.

She was about to speak when she felt numbness in every part of her body. She can't move even if she wants to.

She saw the man who broke her heart two weeks ago, holding her cousin's hand and offering words of love.

Then she realized she's in her own house. Attending an engagement party with his ex boyfriend and beloved cousin. How sweet is that?

She tried not to flinch while half of the crowd is looking at her.
She felt all the pain coming in. She wished that the floor will came into life and swallow her but, reality bites it will never happen.

She made her way out. No one's there to comfort her.

She went outside to hold her emotions. Her dad is in New York. Her sisters were nowhere to be found. She was all alone.

And in a sudden snap, she forgot the pain. The heartache. Everything...

She went back inside her house. Walked straight to her cousin. Hugged her tight with a very fake smile. She never laid her eyes to her cousin's fiance. She looked at her cousin and then to her Aunt... She turned around and smiled to all the guests...

She gave her best wishes. A fake speech that swooned everyone as if she's really happy for the couple.

Lies... Perfidy...abandonment... It all leads to betrayal.

A thing that she hated for years.
She went away leaving all the bad memories behind. No one knew where she stayed.

Some says in Greece because its her dream place. Friends predicted that she went to New York to work. And a few said she went to Paris.

Two years and no word from the girl who is idolized by many. Loved by some. Hated by insecure sluts.


maybe. just maybe she tried to stay in the land of what might have been, for a while.

100 truths of kittiful

No rules, just copy and paste. Hey c'mon! if you got nothing to do, and wanted to waste time... this is helpful.

note: I just read this from someone else's blog, I got nothing else to do, so i tried answering.

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Water
2. Last phone call: October 10, 2009 12:57pm
3. Last text message: awhile ago.
4. Last song you listened to: moonriver
5. Last time you cried: months ago

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: haven't dated. haha!
7. Been cheated on: nah. is betrayed by a friend counted? LOL

8. Kissed someone & regretted it: sorry. haven't kissed anyone as more than a friend

9. Lost someone special: yah?
10. Been depressed: many times. my gosh!

11. Been drunk and threw up: no, i don't drink hard? is that the right term? haha

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. BLUE
13. BLACK
14. YELLOW

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: yesyesyes
16. Fallen out of love: nope.
17. Laughed until you cried: yes. many times
18. Met someone who changed you: this 2009? no.
19. Found out who your true friends were: VERY VERY OW YEA!
20. Found out someone was talking about you: yah. haha
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: nope.
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: trixie, jet, journ and some broad friends and BRATZ. :P
23. How many kids do you want to have: 2?
24. Do you have any pets: i dont have any, years agooo ng wala.
25. Do you want to change your name: nope. i like it that way.though thare were days that i thought na sana January na lang ako pinanganak so that i would have the name of the month and nickname would be JAN. kaso ayun si mama, napa anak ng dec.
26. What did you do for your last birthday: birthday blast with hs barkada, bestfriend and college friends kaso kulang. but happy naman
27. What time did you wake up today: 06:00am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: dreaming. haha
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: ticket to macau. awts
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life:
hmm, to be rich. so that my dad won't have to go to saudi na. *ayiiii tears.

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: nah
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: crazy bitches who are stupid.PEOPLE na PORMA lang alam. wala namang utak. *sorry na. kainis kasi

35. Most visited webpage: facebook. gginsider
36. Whats your real name : KRISTINA NOELLE SORIANO ANDAYA
37. Nicknames: kit, kiti, mamu
38. Relationship Status: SINGLE and happy. LOL
39. Zodiac sign: Capricorn baby

40. Male or female?: F
41. Elementary?: Montessori Del Ni�o International School

42. High School? : Colegio San Agustin Bi�an :)

43. College?:Lyceum Of the Philippines University :)
44. Hair colour: balck babe

45. Long or short: Long.
46. Height: 5'1?
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: oo naman. haha
48: What do you like about yourself?: patient and understanding
49. Piercings: just ears

50. Tattoos: henna? hahaha. nah. i dont like

51. Righty or lefty: Righty.

FIRST-S :
52. First surgery: none so far.
53. First piercing(s): ears
54. First best friend: Paola Beatriz M. Albeza
56. First sport you joined: Volleyball.

57. First vacation: Pagadian City

58. First crush: It starts with the letter J. yahhahaha

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: finished already
60. Drinking: nope. but i'll drink water later
61. I'm about to: post a blog (if i wont be lazy! haha)
62. Listening to: sound of electric fan
63. Waiting on: my fruit salad and home style roast to be cooked so i can serve it na sa cafe world. ahha

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: yah..
65. Get Married?: haaay, yah but siguro its not my priorities in life. haha
66. Career?: OMG. im ambitious. so i want to be a writer/photo/journalist/event organizer/fashion stylist... kaya kaya? haha

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: eyes

68. Hugs or kisses: hug
69. Shorter or taller: taller

70. Older or Younger: older

71. Romantic or spontaneous: both. damn
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: arms.
73. Sensitive or loud: sensitive...
74. Hook-up or relationship: RELATIONSHIPS
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: idunno... hesitant?

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: nope.
77. Drank hard liquor: nope
78. Lost glasses/contacts: 20 20 vision at sana until forever.
79. Sex on first date: nope.
80. Broken someone's heart: hahaa. i think so?
82. Been arrested: nope. SeRENA?

83. Turned someone down: YAh
84. Cried when someone died: yes
85. Fallen for a friend?: shut up. but yah... before. learn from my mistakes. haha

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: yes/
87. Miracles: yes.
88. Love at first sight: nope. that's lame
89. Heaven: YES
90. Santa Claus: not anymore

91. Kiss on the first date: maybe?

92. Angels: YES

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Nope nbsb! haha
95. Did you sing today?: yes

96. Ever cheated on somebody?: kuleeeett!

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: the day my father courted my mother. ang cheesy. cute siguro mawitness yun!

98. If you could pick a day from the past and relive it, what would it be?:

many things but one thing would be the time i lost myself... and tell to myself to stop being depressed... anyway i've been ok. so lets just leave it to the past. haha!

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: NO. but to love and get hurt again? YEs.
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: ok