So many memories that will be remembered.
The happy smiles, the awesome friendship, the many mistakes and that unforgettable experiences.
I really don't know what to feel right now. All I can say is I'm happy for my parents. Papractice ako na wag maiyak pag teary eyed ang mga magulang ko. hahaha! :))
Tomorrow will be one of the best days of my life.
Friday, April 29, 2011
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
Glee - I Feel Pretty / Unpretty
A song that love when I was a kid. Im glad Rachel had her own version with mash up with Quin's i feel pretty.
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
Get It Right
This is the song that made me sing at the top of my lungs since yesterday evening. Its also the song I used for a lullaby (so that i could fall asleep) hahaha! I really love how Rachel (Lea) sang the song. An original composition but so awesome.
Maybe I'm thinking of too many thing right now, that's why I felt I have a connection to the song. I hope you'll like it too. :))
What have I done? I wish I could run
Away from this ship goin' under
Just tryin' to help, hurt everyone else
Now I feel the weight of the world is
On my shoulders
What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight
Can I start again with my faith shaken?
'Cause I can't go back and undo this
I just have to stay and face my mistakes
But if I get stronger and wiser
I'll get through this
What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
[. From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/g/glee-cast-lyrics/get-it-right-lyrics.html .]
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
So I throw up my fist
Throw a punch in the air
And accept the truth that sometimes life isn't fair
Yeah, I'll send down a wish
Yeah, I'll send up a prayer
And finally, someone will see
How much I care!
What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight
Monday, April 25, 2011
So Good
God is always good to me. I just felt relieved this day. Even if I'm a bad girl He always send me love. Thank You my God. :)
Sunday, April 24, 2011
Dream Destinations outside the country
Traveling is something that I really wanted to do since I was a kid. Before, when we go to malls or some far places, I already thought na nagttatravel na kami (which is true naman diba?)
Now, that I'm older and wiser, I already listed places that I really dreamed to go. I even wanted to travel alone. haha (Lakas maka Eat Pray Love diba?)
Well, who/what are my influences to travel anyway?
Hmm. I was born in Saudi Arabia but my parents are Filipino. I learned to respect some of the Arab culture even for just a little time. It is nice to know other people out of the line of your race, I remember I have friends who are indian, pakistan etc. (I wish I could see them again... )
First, I want to know different people, with different culture and races. :) I believe that everyone's awesome.
Second, I enjoy riding airplanes. When I was little, I love Saudi Arabia's airport. Super comfortable seats and the airlines give importance to kids. haha More freebies and stuff!! haha
Third, feeling ko marami akong nunal sa paa, my mama said that, since little I always wanted to go out! haha!
Fourth, I was inspired by my Tita's travel escapades. That's why I loooove Eiffel Tower, because the stories came from a first hand source. Tita stayed in France for two months, two times. She has gone to Spain, Rome, Belgium, Netherlands. EH! I love to dream right? So that's why. After all her stories, Paris is on my top list competing with New York, USA.
Fifth, Bianca Gonzalez Blog. Well, just look at her blog. Especially, her travel blog posts! :) iamsuperbianca.com
So I dream to go to:
ASIA FIRST --
Hong Kong, Singapore (Universal Studios please?!), Macau (Little Venice the Gondola part and Asia's las Vegas)and I want to see actual Cherry Blossoms of korea haha
Mexico (want to wear those awesome big hats!!!, Spain (I want to get lost at Barcelona :)), Rio de Janeiro Brazil (because of Paulo Coelho and I want to see that awesome statue LIVE! haha), Rome Italy ( I want to visit every famous and historical place there and of course, EAT. PRAY. LOVE (the culture!).
My Top THREE! :)
Santorini Greece (just love it when I saw it. SISTERHOOD OF TRAVELING PANTS! :), New Yoooork, (of course Central Park, Upper East Side, timeSquare... soorryy. I'm a true blue Gossip Girl Fan but even before GG, I really dream to have a picture at time Square), France. (bentang benta na ang Eiffel Tower sa mga blogs ko and based on my Tita's kwento, Every part in France, is a photo opportunity... so anywhere france let's go! Let's explore.)
And on my added dream destination is!!!!
LONDON! I really want to see the Big Ben and ang mga faaashiiiiiooooon people there! hahaha!
For sure, there would also more awesome places to be added on the list. :)
But, before I go out of the country, I also want to explore my own country.
I have a long list for the places to be in the Philippines, so I'll blog about it next time! Haha. Syempre number 1 na ang Cebu kahit pabalik balik walang kasawa sawa. haha!
Only God knows, if I will really fulfill this dream, I really hope and pray, SANA!
I wish to travel with my family, with my bestfriends, Trixie and Jet, and Bea., My barkadas... and I also want to travel alone. haha. Wala namang masamang mangarap diba? dream on!
-kristina from the land of what might have been.
Disclaimer: all photos are from google images.
Now, that I'm older and wiser, I already listed places that I really dreamed to go. I even wanted to travel alone. haha (Lakas maka Eat Pray Love diba?)
Well, who/what are my influences to travel anyway?
Hmm. I was born in Saudi Arabia but my parents are Filipino. I learned to respect some of the Arab culture even for just a little time. It is nice to know other people out of the line of your race, I remember I have friends who are indian, pakistan etc. (I wish I could see them again... )
First, I want to know different people, with different culture and races. :) I believe that everyone's awesome.
Second, I enjoy riding airplanes. When I was little, I love Saudi Arabia's airport. Super comfortable seats and the airlines give importance to kids. haha More freebies and stuff!! haha
Third, feeling ko marami akong nunal sa paa, my mama said that, since little I always wanted to go out! haha!
Fourth, I was inspired by my Tita's travel escapades. That's why I loooove Eiffel Tower, because the stories came from a first hand source. Tita stayed in France for two months, two times. She has gone to Spain, Rome, Belgium, Netherlands. EH! I love to dream right? So that's why. After all her stories, Paris is on my top list competing with New York, USA.
Fifth, Bianca Gonzalez Blog. Well, just look at her blog. Especially, her travel blog posts! :) iamsuperbianca.com
So I dream to go to:
ASIA FIRST --
Hong Kong, Singapore (Universal Studios please?!), Macau (Little Venice the Gondola part and Asia's las Vegas)and I want to see actual Cherry Blossoms of korea haha
Mexico (want to wear those awesome big hats!!!, Spain (I want to get lost at Barcelona :)), Rio de Janeiro Brazil (because of Paulo Coelho and I want to see that awesome statue LIVE! haha), Rome Italy ( I want to visit every famous and historical place there and of course, EAT. PRAY. LOVE (the culture!).
My Top THREE! :)
Santorini Greece (just love it when I saw it. SISTERHOOD OF TRAVELING PANTS! :), New Yoooork, (of course Central Park, Upper East Side, timeSquare... soorryy. I'm a true blue Gossip Girl Fan but even before GG, I really dream to have a picture at time Square), France. (bentang benta na ang Eiffel Tower sa mga blogs ko and based on my Tita's kwento, Every part in France, is a photo opportunity... so anywhere france let's go! Let's explore.)
And on my added dream destination is!!!!
LONDON! I really want to see the Big Ben and ang mga faaashiiiiiooooon people there! hahaha!
For sure, there would also more awesome places to be added on the list. :)
But, before I go out of the country, I also want to explore my own country.
I have a long list for the places to be in the Philippines, so I'll blog about it next time! Haha. Syempre number 1 na ang Cebu kahit pabalik balik walang kasawa sawa. haha!
Only God knows, if I will really fulfill this dream, I really hope and pray, SANA!
I wish to travel with my family, with my bestfriends, Trixie and Jet, and Bea., My barkadas... and I also want to travel alone. haha. Wala namang masamang mangarap diba? dream on!
-kristina from the land of what might have been.
Disclaimer: all photos are from google images.
Its all about me
reposted from my twitter account. :)
1. I'm supposed to be named january (supposed to be born on jan. 1) but i was excited to get of my mom's tummy on dec. 26.
2. I hate cinnamons. My friends want to kill me for that! They love cinnamon swirl and roll, and I don't. I hate d smell
3. I love coffee but there are times that I just don't want to drink coffee.
4. I'm the bunso in the family but I don't act like a bunso.
5. i easily get irritated when its really hot then my surroundings is loud and noisy.
6. I love stationaries.
7. I'd die for awesome notebooks.
8. I can always remember even the most forgettable memories.
9. I got bullied when I was in elementary.
10. I love to keep many gifts or just remembrance from the people I love.
11. I graduated Salutatorian when I was in elementary.
12. I dream to be a ballet dancer and now it just became a frustration.
13. When we performed in ccp for my ballet class, our photo was published in a tabloid newspaper. My papa got excited that he almost framed it.
14. I love SWEET VALLEY BOOKS.
15. I love everything about the 90's.
16. I value responsibility.
17. When I was kid, I hate my kuya so much and he hates me too. We hate each other, haha!
18. Kuya and I loves to watch wwe. and yes we demonstrate it.
19. I am always talo to my kuya when we play chess.
20. When I was young, I'm super duper pikon to my kuya. hahaha I don't know how I overcome it.
21. Everytime I have a school performance during the elementary days, I usually get so nervous that would make me vomit.
22. I have asthma before, now I'm strong as ever. pwahahahaha.
23. I have made many stories that could be a book but I'd rather keep it to myself.
24. I have a thing for daddy and daughter movies. Yes, I'm a papa's girl.
25. I play barbies and dollhouse but I also play matchboxes and toy guns.
26. I hate to wear skirts when I was a kid.
27. I am very shy. #idontknowwhathappened
28. I also dream to be a runner (varsity in track and field) but...
29. I hate hassle. Super.
30. I am sensitive to my surroundings. I can feel if there's something wrong.
31. I am not allowed to have sleepovers on other houses but that stage in my life is totally over.
32. I love elementary days, I superduper love highschool but college will always ahave a real impact in my life.
33. I love looking at pretty girls and adore them.
34. I have secret crushes.
35. I love music.
36. I really hate "plastic" people.
37. But, I'm also plastic at times. haha! I curse the people I hate on my mind.
38. When I answer slum books, I usually write Nick Carter's name in Who is your first love?
39. My first ever crush name is James Lloyd V******.
40. i love watching a basketball game, just a basketball league on our village or pba or nba. :)
41. I imagined myself being a badminton varsity but when i went to HS and see the badminton players, I backed out! :)
42. I trust so much but when my trust is shattered. sorry.
43. I love color blue.
44. I dream to be an EIC of a magazine since I was in grade 6.
45. My friends always ask me for love advice even I have not experience real love.
46. Yes, Im a NBSB. :)
47. They always call me the "mature mag isip".
48. I always think that @trixieortiz , @itsme_debbie , @airizz are my long lost sisters. :)
49. I can't stand listening to much has been said by bamboo before. My bestfriend knows why. haha!
50. i love tweety bird so much. he is so adorable!!!!
51. I LOVE TUMBLR to the highest level. my friends know that.
52. I love Gossip Girl so much. I can be awarded the most loyal fan of GG because even if I (sometimes) don't likd the storyline I still watch it.
53. I adore Leighton Meester so much. but Blake Lively is my life. :))
54. I dream to be a fashion stylist / writer / event organizer / travel photographer.
55. Mabilis akong maawa.
56. I'm generous. (i think)
57. I smile to strangers because i believe that sometimes a smile can make a stranger's day.
58. I always wanted to help and inspire people.
59. I love cute dresses.#whathappenedtoihatewearingskirtswheniwasakid
60. My role models are Jessica Soho, Solenn Heussaff and of course Bianca Gonzalez
61. Everytime I go to ATC, i always pray that I could see Bianca Gonzalez there. kaso hindi talaga sakto.
62. I love to blog.
63. I have looklet account wherein I practice styling.
64. I'm not good in drawing and painting etc. #FML
65. I know how to play guitar before..
66. I want to learn how to play drums and piano.
67. My current crush ARE Jireh Lim and James Younghusband at isang secret haha!
68. Haven't watch a live awesome concert.
69. When I listen to songs, I try to listen to the lyrics more.
70. Now, I love MCDO more than Jollibee. BUT I LOVE Wendy's the most
71. I LOOOOOOVE number 8! August 8 is my mama and papa's wedding anniversary.
72. I love The Weepies and The Veronicas
73. I could listen to a favorite song more than 20x until i've fallen asleep. ginagawa kong panghele.
74. I LOVE MY SENTINEL FAMILY so much.
75. I already made a sign if that someone deserves to be my groom someday. HAHA! secret lang yun sign.
76. My all time favorite tv show is Dawson's Creek.
77. I believe in marriage but sometimes, I don't think I believe it for me. LOL
78. If I had work na, I will buy all hardbound books of Haruki Murakami, Mitch Albom, Meg Cabot and some of Nicholas Sparks.
79. I will have my own library on my dream house.
80. Eiffel Tower I will see you one day... :) My super dream.
81. My dream destinations: Timesquare and everything about New York, Paris, France. Santorini, Macau, Spain and many more.
82. I want to travel alone.
83. I want to celebrate my birthday alone. #onetimebigtimelang
84. Whenever i have an unreachable crush (may ganun?) I always sing in another life you must have been mine.
85. I love strawberry.
86. I crush orlando bloom so much before.
87. Johnny depp had me at Edward scissor hands.
88. I believe in love no matter how much I deny it.
89. I believe in soulmates. because of the book brida.
90. I like to watch local movies on cinema one. lakas makaclassic.
91. I dream to be a part of UNICEF Philippines family.
92. I want to be a secret millionaire.
93. I dream to give my mama, papa and tita a vacation grande in wherever place they want.
94. I love to sing michael lerans to rock songs.
95. I love Katy Perry but I grew up with Britney Spears.
96. My kuya @ryanandaya and @trixieortiz = to my confidante.
97. @itsme_debbie , @airizz @i_am_eliza @iam_MRT are my partners in crime. hahahah!
98. I LOVE TGNELLAZ, and forever love my girlfriends - BRATINELLA.
99. There are things that I only share with God.
100. Mahal ko si SID (ang aming dear d40) hindi magtatagal ay magkakaron din siya ng kapatid (matatagalan nga lang).
haha.
1. I'm supposed to be named january (supposed to be born on jan. 1) but i was excited to get of my mom's tummy on dec. 26.
2. I hate cinnamons. My friends want to kill me for that! They love cinnamon swirl and roll, and I don't. I hate d smell
3. I love coffee but there are times that I just don't want to drink coffee.
4. I'm the bunso in the family but I don't act like a bunso.
5. i easily get irritated when its really hot then my surroundings is loud and noisy.
6. I love stationaries.
7. I'd die for awesome notebooks.
8. I can always remember even the most forgettable memories.
9. I got bullied when I was in elementary.
10. I love to keep many gifts or just remembrance from the people I love.
11. I graduated Salutatorian when I was in elementary.
12. I dream to be a ballet dancer and now it just became a frustration.
13. When we performed in ccp for my ballet class, our photo was published in a tabloid newspaper. My papa got excited that he almost framed it.
14. I love SWEET VALLEY BOOKS.
15. I love everything about the 90's.
16. I value responsibility.
17. When I was kid, I hate my kuya so much and he hates me too. We hate each other, haha!
18. Kuya and I loves to watch wwe. and yes we demonstrate it.
19. I am always talo to my kuya when we play chess.
20. When I was young, I'm super duper pikon to my kuya. hahaha I don't know how I overcome it.
21. Everytime I have a school performance during the elementary days, I usually get so nervous that would make me vomit.
22. I have asthma before, now I'm strong as ever. pwahahahaha.
23. I have made many stories that could be a book but I'd rather keep it to myself.
24. I have a thing for daddy and daughter movies. Yes, I'm a papa's girl.
25. I play barbies and dollhouse but I also play matchboxes and toy guns.
26. I hate to wear skirts when I was a kid.
27. I am very shy. #idontknowwhathappened
28. I also dream to be a runner (varsity in track and field) but...
29. I hate hassle. Super.
30. I am sensitive to my surroundings. I can feel if there's something wrong.
31. I am not allowed to have sleepovers on other houses but that stage in my life is totally over.
32. I love elementary days, I superduper love highschool but college will always ahave a real impact in my life.
33. I love looking at pretty girls and adore them.
34. I have secret crushes.
35. I love music.
36. I really hate "plastic" people.
37. But, I'm also plastic at times. haha! I curse the people I hate on my mind.
38. When I answer slum books, I usually write Nick Carter's name in Who is your first love?
39. My first ever crush name is James Lloyd V******.
40. i love watching a basketball game, just a basketball league on our village or pba or nba. :)
41. I imagined myself being a badminton varsity but when i went to HS and see the badminton players, I backed out! :)
42. I trust so much but when my trust is shattered. sorry.
43. I love color blue.
44. I dream to be an EIC of a magazine since I was in grade 6.
45. My friends always ask me for love advice even I have not experience real love.
46. Yes, Im a NBSB. :)
47. They always call me the "mature mag isip".
48. I always think that @trixieortiz , @itsme_debbie , @airizz are my long lost sisters. :)
49. I can't stand listening to much has been said by bamboo before. My bestfriend knows why. haha!
50. i love tweety bird so much. he is so adorable!!!!
51. I LOVE TUMBLR to the highest level. my friends know that.
52. I love Gossip Girl so much. I can be awarded the most loyal fan of GG because even if I (sometimes) don't likd the storyline I still watch it.
53. I adore Leighton Meester so much. but Blake Lively is my life. :))
54. I dream to be a fashion stylist / writer / event organizer / travel photographer.
55. Mabilis akong maawa.
56. I'm generous. (i think)
57. I smile to strangers because i believe that sometimes a smile can make a stranger's day.
58. I always wanted to help and inspire people.
59. I love cute dresses.#whathappenedtoihatewearingskirtswheniwasakid
60. My role models are Jessica Soho, Solenn Heussaff and of course Bianca Gonzalez
61. Everytime I go to ATC, i always pray that I could see Bianca Gonzalez there. kaso hindi talaga sakto.
62. I love to blog.
63. I have looklet account wherein I practice styling.
64. I'm not good in drawing and painting etc. #FML
65. I know how to play guitar before..
66. I want to learn how to play drums and piano.
67. My current crush ARE Jireh Lim and James Younghusband at isang secret haha!
68. Haven't watch a live awesome concert.
69. When I listen to songs, I try to listen to the lyrics more.
70. Now, I love MCDO more than Jollibee. BUT I LOVE Wendy's the most
71. I LOOOOOOVE number 8! August 8 is my mama and papa's wedding anniversary.
72. I love The Weepies and The Veronicas
73. I could listen to a favorite song more than 20x until i've fallen asleep. ginagawa kong panghele.
74. I LOVE MY SENTINEL FAMILY so much.
75. I already made a sign if that someone deserves to be my groom someday. HAHA! secret lang yun sign.
76. My all time favorite tv show is Dawson's Creek.
77. I believe in marriage but sometimes, I don't think I believe it for me. LOL
78. If I had work na, I will buy all hardbound books of Haruki Murakami, Mitch Albom, Meg Cabot and some of Nicholas Sparks.
79. I will have my own library on my dream house.
80. Eiffel Tower I will see you one day... :) My super dream.
81. My dream destinations: Timesquare and everything about New York, Paris, France. Santorini, Macau, Spain and many more.
82. I want to travel alone.
83. I want to celebrate my birthday alone. #onetimebigtimelang
84. Whenever i have an unreachable crush (may ganun?) I always sing in another life you must have been mine.
85. I love strawberry.
86. I crush orlando bloom so much before.
87. Johnny depp had me at Edward scissor hands.
88. I believe in love no matter how much I deny it.
89. I believe in soulmates. because of the book brida.
90. I like to watch local movies on cinema one. lakas makaclassic.
91. I dream to be a part of UNICEF Philippines family.
92. I want to be a secret millionaire.
93. I dream to give my mama, papa and tita a vacation grande in wherever place they want.
94. I love to sing michael lerans to rock songs.
95. I love Katy Perry but I grew up with Britney Spears.
96. My kuya @ryanandaya and @trixieortiz = to my confidante.
97. @itsme_debbie , @airizz @i_am_eliza @iam_MRT are my partners in crime. hahahah!
98. I LOVE TGNELLAZ, and forever love my girlfriends - BRATINELLA.
99. There are things that I only share with God.
100. Mahal ko si SID (ang aming dear d40) hindi magtatagal ay magkakaron din siya ng kapatid (matatagalan nga lang).
haha.
Friday, April 22, 2011
The Truth is
I'm on the stage of my life where my thoughts are inconsistent and messed up. My goals and dreams are in different directions. I can't still figure out what DO I REALLY WANT. I want this agony to end. I just hope God would save me on this world I'm in, I don't want to be drowned :( . Save me please.
Please Lord, help me make wise decisions. I never wanted to choose between practicality and passion. I have chosen passion ever since, please give me a sign that I have chosen the right path.... :)
Please Lord, help me make wise decisions. I never wanted to choose between practicality and passion. I have chosen passion ever since, please give me a sign that I have chosen the right path.... :)
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
What is the one thing that you would want your children to learn about life?
A lesson I got from Dawson's Creek: embrace education, family friends and a life full of the unexpected. don't be afraid to make mistakes, because there's no better way to learn and to grow. Be a dreamer.
Have Faith in God.
Who is your best friend and how did you meet him/her?
I have the awesome -est bestfriends in the world, Bea is my bestfriend since kindergarten days :) Jendel - my guy bestfriend, we met when i was a freshie in hs. and mah sissie Trixie, in junior hs. I love them so much!!
Friday, April 15, 2011
What’s your favorite kind of music?
I really listen to everything, just not heavy metal or? is that what you call it? [but it depends if someone will say that it has good lyrics.]
Tuesday, April 5, 2011
Nakapagsulat ka na ba ng draft ng nobela? Natapos mo ba? Bakit?
oo. hindi ko pa natatapos. nalimutan ko nga kung san ko nilagay. naging busy kasi eh. nakakalungkot nga eh. namiss ko na yun mga charcters ko dun, feeling ko napabayaan ko sila. :))
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