Land of what might have been's byebye 2009

As I look back on my year ender blog last 2008, I realized that I've been a grown up na pala.
I had a great 2009. I'm not saying that its all about smiles. There are times that I've been depressed, sad and stressed out. pero more pa rin ang laughter.

Compared to last year, I've been happier this year. Despite the Ondoy/Pepeng, Media -related Issues, my life has been smooth sailing. Did I get the right term?

Well so much for that, I need to finish this until 2010 arrives.

First, I want to thank God for everything. I know I've been a bad girl but he still blessed me with things and people who made me a better person.

I thank God for:

the gadgets that I received this year, I promise that I will take care of it.
And thank you Lord for Papa, Mama and Tita. Love them so much
Thanks for my beloved brother, my clown. LOL love you kuya.

I also thank God for my friends. Everyone! you made my 2009 special :)

Well. the pictures say it all.

I LOVE YOU 2009!
It's sad that you will leave na.

No new year's resolution for me. I made a list last year but, I really forgot what is on the list.
So I'll just wish that next year will be better.
Each and everyday, even if I'm trying to get out of my shell I know that I would still be the friend that everyone knows.

BYE BYE 2009! I had a great year!

HELLO and KISSES to you
my 2010! welcome!

-kittiful

From Upper East Siders to School Loser then back to my favorite Creek

Gossip Girl, Glee and Dawson's Creek

Gossip Girl the tv series that was hated by parents. But, it's the series that made me gaga over the fictional characters of Serena, Blair, Nate, Chuck, Dan, Jenny, Rufus, Lily and Vanessa.
Georgina, eric.
I don't know. I think it has a certain story that makes me crave for more. Besides the fashion style and luxurious life. It is in New York. One of my dream places.

And, I love how the characters started with the high school-ish life and now in season 3, it seems like everyone's growing up. And they are facing a new life that would mold them for a better life.

Blair or Serena = BOTH in a different kind of way.

Chuck or Nate = for me? NATE! for Blair? okay I moved on! Chuck you can have Blair, he became a better person when she let Blair love him.

Dan or Nate for Serena = DAN! DAN! DAN! DAN! and that would never ever change!
Jenny or Vanessa = Jenny :)
Georgina? Well G is so like OH! MY GAWD!!! hahaha i love her, i hate her then i love her again! :)

My most favorite person in GG? of course. Serena / Blake Lively. I love Blake in Sisterhood of Traveling Pants. :))

GLEE

Looking at the picture, who would think that they're the losers. THEY ARE TOTALLY FAB?

Well, this series made me discover a new favorite song.

SWEET CAROLINE and it makes me blush everytime i hear Puck's voice. OMG! haha!

MERCEDES and KURT they are so totally love. Actually every character made a space in my heart. Of course, Emma, Sue Sylvester and my dear Mr. Schue. How I wish there's a teacher like him that would sing "IM LEAVING ON A JET PLANE" that way.

True Colors, Keep Holding On and Imagine were already on my mp3. haha! love it!

Finn or Puck = PUCK *blush!
Mercedes + KURT = LOVE IT! Ang bias ko diba?
Tina, the Asian Girl well, you go girl. I love her too.
Quinn and Finn, they're fine but I want more fire. Let Rachel join the story! hahaha LOL
I adore Artie :)
Emma or Terri DUH??? though Emma freaks me out, still Emma. haha!

Sue Sylvester or Mr. Schue? BOTH!
Sue made me love her with this "The little red riding hood!" *tears if you can't understand me. then go watch now! :)

from mr. schue

"The best teachers don't give you the answers. They just point the way and let you make your own choices, your own mistakes. That way, you get all the glory"


:)

The Girls I Miss the most

Don't worry this is not my year ender blog. I just promised myself about writing this entry.

I have many ideas that is stucked in my mind everytime I think of making this post. Pero ngayon lang ako nagkachance.

Well, I've been okay, or let's say I had a GREAT year. I had many accomplishments, made new friends and still keeping in touch with the old ones.

And as I look back...



I always end up laughing because I remember the times I had with my best girl friends. We made many memories that we will always treasure forever.
I don't want to say that I want to go back on the past. That's why we're growing up because memories should be remembered and if we will always long for the past we will not grow up.

College life is making our lives hectic. Very Busy. and everytime someone would text like "i miss you bratz"
I smile. because the love is still there.

This blog is not an eye opener or something.

It is just a post that says, I'm still here. I'm just a text away. I'm still here to listen to every rants you have in life.

And I know each and everyone will still be there.

"Remember we are 14 girls with different personalities joined together by fate."
" I MISS YOU MGA OSO!"


Well, so much for that. Natatawa kasi ako sa ginawa ko


I tried to combine your profile pics together. and i look at them one by one. and i can still see you.
the "you" who is my friend since high school. Mas may make up lang kayo ngayon :))

Though bonding moments are becoming less, I'm still hoping that someday will still find time to reconnect.

Yun ibang words ng iba sa gm... mga tampururots lang yun, Syempre kayo ba naman makamiss sa mga taong di nagpapakita.. haha..

Pero there's no pressure here. Kaya nga tropa eh. kahit minsan hindi na naiintindihan, Pilit pa ring iniintindi. :)

So, bratz eto lang naman to eh,

I LOVE VERY MUCH MY GIRLS...

eto na yun pics. well sorry mas malaki yun pic ni jam... hahahah! kasi hindi ko na mabago yun setting hahahah! :)

New reads for a bookworm

Everytime I visit National Bookstore and Powerbooks, I always try to find books that is different from the books that I usually read. I'm more of a Drama, Romance, Adventure, Chick Lit kind of a reader. But, i'm really interested in Court Room Dramas, and suspense. I would also like to revive my love for Classics. So, maybe this coming year... I would really grab one of those and start reading it instead of just reading its back covers. No to cost cutting! haha!

This year i opened my heart to Paulo Coelho's The Valkyries, If you would ask my friend Airiz, you would know why... I read it for more than 4 months (*not sure!) because I usually end up forgetting the last chapter,untill i'll reread again. Okay?! so much for that.. When I've finished it, nasabi ko na lang na sana tinapos ko to ng mas maaga. Paulo believes in Angels. and I do too... I fell inlove with his wife Chris. In a different way it inspired me a lot about my faith. and it imposed to me that we should really forgive ourselves from the mistakes we have done in the past. Too much for my words, just read it :)

Dear John, The Last Song, The Wedding, A Bend in the Road, The Choice, The Notebook.
from my favorite Nicholas Sparks. Maybe I would try to do an individual post about this haha. BUT, DEAR JOHN is my favorite of all Sparks books. Before, it was A Walk to Remember but JOHN TYREE AND SAVANNAH CURTIS surpassed the love i had for Jamie and Landon :)


Oh! I forgot to include Philippine Publication Books... Hmm. Another post maybe :)

So now, I only got one day before 2010 arrive, and i'm praying that if ever my friends doesn't have any books on my list, I hope I will have a budget to buy them... :)


First on my list, is from the author that inspires me in all the novel that he wrote!
Have a Little Faith: The Story of a Last Request
It is about the different worlds of a Jewish and Christian,
African-Amarican and White, Poor and rich. Another book from Sparks that signifies life's purpose. About losing faith or belief and finding it again.
*oooh! drools :)

I've also read that 10% of the profits of the book will go to charity,
"The Hole In The Roof Foundation"
So Now Im really thinking if I will buy the book or just borrow from a friend :)



The Memory Keeper's Daughter
written by Kim Edward

Its my first encounter with the author, I got intrigued with its title when i foud it NBS bookshelves while waiting for my bestfriend.

It is about a doctor's decision that will always haunt him and his family's lives forever.

"In 1964, when a blizzard forces Dr. David Henry to deliver his own twins, he immediately recognizes that one of them has Down Syndrome and makes a split-second decision that will haunt all their lives forever. He asks his nurse to take the baby away to an institution and to keep her birth a secret. Instead, she disappears into another city to raise the child as her own."

I have a thing on stories about down syndrome, abnormalities, etc eversince I've watched "I am sam". So, I think this will be a good book to read in the start of a new year.


Wuthering Heights by Emily Bronte

"Emily Bront�'s only novel is set in the wild, bleak Yorkshire Moors. Depicting the relationship of Cathy and Heathcliff, Wuthering Heights creates a world of its own, conceived with an instinct for poetry and for the dark depths of human psychology."

I was interested when One of my teachers in high school mentioned in one of his lectures. I forgot what year ko nun. Basta may English Teacher ako na nagbanggit nito. :P


South of the Border, West of the Sun
by: Haruki Murakami

At first, I know that the author is a popular Japanese Novelist.
And that's all. Then I googled him, actually I even thought he's a her. haha! I don't know maybe because of the name. Sorry na tao lang!
Then I've seen his books in the front tables of Powerbooks. feeling ko na, na magaling siya. :) Until, i tried to read the back covers of his books and then i encountered this -------->

And I read the "South of the Border" refers to the song of Mr. Nat King Cole. but base on wikipedia.org there's no evidence that Cole has recorded the song. It is about the life of childhood friends Hajime and Shimamoto (an only child, has a polio).
They grow apart when they're in high school and were reunited when they're already had a life on their own.
"It has chain of events that eventually forces Hajime to choose between his wife and family or attempting to recapture the magic of the past."
(*sometimes! I really believe in the magic of the past)



Lolita by Vladimir

It is a love story with the power to raise both chuckles and eyebrows. Humbert Humbert is a European intellectual adrift in America, haunted by memories of a lost adolescent love. When he meets his ideal nymphet in the shape of 12-year-old Dolores Haze, he constructs an elaborate plot to seduce her, but first he must get rid of her mother. In spite of his diabolical wit, reality proves to be more slippery than Humbert's feverish fantasies, and Lolita refuses to conform to his image of the perfect lover.

Thanks to my ol friend Zee :). I've seen it in her post and I tried to google it and I was attracted to its description.


The Book of Tomorrow
written by: Cecelia Ahern

from the author of P.S. I love you

It is about Tamara Goodwin, the girl who gets everything she wanted but that changed when his dad was gone.
"When a travelling library passes through Kilsaney Demesne, Tamara is intrigued. She needs a distraction. Her eyes rest on a mysterious large leather bound tome locked with a gold clasp and padlock. With some help, Tamara finally manages to open the book. What she discovers within the pages takes her breath away and shakes her world to its core."

Well, i like things about magic. :)


STAR GIRL by Jerry Spinelli

I found this book when it was feautured in Meg Magazine.

It is an emotional tale about the perils of popularity and the thrill and inspiration of first love.

HAHA! I wanted to read the book last 2008! but i focused on Nicholas Sparks books that's why I forgot this. :)

ALL AMERICAN GIRL SEQUEL: READY OR NOT

I was browsing pictures of book covers when I encountered this. then I thought I want to cry because I didn't know that MY FAVE CHICK LIT has a sequel. DAMN!! I'm a loser. huhuhu.

So, I want it now. Read it now. I NEED IT. OK?!

I was in love with Sam and David, whoever they are read the first book. And Meg Cabot is my favorite Chick Lit Author. WHERE the hell can i find this book? I haven't seen it in NBS and Powerbooks before. Or, im just stupid of not seeing it because i thought its just the fiirst book with a different cover???? Stupid me! Anyway, I will definitely read this! :)


Well, I have many books on the list. haha Actually its my first time to do a list. I did it to remind myself that I should read books MORE or MOST?! haha than surfing the net. I'm losing new ideas for my stories and maybe this books will be a big help.
Four titles below also made my list.. And many more :) Enjoy reading :)

Kittiful's 18 ender

My 18 years of existence here on earth is about to be added with another year. And as i reminisce it all, I know that this year is one of my BEST. Maybe its the worst for others but, i have to be honest its the best for me. well, minus the tragedies that happened to our beloved country (*of course!). I had a list or some reasons why this year is superb for me.



I've made many new friends this year, but im glad that i've also stayed with the old ones. I had my share of laughter, stress, sorrow, hurt, smile, cheers,&love with them.

They've been there whenever i need comfort.
Or even if i don't need them they stay even just to tease me.

The picture can't put all the faces of my friends, good friends. But, i know that they know who they are.





I also had a chance to have close personal interview with people in MEDIA. It still brings shivers to me whenever i remember talking to Mr. Mark Salazar while his colleagues Doris Brigo�a and Love Aneover are there fooling around.
And i've had a share of the lesson that an aspiring media practitioner should remember
"Our job is 10% GLAMOUR and 90% HARDWORK"
Everytime i feel tired, lazy and that writer's block, i try to remember those words.


This year i was able to go to places that the four corners of a classroom could never have. And that is a close encounter with Mother Nature.

Quezon, our sudden heaven. Thanks to Sir Jimmy Oblena for bringing us there.
Whenever we remember those times it bring smiles to our faces.

Sinong nas*x ng malas? haha!
Ilang ilog tinawid natin?
Sinong takot sa buntot ng buwaya?
*woah! i miss those times!

Those experiences made our section be closer to each other.
I know that wherever life takes me, those memories will have a place in my heart!!! STEEEEEEAAADYYYYY!


And i also had the best summer of my life.

CEBU CEBU CEBU. i will come back to you.

I had the chance to practice my photography skills (if i have any?! haha)

and just enjoy the summer.

We had a long road trip but it was all worth it. That's what i love! traveling and i hope i can do that in the near future! :)

NExt stop? could it be MACAU?! i hope so!





HAHA! i am really thinking of not including these picture but its my blog anyway. They are some of the models who smiled, posed, and give emotions to me. Some are just for fun and some are for a project.. etc

But, i just want to thank them. For smiling for me. Because it keeps me going. i know that i have to learn more about photography and thank you for dealing with me. THANK YOU VERY MUCH GUYS. and I also want to thank God for our wonderful nature that's why i included TRAVEL PHOTOGRAPHER as one of my dream jobs! :)

BECAUSE i Have my girlfriends and yeah! also guy friends (kaso im too lazy to fin pics na!)
Why wouldn't be my 18 years of existence happy?

And yeah while i am 18, exactly this year
GOD answered my wishes,

kahit hirap na hirap na kami nairaos pa din ni mama, papa at tita ang mga bagay na to.. So, BRO! thank you so much!

AND I'M HAPPY THAT MY FAMILY IS STILL IN TACT, though father dearest is thousand miles away, i know that SOMEDAY on CHRISTMAS DAY or *SECRET SPILLED on my birthday we will be complete.
Since i was 4 years old I haven't celebrated my birthday with my father because his vacation is always scheduled every summer. That's why i HOPE NEXT YEAR he could spend Christmas HERE. and that would be my happiest birthday the next day!
Oh! come on! I CAN DREAM an WISH! There's no impossible with GOD!

I LOVE YOU PAPA, MAMA, KUYA and TITA! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

And for this part, I know that tragedies have devastated our country... And i'm glad i was able to help, maybe not many but some of flood victims here in LAGUNA,
i keep in my heart that "in our own little way we can help" and we can also make them happy even if their hearts are broken :)

REGITERED VOTER
AND I BELONG TO INDIVIDUALS WHO WILL MAKE A CHANGE NEXT YEAR

And this blog will not be complete that im happy because im still doing what i've been doing since i was a kid. Writing my heart out. I write to inspire and sometimes to please myself.


so hours to go before another year is added to my age.. well. THANK YOU FOR A WONERFUL YEAR 18! you will always be remembered :)


---love kittiful *still from the land of what might have been :)

Nothing

Again.

On a Saturday Evening. Staring on a blank screen taking time as if i don't have an NSTP2 Class tomorrow.

Hmm.. I want to blog about new moon. but i can't find the right words yet... so maybe not now.

My bestfriend let me listen to a song of MYMP, back home and pooof! i hear it always. hahahaha!!!


then while in class kanina... I had fun.. I'm sso lucky to have my professors. Si sir danganan dati ng prof so yeah!

And new prof for PR. OK naman si mam. Cool.


Pero bago pa matapos ang klase, i feel sleepy na... kaya super tulog na sa bus...


uhmmm.? ol diary na ba ito? i can't really think of a topic to post i just want to "kwento" hahahahah



hmm.

by the way... i'm starting to read a book again from n. sparks...

MEDYO NAKA MOVE ON NA KO SA DEAR JOHN. pero the best pa rin yun!!!!
its trailer was shown yesterday before NEW MOON. yeah!!! excited for february... hhaha

NO CROSS POST NA?

Someone answered my question in Yahoo Answers! Yey! I hope this works. I hope i won't see this blog post on myb facebook account. woooot!!!! sana,,,,,

--Parang--

*fiction

Magkasama kaming naglalakad papunta sa kung saan.
Hindi alam kung saan pupunta.
pero Ayos lang.

Ganun naman lagi. Sanay na ko.

Sanay na kong wala lang pag magkasama kami.

masaya naman daw kami ng ganun.

Kaso nakakapagod din pala. nakakasawa.





Tumigil akong maglakad. Nagtanong siya, Bakit?

Sabi ko, Hindi ka pa ba napapagod? Hanggang ganito lang ba ang kaya mong ipadama?

Hindi siya sumagot. Ayan nanaman siya. Paawa Effect.

Kaso Pagod na akong mabalewala. Bumilang na ako ng 1 - 1000 pero hindi pa rin sapat yun

OK NAMAN TAYO ng Ganito. . . Hindi ko na malunok yung mga salitang yun.




Ayoko na ng mga ngiti. Gusto ko namang tumawa.

Sawa na akong umintindi. Hindi ko na kasi maintindihan.


Natatakot ka ba? Ako rin naman. ayoko masaktan. pero hindi naman maiiwasan yun diba?



KAYA.. ayoko na... tama na.

Hindi lang siguro ako yung sagot sa mga kalituhan mo.

Kasi kung ako yun, matagal mo ng nakalimutan na takot ka...

Siguro. Ganun Talaga.

Hindi na lang OO at HINDI ang sagot. Siguro, Pwede, Parang...

oo pero hindi. magulo. masakit sa ulo.

Kung ganyan din lang lumayo ka na bago mo pa malimutan ang sarili mo at mawala sa isip mo na

hindi IKAW. pero parang..

Ta-ta

One time, i just realized that some people in my friend's lists are not really friends.

and then i decided to take a break.



I see my world as a place that cannot be interfered by anyone.

A world that tells me that I should be the one guiding myself to the path i want to go.

So, this sembreak. I let go of them.

I don't need some unidentified people in my friend's list. And people who are just pretentious, show off freaks.

I'm not a war freak. No way. i'm not even good in "sagutan!" hmmm... (if i'm not that pissed off. hahha...)

Yeah i'm laitera, esp if i'm with friends. We just talk about it.. (As if you're not doing that with your friends.) And, i know my boundaries. My limit.,

that's why everytime i encounter useless people in my friend's list... BOOM! wala na..,.

kasi imbis na laitin ko lang sila at mainis sa mga pinagsasabi at pinaggagawa nila, better erase them diba???

hahaha

Betrayal

She heard everyone's there.
Laughing and having a great time.

She left her room to have fun thinking that another party organized by her cousin.
She tried to hide the feelings that she's keeping ever since that painful day happened.

She made her way downstairs. Everyone's eyes on her. She smiled but no one returned her smile. All eyes where shocked, worried... And feels like something's wrong.

She was about to speak when she felt numbness in every part of her body. She can't move even if she wants to.

She saw the man who broke her heart two weeks ago, holding her cousin's hand and offering words of love.

Then she realized she's in her own house. Attending an engagement party with his ex boyfriend and beloved cousin. How sweet is that?

She tried not to flinch while half of the crowd is looking at her.
She felt all the pain coming in. She wished that the floor will came into life and swallow her but, reality bites it will never happen.

She made her way out. No one's there to comfort her.

She went outside to hold her emotions. Her dad is in New York. Her sisters were nowhere to be found. She was all alone.

And in a sudden snap, she forgot the pain. The heartache. Everything...

She went back inside her house. Walked straight to her cousin. Hugged her tight with a very fake smile. She never laid her eyes to her cousin's fiance. She looked at her cousin and then to her Aunt... She turned around and smiled to all the guests...

She gave her best wishes. A fake speech that swooned everyone as if she's really happy for the couple.

Lies... Perfidy...abandonment... It all leads to betrayal.

A thing that she hated for years.
She went away leaving all the bad memories behind. No one knew where she stayed.

Some says in Greece because its her dream place. Friends predicted that she went to New York to work. And a few said she went to Paris.

Two years and no word from the girl who is idolized by many. Loved by some. Hated by insecure sluts.


maybe. just maybe she tried to stay in the land of what might have been, for a while.

100 truths of kittiful

No rules, just copy and paste. Hey c'mon! if you got nothing to do, and wanted to waste time... this is helpful.

note: I just read this from someone else's blog, I got nothing else to do, so i tried answering.

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Water
2. Last phone call: October 10, 2009 12:57pm
3. Last text message: awhile ago.
4. Last song you listened to: moonriver
5. Last time you cried: months ago

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: haven't dated. haha!
7. Been cheated on: nah. is betrayed by a friend counted? LOL

8. Kissed someone & regretted it: sorry. haven't kissed anyone as more than a friend

9. Lost someone special: yah?
10. Been depressed: many times. my gosh!

11. Been drunk and threw up: no, i don't drink hard? is that the right term? haha

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. BLUE
13. BLACK
14. YELLOW

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: yesyesyes
16. Fallen out of love: nope.
17. Laughed until you cried: yes. many times
18. Met someone who changed you: this 2009? no.
19. Found out who your true friends were: VERY VERY OW YEA!
20. Found out someone was talking about you: yah. haha
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: nope.
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: trixie, jet, journ and some broad friends and BRATZ. :P
23. How many kids do you want to have: 2?
24. Do you have any pets: i dont have any, years agooo ng wala.
25. Do you want to change your name: nope. i like it that way.though thare were days that i thought na sana January na lang ako pinanganak so that i would have the name of the month and nickname would be JAN. kaso ayun si mama, napa anak ng dec.
26. What did you do for your last birthday: birthday blast with hs barkada, bestfriend and college friends kaso kulang. but happy naman
27. What time did you wake up today: 06:00am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: dreaming. haha
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: ticket to macau. awts
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life:
hmm, to be rich. so that my dad won't have to go to saudi na. *ayiiii tears.

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: nah
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: crazy bitches who are stupid.PEOPLE na PORMA lang alam. wala namang utak. *sorry na. kainis kasi

35. Most visited webpage: facebook. gginsider
36. Whats your real name : KRISTINA NOELLE SORIANO ANDAYA
37. Nicknames: kit, kiti, mamu
38. Relationship Status: SINGLE and happy. LOL
39. Zodiac sign: Capricorn baby

40. Male or female?: F
41. Elementary?: Montessori Del Ni�o International School

42. High School? : Colegio San Agustin Bi�an :)

43. College?:Lyceum Of the Philippines University :)
44. Hair colour: balck babe

45. Long or short: Long.
46. Height: 5'1?
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: oo naman. haha
48: What do you like about yourself?: patient and understanding
49. Piercings: just ears

50. Tattoos: henna? hahaha. nah. i dont like

51. Righty or lefty: Righty.

FIRST-S :
52. First surgery: none so far.
53. First piercing(s): ears
54. First best friend: Paola Beatriz M. Albeza
56. First sport you joined: Volleyball.

57. First vacation: Pagadian City

58. First crush: It starts with the letter J. yahhahaha

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: finished already
60. Drinking: nope. but i'll drink water later
61. I'm about to: post a blog (if i wont be lazy! haha)
62. Listening to: sound of electric fan
63. Waiting on: my fruit salad and home style roast to be cooked so i can serve it na sa cafe world. ahha

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: yah..
65. Get Married?: haaay, yah but siguro its not my priorities in life. haha
66. Career?: OMG. im ambitious. so i want to be a writer/photo/journalist/event organizer/fashion stylist... kaya kaya? haha

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: eyes

68. Hugs or kisses: hug
69. Shorter or taller: taller

70. Older or Younger: older

71. Romantic or spontaneous: both. damn
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: arms.
73. Sensitive or loud: sensitive...
74. Hook-up or relationship: RELATIONSHIPS
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: idunno... hesitant?

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: nope.
77. Drank hard liquor: nope
78. Lost glasses/contacts: 20 20 vision at sana until forever.
79. Sex on first date: nope.
80. Broken someone's heart: hahaa. i think so?
82. Been arrested: nope. SeRENA?

83. Turned someone down: YAh
84. Cried when someone died: yes
85. Fallen for a friend?: shut up. but yah... before. learn from my mistakes. haha

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: yes/
87. Miracles: yes.
88. Love at first sight: nope. that's lame
89. Heaven: YES
90. Santa Claus: not anymore

91. Kiss on the first date: maybe?

92. Angels: YES

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Nope nbsb! haha
95. Did you sing today?: yes

96. Ever cheated on somebody?: kuleeeett!

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: the day my father courted my mother. ang cheesy. cute siguro mawitness yun!

98. If you could pick a day from the past and relive it, what would it be?:

many things but one thing would be the time i lost myself... and tell to myself to stop being depressed... anyway i've been ok. so lets just leave it to the past. haha!

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: NO. but to love and get hurt again? YEs.
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: ok

Stagnant

I haven't posted entries since mid july not because I haven't posted any BUT because multiply and blogger didn't work correctly. I don't know if that's the term. hahaha

Now, that its ok.. Im Cross posting again. so. BLOG BLOG BLOG!

This Season 3 of GG is Freaking me out :))

Its just the first two episodes but i'm going gaga over the cast.

SERENA - my ever beloved Serena. She is so unpredictable and a crazy bitch. I hate what she did to Chuck. I even want to slap her in the face, Chuck just wants to help him. DUH?
But, lets see. CARTER with Serena? Lets TRY.
DAN AND SERENA again? how i wish... esp. Scott's in town --the brother.

DAN: (Blair: Dan is a writer?) haha I'm loving him more. He's not boring anymore. *I have a thing for writers you know? haha! Georgina and Dan? So not okay.

BLAIR: I want to cry for Blair. ITS so not Queen B!
I hate Georgina but i love her. haha! confused?
--BLAIR and CHUCK scene is so *blush* (ok finish my sentence!)
Blair: [in bed] You were right about the dorms. The lighting is awful. You okay?
Chuck: [sleepy] I am now.

Blair: Most of you don't know me. My name is Blair Waldorf. But a lot of you know my roommate who threw this amazing party, Georgina! I know, Georgina rocks, right? It's funny, I never knew a Jesus freak could throw such a good party, but I guess I was wrong. So everybody raise a glass, or a plastic cup of foam, to the coolest Christian I know, Georgina Sparks!

GEORGINA: well, i always loved her lines and HER! but not when she messes up with blair and being friends with that vanessa --eeww!!!!

CHUCK: well, maybe in the next episodes he will be my fave.... haha

JENNY and ERIC: i love them TOGETHER!!! so like bestfriends? hahaha brother/sister.

but jenny? argh! next please?

BREE and NATE: Its like a waste of screen time?

Can Nate Archibald have a nice storyline and not just have sex with a girl? Kiss. Make out? etc. Im tired of it.

Scott? ooohhh! the brother.. handsome but i feel that he is really up for something... something bad? I don't know. and i don't like him with Vanessa.


So here we are.

VANESSA is sooooooo.. argh! They are giving her a nice storyline but I still hate her. NYU people loves her but I DON'T! She feels like she is so good (sorry! vanessa basher!) haha!
I don't like her looking at Blair as if B's a loser and she's like on top. eew! hate her! haha!

Rufus -- so fatherlike. I'm liking him more... haha

GOSSIP GIRL? of course! so love as she says!

Gossip Girl: Apparently higher education doesn't make for smarter decisions. So take out your notebooks and sharpen your pencils, kids. Gossip Girl's going to college, and this class has a lot to learn.

So 'til next episode!!! :))

xoxo
kit :P

How Nicholas Sparks made me crave for more

WHAT DOES TRUE LOVE REALLY MEAN?

A walk to remember is the first book that I've read from the works of Nicholas Sparks.
Way back high school. And I already loved him for that! I love Jamie and Landon as much as I love Eddie in Five People You Meet in Heaven.

After that book I just went to bookstores and read the back covers of his works. Pity me, I don't have money to buy. I even tried e books but it doesn't work for me. I really wanted to read something which I can bring wherever I go. Ang sakit kaya sa mata ng e-book!

Until, my mom had a chance to borrow a book from a friend's daughter. She got the THE NOTEBOOK, THE WEDDING and THE CHOICE. But, my friend Warren lend me his sparks book --DEAR JOHN!

I got confused on what book will I read first. Until, I decided to pursue Dear John.

At first I thought it was a mushy/cheesy book but, Im wrong. VERY WRONG. It made me hold back tears because it was sad. A sad Story. Something that I'm craving for... Why? Because it is not an unexpected ending.

I don't want to spoil anything but, if you are close to me I think you already know what I'm talking about.

To People Who doesn't -- WELL i'm a fan of unhappy endings (not all the time naman).

Cause for me "it doesn't have to be HAPPY just to be called a GOOD ending".

THE ENDING of Dear John is something that I always try to find from the books that i read.

Super iyak lang ako kasi hindi ko inexpect sa Dear John ko pala mababasa yun gusto kong ending.

HAHAHA. I'm guilty. I cried so much. Because Dear John is not just about JOHN and SAVANNAH. But also JOHN and his father.

OK? I'm not a hypocrite. Yes I cried because of what happened to John and Savannah's love.

Yes. That's true love.ok! SHUT UP na :)


When I finished it, I tried THE NOTEBOOK. Its not my favorite but its still good. WHERE CAN I FIND MY NOAH CALHOUN? haha.

Now, I'm planning to read the choice or the wedding.


Hmm. I just hope Mr. Nicholas Sparks can read this blog and I will say to him..


IDOL!!!! hahaha! :)

Selective Amnesia

Lacunar amnesia is the loss of memory about one specific event. It is a type of amnesia that leaves a lacuna (a gap) in the record of memory.
source: wikipedia.org


I heard this word from a korean tv show that i was watching two weeks ago. The main character had an amnesia when he saved the life of his bestfriend. I know it will really happen, because it is the story of the Taiwanese version *the amnesia thing.
But, I was shocked when the doctor said, He has a selective amnesia. I said "WEH?! joke time? MERON ba talagang ganun?" Because the only person he can't remember is the girl he love.
So I searched it in wikipedia -- and there! *meron nga!*
It is called Lacunar Amnesia

The doctor explained that *"Kung ano ang pinakamasaya at pinakamasakit na nangyari sa buhay niya, yun yung nakalimutan niya."* But, the memories will be back after some months especially if the people close to him will keep reminding him of those beautiful memories.
It is also said by Steven Johnson that "The person who has that particular amnesia will have a general unease encountering the person who had harmed them in the past."
Even if they forget a certain event they can still remember their past feelings.

I just find it amusing, how the writers made a different twist in the story.
*Ang sakit kaya nun! Lahat sila naaalala niya, IKAW lang hindi?"!* WTH?!

I want to explain more about it kaso ang daming scientific words (*sorry! SCIENCE eh! lam nyo naman!!!) Meron pang binanggit na hippocampus and amygdala.

haha!

Its nice to learn new things and I love it more when I watch shows that has more REAL storylines. I love fiction but I also want things that also happens in reality.
Yun akala nating gawagawa lang, pero totoo pala.

Kris Allen - New American Idol Season 8

KRIS ALLEN.

I like Adam Lambert too but Kris deserves it too.

Love na love siya ni rhei kaya Love ko na din siya, haha!

Back in Laguna

HOME SWEET HOME

I'm back home.

I'll miss CEBU pero syempre babalik ako dun no!

Be proud of me guys.

Nakauwi ako mag isa from CEBU. ENJOY KAYA!!! NANALO pa ko ng WALLET ng CEBU PACIFIC

game kasi nila sino may charger!!!!

meron ako!!!
hahahah

above are some of the pics in my CEBU VACATION :))

upload on the go!

5 days in Cebu... and 11 days to go

I miss Laguna but I'm enjoying my stay here.

Lalo na nung pumunta kami sa BIG FOOT kanina,. wow. I want to study there.

No pictures inside the school. BAWAL. a big no. awts. :))

pero ok lang...

more trips to go!

Detailed blog will be done when i arrive home :))

Cebu trip

I will be out for two weeks. HUHU.

Mamimiss ko KAYO at ang pag iinternet. haha! ADIK?

I will miss kia's birthday celeb!!!!!

and bud Faith's treat to BRATZ!!! huhuhu.

Cat's birthday and Tinand pao's bday. :'(

Bahala na. Bawi na lang ako pag uwi ko.

I'll be leaving this Sunday. I will miss you guys. mwahx!!!!!

I'll be back on the 19th.

mwah. mwah!

Enjoy your vacation GUYS. mwahx :))

May quota ang pag-ibig. Kasali ka kaya sa Quota?

Para Kay B

Ito ang unang nobelang inilabas ni RICKY LEE upang maibahagi sa mga tao ang kanyang talento at mga nabuong kwento.
Limot ko na kung saan ko unang narinig ang libro basta naalala ko lang na gusto kong basahin ito dahil natuwa ako sa tagline:

"Me quota ang pag-ibig. Sa bawat limang umiibig ay isa lang ang magiging maligaya. Kasama ka ba sa quota?"

Intriguing diba?

Nakakatuwang isipin na sa isang libro ay may nabuong limang kwento.. Lima nga lang ba?

Unang Kwento: Irene

Isa sa paborito kong kwento. :) Simple pero malungkot. (*malungkot nga ba?). Hindi na kailangan ng masusing paglalahad.
Isang pangakong kinalimutan. Pangako na dinala sa kawalan at nagsimula ng hinagpis.
Si Jordan. Siya ang dahilan. Sabi niya kasi "Pag laki mo, pakakasalan kit."
Katulad ng ibang kababaihang naniwala sa pag-ibig, nabuhay siya sa isang pangako.
Matutupad kaya ito?
May quota ang pag-ibig diba?


Pangalawang Kwento: Sandra (*ang tauhang hinangaan ko sa huli.)

Ang kwentong pinakabawal sa lahat ng "pinakabawal." Tinatawag nilang immoral sa bayan ng mga moral. Ikinubli niya ang alaala ng nakalipas. Binuhay ang sarili sa kung ano lamang ang nararapat. Kung hindi patas, hindi balanse. HINDI tama.
Pinilit niyang kalimutan ang mapait na nakalipas ngunit ayaw siyang pakawalan ng maling alaala lalo na't may iniwan itong magandang requierdo.
Sa kanyang pagtulog kanyang itinatanong "Kamusta na kaya si Kuya?"
May space pa kaya si Sandra sa quota?


Ikatlong Kwento: Erica

Nakapunta ka na ba sa Maldiaga? Ang lugar kung saan hindi marunong magmahal ang mga tao.
Si Erica -- isang babaeng inosente at ignorante sa totoong mundo. Pangarap niya maging artista. Matupad kaya ito?
Madali siyang mahalin ngunit paano kaya nila papatunayan?
Manhid nga ba siya?
Si Erica na ba ang isa sa limang magiging masaya?


Ikaapat na Kwento: Ester

Sapat na ang saya. Hindi kailangang lubos...
May sikretong kaligayahan. Kaligayahang patuloy na ipinaglalaban sa buong mundo. Kasiyahang hindi pinapanigan ng karamihan.
Si Ester at si Sara -- masaya na silang magkasama habang pinagmamasdan ang bubong na gumuhit ng pagmamahalan.
Ester: "MAY MAS MAHALAGA PA NAMAN KESA SA PISIKAL."
Karapat dapat ba si Ester sa quota?

Ikalimang Kwento: Bessie

Ang malandi sa lahat ng malalandi. Ang hindi marunong magmahal ngunit magaling sa maraming bagay. Hmmm. Immoral. Pokpok. Hudas. Ahas. at marami pang kasukdulan.
Magbabago kaya siya?
May karapatan ba si Bessie sa Quota ng Pag-ibig?

Si Bessie... o Si Lucas?

Si Lucas na siyang nagmahal kay Bessie.
Pwede kaya si Lucas sa Quota? Dahil siya ang nagmahal ng taong hindi karapat dapat?

Si Irene. Si Sandra. Si Erica. Si Ester. Si Bessie
Sino ang may puwang sa quota?
Si Lucas kaya magiging masaya?

May quota nga ba talaga ang Pag-ibig?

Sino ba si B? Isa ka bang Capital S?
Ano nga ba ang 3K ng pag-ibig?



...Paminsanminsan sa gabi'y napapaluhod siya sa madilim na silid at pilit na inaalala ang isang letra...

Innocence

The little girl who never fails to amuse and irritate us -- all at the same time. She is very grumpy. But, at times she will be very sweet and lovely.. Para bang anghel! :) Especially when she wants something. *nauubos na english namin sayo. haha!

She loves to watch TV and she can watch the whole day. If we will change the channel to our preferred one she'll get mad and quarrel everyone. Walang sinasanto tong batang to.

She will be spanked by her grandmas *(mommy mila, mommy edios and mommy ilig). And she will fight back too. Napaka maldita. Sobra.

She also goes to me to defend her and let her watch TV but most of the time she will irritate me. She will pull my hair, spank, kick me etc. ABA? papayag ba naman akong magpatalo? I also fight back but with a little gentleness :P. And I always win. haha! I'll scare her so that she will behave. I really don't want to hit her because I've noticed that even if she's in pain, it feels like normal for her. MASOCHIST? wah. NAh. Kidding.

They say that she needs extra attention, but, WTH? lahat nga ng attention nasa kanya eh!.
May ADHD ata tong pamangkin ko. hahaha

Well, I just made this blog because I have an achievement.!

Napatulog ko siya. OH YES! haha. she's silently sleeping in our room like an angel.
Maybe, when she already know how to use the computer I will let her read this blog entry. And umaasa ako na pag laki niya isa na siyang BEHAVE na bata.

Though you always make us mad-- You will always be LOVED Rhi Jan Prian

-tita/ninang Kit

I passed.

I'm so happy not only because of our celebration kanina but MOSTLY to the fact that I passed and I will be a 3rd year College Student this coming School Year. :))

Siguro masaya lang makita yun lahat ng results ng pinaghirapan mo.

They say that they envy us because we always travel and go to places just to shoot for our photojourn (pero oo MASAYA TALAGA YUN!) but, we have other major subjects that we are really scared. Not because the prof is strict, he isn't. Super luwag nga eH, as in. Its just that he's too "magaling". We can't reach his expectations and until now, we have a trouble writing a straight news story. Hindi madali ang mag sulat, mahirap. LALO na ang straight news and professor mo pa si Sir Gil. Matututo ka talagang magtyaga na magrevise ng magrevise ng article mo! If you felt that its already your best pero pag pinabasa mo sa kanya... haha! sorry ka na lang its not even good.

Anyway, I still like Sir Gil, ang dami niyang alam. We gain many NEW ideas and FACTS from him. Anything under the sun. Nasasagot niya. hahaha nalulula na lang kami minsan eh! hahahaha

But, atleast, IM LEARNING... :))

Now, I don't have any problems....
AY? meron pa pala, pangtution pa pala. --pero tutulungan naman kami ni BRO e! haha diba BRO?

so ayun. I'll enjoy my summer na!

Sa mga kasama ko kanina sa MOA!!! thanks for the day!!!
mga matakaw. hmm. TOO fast too furious 4 is okay. but, not love.
same old story. tsaka fictional eh. heheheh JUST WATCH IT na lang. :))

lovelove
mamukit

Time's Up (poetry)

This is poem is one of the finalists in our school's writing contest *i hope you'll like it too.

THEME: TIMELINE

Darkness came
Soon, brightness faded
When his visions opened
two heartbeats echoed

His skin blanched
As breezy air arises
When dried leaves flew around
He began to stare...

Stare
and stare
To the lady
He called, "life"

His tears trickle
and mouth tried to utter
But in a sudden hush
Lights flickered

Brightness reappeared
Without hesitation...
He flinched.
When the voice whispered "TIME's UP"

I don't have an inspiration in this one.. I just imagine someone who was given a chance to amend the past but when he is about to make a move, he can't bring back the old times anymore. Feels like your in a dream thinking it was reality.

You've brighten my day

A smile in your heart - Jam Morales


CREDITS:
song - a smile in your heart sang by jam morales
PHOTO - to ms. kianah amil (huli!)
--pwede nang maging stalker si kia. hahah

Actually, I really don't know him.
I always just see him in the hallway whenever we pass by the CIR office
OO - Taga CIR siya (praying na walang taga CIR student na magbabasa nito!)

I don't even know his name! hahaha
pero MALALAMAn ko din yan.

LABEL: New CRUSH!

What's the connection of the song in this blog entry?
Wala lang. Naisip ko lang, he brightened my day yesterday!

haha!

I saw him in the morning on the stairs -- eh! wala akong kasama nun kaya dedma lang.
But, when we are about to go home. Ayan nakita ko siya sa may jpl statue. Napareact ako ng wala sa oras. nahuli tuloy ako ni kianah. Ayan pictuuuure.
He's handsome. LOLS. sana mabait din hahahahha!

So, as i said yesterday to mr. who-ever-you-are-Handsome -- SEE YOU NEXT SEM!! :))

fake.liar.loser.cheater

GOSSIP GIRL ONE

FAKE. LIAR. LOSER. CHEATER.

I am watching SEASON 2 Episode 18 and I am waiting for another photo like this.

The Casts gone Wild. SUPER.

The statements in this picture are not quite suitable for the casts in Season 2.
Dan Humphrey is now a cheater hahah!!! lols.
Queen B? aww. she's not so fake na. Slight na lang.
SERENA?! men! i love her but she's WWIILLDD!!! haha!
Nate?! still nate the handsome. his role is boring na. NEW CONCEPT!
CHUCK! well the devil but yah! he'll always be CHUCK BASS :))

I LOOORVE GOSSIP GIRL. haha!!!

Another season okaY? season 3! mooore! hahah

Take Note: Doodling Can Help Memory from Yahoo

*its an interesting study! :))


source: http://health.yahoo.com/news/healthday/takenotedoodlingcanhelpmemory.html


- FRIDAY, Feb. 27 (HealthDay News) -- You might look like you're not paying attention when you doodle, but science says otherwise.

Researchers in the United Kingdom found that test subjects who doodled while listening to a recorded message had a 29 percent better recall of the message's details than those who didn't doodle. The findings were published in Applied Cognitive Psychology.

"If someone is doing a boring task, like listening to a dull telephone conversation, they may start to daydream," study researcher Professor Jackie Andrade, of the School of Psychology at the University of Plymouth, said in a news release issued by the journal's publisher. "Daydreaming distracts them from the task, resulting in poorer performance. A simple task, like doodling, may be sufficient to stop daydreaming without affecting performance on the main task."

For the experiment, a two-and-a-half minute listing of several people's names and places was played for test subjects, who were charged with writing down only the names of the people said to be attending a party. During the recording, half the participants were asked to simultaneously shade in shapes on a piece of paper without attention to neatness. Participants were not told they were taking part in a memory test.

When the recording ended, all were asked for the eight names of those attending the party as well as eight place names mentioned in the audio. Those asked to doodle wrote down, on average, 7.5 names and places, while those who didn't doodle listed only 5.8.

"In psychology, tests of memory or attention will often use a second task to selectively block a particular mental process," Andrade said. "If that process is important for the main cognitive task, then performance will be impaired. My research shows that beneficial effects of secondary tasks, such as doodling, on concentration may offset the effects of selective blockade."

In everyday life, Andrade said, doodling "may be something we do because it helps to keep us on track with a boring task, rather than being an unnecessary distraction that we should try to resist doing."

The Keys to My heart

Your Heart Craves Love

You are attracted to obedience and warmth. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. Some of this are true... hahaha.