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Thursday, January 27, 2011

Nostalgia

I remember, during this time last year, i was so depressed because my dream work places are not responding to me. I badly want to have my internship there but I got nothing! Now, I was all over it.

I just hope my junior friends won't have a hard time finding internship places. I hope they would also enjoy, like what I did in CMFR.

Fingers crossed. Wishing them all the luck! :) Because I love them so much! :)

Sunday, January 23, 2011

4th Student Ad Congress

What an experience. It iss tiring but very fulfilling.

I remember Mark Twain's quote: twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did.

Good thing, I decided to attend the congress because the morning of the first day, I felt dizzy and did not feel good. Still, I decided to go because I thought "Sayang!" I'm one of the staff who worked from the start. I wanted to see the fruit of my stress and hardwork.

I'm just thankful that I have my friends who always cared. Sometimes, I'm the one who tells them to shut up because they care too much and they're fooling around too much. haha! Nevertheless, I love them still and ALWAYS.

Because of the event, I have opened myself again to new people. From people who I just smile at in school they now turned into new found friends. I've also assisted in the small fashion show which made me appreciate designers and models more. Super pressure backstage. Semi enjoyed and more more stress but everything's worth it. :)


I was assigned to sell the 4th student ad shirts


 More photos, more fun:

with Jek

2nd day, the works of the students

Bush, Gen, Hussian - The punong abala

fooling around always. haha


BUSY!



haha the partners in crime. BUSY! Debbie and Rowland.

the tarpouline











having a quick break with bush! soo tired! haha

loving the photobooth

rest time

Fashion show segment 




The Staff after the 2 day event. just fooling around.




:)

Huling hirit sa tag -init! GO SACers!

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Me and my mama

There will come a time in your life that you would appreciate your mother, more. A time when you realized that yes! definitely, she will do anything for you.

Everytime I remember that worst night in the hospital wherein I’m chilling and I don’t want Mama to let go of my hand. It makes me want to cry for not being the best daughter I can be. We may never understand each other always but sometimes, none of them matters. She’s all I need. I love you mama. I love you so much.

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

Sick

First month of the year and I'm already sick. What's good is for a very long time, its the first time I felt uber sick. The feeling of "hope you'd sleep all day and just wake up when you fever is gone." = boring. I think the last time I felt like this is when I'm a high school Senior after we practiced a "Speech Choir."

Though, I'm slightly feeling better still I felt bad becauseI wasn't able attend our meeting and haven't assisted in Imagi Editorial Board's shoot.

I hope I'll be better. I don't want to take medicines anymore. I've been taking 3 medicines since last night. :( Lord please, help me make me feel better and I hope this is just fever and nothing else. :(

<3

Sunday, January 9, 2011

Indescribable

For almost a week, I've been listening to songs about God, love for God and everything about Him. I have always payed attention to lyrics of every song that I listen to and end up listening to it for weeks, even for a month.

Last December 2010, my friend Gen and i started to send songs to each other. Actually, it was last year when Gen and I started to have conversations about Him. I think it was really because of our Logic Professor's influence. It all started with Do you read the bible? :) The rest is history.

I remember the little me, I can remember in details that when I graduated in Elementary, aside from having a Silver Medal, I was also awarded best in religion. :) I think it all started when I was young. I was born in Middle East Country with Filipino parents who are Roman Catholics. I cannot say that they are very religious but they have strong faith.

My faith became stronger because of my aunt too. My family has great influence with my love for Him. My kuya and I are attentive during mass and it excites us whenever we're the ones who will offer during the offertory. At an early age, they taught us how to behave whenever we're in church.

When you're growing up there are times that your faith is shattered. I am just thankful that they pushed (haha) me to enroll in a Catholic School (CSA-BiƱan) that time. I really wanted to go to CASA because its the sister school of Montessori and that's where my friends are going (but something happened blah blah blah! anyway, Thank God I went to CSA).

When I entered college, all the values i learned in CSA where treasured in my heart until now. But, I am growing up. The harder the challenges are, the more times I question Him. Its hard to have a stronger faith when you feel that everything's falling apart. Still, I believed in Him. And that belief taught me how to hold on. Taught me things that I thought I would never learn.

Whenever I have unanswered questions, I always end up praying. I pray until the doubts would go away. When I started to read the bible again, I end up crying because I'm reading a verse that feels like He's talking to me. It always bring me to tears whenever I call up to Him and ends up that He is touching my heart to heal the scars.

If only more people would listen through their heart, if only they would just open it for Him... then life would be lighter.

I'm just thankful for this songs that my friends are recommending me, Jeff and Gen. Thank You:)) Its funny because I also recommend it to my other friends.

Me, years ago
(DEAR GOD Fm Static)

I've tried everything I thought might help me understand things
And it didn't tell me anything or even play my heart strings
So I'm writing You this letter to wait for Your reply
'Cause I am so tired of not believing I'll give You a try


(I think God can explain)

It's all right, I'm O.K.,
I think God can explain,


Me, whenever I have questions
Heart of Worship

When the music fades
And all is stripped away
And I simply come
Longing just to bring
Something that's of worth
That will bless your heart



Me, (recommended by Gen :) My love song for Him
Enough Chris Tomlin

All of You is more than enough for all of me
For every thirst and every need
You satisfy me with Your love
And all I have in You is more than enough


And my LSS for I don't know until when (thanks Jeff),

ALL FOR LOVE ♥ Hillsong United

"FOR HOW MANY TIMES HAVE I BROKEN YOUR HEART, STILL YOU FORGIVE ME"
--brings me to tears. THANK YOU.

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Flying Fiesta




As I remember, this photo is not staged. :) When I saw this, I smiled like this (^__^). Haha.

Honestly, (before) Flying Fiesta is not my favorite ride in Enchanted Kingdom. I love the rides which are more exciting and riskier (Space shuttle, Anchor's away, Jungle Log). But, when i rode Flying Fiesta that time, I felt happiness :) Its from inside. Like, I was a kid who doesn't mind to be herself. just play, laugh, giggle, scream... Maybe a plus because I'm with my friends this time but I remember we were laughing and fooling around but there's 2 or 3 minutes that we're just silent. Just enjoying the lightness of flying, being free from the troubles of our real world and just be a kid again.

Thank you flying fiesta for making me a kid again (kahit saglit lang).



Maybe, i'm slight sentimental because I'm back to my real world. Hello School. Hello Stress. Hello everything, Happy 2011 :)