My prayer

I submitted this prayer yesterday on http://ourletterstogod.tumblr.com ... I'm just glad some people liked it. :)


dear God,

Its such a cruel world out there but whenever I close my eyes at night I know you’re just up there looking out for me. I may lose hope many times, I know you’re there to light my way again. I tend to hate the world I’m living in but whenever I see the special people in my life, its as if you’re the one telling me that I’ll be okay. Everything’s going to be fine. I can achieve my dreams. I can live my dream with your help. Thank you for allowing me to be imperfect, to make mistakes so that I can learn. Just don’t give up on me my dear God. Please heal my heart so that I can embrace all the pain. You know how much I try to be strong for others, please don’t let go of my hand so that I can be strong for myself. I love you, forever and always.

Sick

First month of the year and I'm already sick. What's good is for a very long time, its the first time I felt uber sick. The feeling of "hope you'd sleep all day and just wake up when you fever is gone." = boring. I think the last time I felt like this is when I'm a high school Senior after we practiced a "Speech Choir."

Though, I'm slightly feeling better still I felt bad becauseI wasn't able attend our meeting and haven't assisted in Imagi Editorial Board's shoot.

I hope I'll be better. I don't want to take medicines anymore. I've been taking 3 medicines since last night. :( Lord please, help me make me feel better and I hope this is just fever and nothing else. :(

<3