#my500words: Thoughts on Celeste and Jesse forever

I have to admit that I love to watch chic flicks once in a while. There are just times that I want to have a good cry over a fictional love story. Call me a hopeless romantic, sappy, weak, or whatever you want to call me but, I enjoy watching this kind of films. In fact, my favorite is A Walk to Remember. Don't worry there are also times when I cringe to some films' plot lines (maybe that's a sign of getting old?) There are moments when I stop watching a film because it is too sweet. Ugh. haha. Also, ever since... I love tragic,, sad or open-ended endings. Not that I'm bitter about life... it's just I'm a believer of there are just things that are not meant to be. :)) Even if I'm rooting for unhappy endings, I also love happy endings.. who doesn't?

And maybe because I love Celeste and Jesse --I'm torn between being happy for them or hate them for not being together. :(

Celeste and Jesse are best friends and a young couple who married early. They wanted to have a divorce but they still remain friends and stay on the same house. Celeste is more dominant and a career-oriented woman while Jesse is a one happy go lucky guy who likes to take things slow... So there is the conflict.

I love the fact that they are still best friends even if they are breaking up.Things started to become complicated when Jesse met a new girl... And then there Celeste -being jealous and comparing herself to the girl and all that overly-attached blah blah blah.

In the story, I really wanted to hate Celeste for giving up. For giving up on Jesse, for not fighting for their relationship. But, just like any loved character, Celeste is also vulnerable even if she's looks so tough.

I remember this scene when Jesse told Celeste that his new girlfriend is pregnant. And then suddenly he has a different outlook in life. he wants to be better. He wants to start a new life with the girl and their baby. Celeste became depressed because of it. it is when she realized that she can't live her life without Jesse but she realized it too late. I was crying the whole time when Celeste begged for Jesse to come back to her (in regular days, I hate it when a girl begs for a guy to come back to her)... Until, Jesse told her that he already loves the girl and wants to be a responsible father.

and that is the moment that I cried with Celeste (even if I'm slightly hating her for being a bitch)... It's like all her life Celeste wanted Jesse to be a responsible man for her and their relationship but he didn't. It takes for a baby and a new girl for him to be responsible.. It's like Celeste is not worth changing for... Okay, I'm overreacting here. But, if I'm Celeste, I will really feel that way. :((

I was already weeping when Celeste delivered her best friend speech.. That scene when she said something like... love one another and... sometimes it is not important that you're always right in the relationship... and fight for your love everyday.. and she wished she had. Oh! gosh! that was one tough scene. I watched it over and over again and it still hits me every time.

I remember when two of my friends who recommended me the movie told me that I will love the ending... and I guess they know me too well. I love it! BUT, I love the movie itself, even if it ended happy, i will still love it. It ended just right.

I just hope any couples in real life can resolve their differences as Jesse and Celeste had. One thing I learned in this film is... sometimes you need to ask yourself, "Do you want be right or do you want to be happy?"

#3 Inspire: Just spread positivity

Here's my positive words for everybody (photos are not mine *all found in the internet*)

"Don’t let a bad day make you feel like you’ll have a bad life." Okay?

Trust me. This is true :)

For you to be able to move on, you should learn to forgive. Sometimes, it is easier to forgive others but we find it hard to forgive ourselves. *ehem, so me..* For a person to be able to move forward, one should love thy self and to do that, FORGIVE... yourself. 

Happiness. Patience. Forgiveness. :)

Mercedes! ♥

Amber Riley, I am a fan.. Always! :)



I just saw this video on my friend's profile. I went out so I was not able to watch Glee's new episode. I remember on the past episodes, Mercedes and Sam have "something". Actually, I like them together. Haha! And this song is really heartfelt! :) I've read on the comments of this video that they've shot this scene  before Whitney Houston passed away. Coincidence. STILL, IT IS AN AWESOME performance. :) I know that Whitney Houston is very proud of Amber!

I always believe in Amber's voice. Aside, from Rachel (Lea Michele) I am really rooting for Amber (Mercedes) and Chris Colfer's (Kurt) voice. Rachel's voice is really for Broadway while Amber is for songs like this.

Ooooh. Mercedes, because of this performance I think I want to watch Glee more... Hmm? Mercedes and Sam. I love them together. *blush* :)

Real Men Surprise Their Dates

Very sweet video. I want to hug the guys here for giving their wives, girlfriends & fiances so much love. That was really surprising, especially the husbands who are in corporate attire singing a boyband song. Woooow! When you love somebody you are willing to do everything for her -- maybe that is true. Totally true because of this video. haha

The Meme Proposal

I saw the words "meme proposal" trending on twitter since this morning but I did not bother in clicking the link (maybe its not super important.) When I went online tonight, I saw the meme proposal, still trending. Every blogger knows "meme" so I was really intrigued and then I saw this awesome-est sweetest video ever (haha).

Added plus is they used Chritina Perri's song. I am always a fan of proposals and wedding videos but I find this one, unique and super cute. I learned that the girl is a blogger and watta super nice way to surprise someone you love by using those memes that is very familiar to her. Super woooow! Sweeet!

OMG. I can't stoooop watching the video. hahaha

Unsealed letter in 11:11 11-11-11

I've been thinking of what to post this day. I really don't know what happened to me when I suddenly wished on 11:11 pm, a few days ago. My friend and I were exchanging text messages because I had a very bad day. When the clock strikes 11:11 pm, my friend told me to wish and without even thinking I wished. Maybe, when you are really down and trying to be alright again, you start to believe again.

Actually, I really don't believe in wishing in 11-11, I don't even bother to know its history. It just became familiar because some of my friends believe it. They would even send a group message when its 11-11 pm.

Everyone's so busy planning something special to do on this day. Me? I just think of a special blog to post.

Until, I remember the poem that I made for our Literary Folio (it was released last February), Imaginaccion XIII 2011: Existensia. In this Literary Folio, my friend Airiz is the EIC and Debbie is the Creative Consultant. I am so proud of this book because we gave all our best here especially, the two names I mentioned. :)

I submitted two poems (only one poem got accepted :) ) and some photos that has relevance with the theme. The theme is Existensia: Seven Deadly Sins and Seven Heavenly Virtues. 


So here's my page :)

Unsealed Letter

How far is 1486 miles away?

They asked me but I cannot say

I held the unsent letters

All sealed with a kiss except the last chapter

We hoped forever

But, how come I still believed in such whatever!

Tik tok Tik tok

Ticks the clock

I recalled,

With your sweet lovely smile

You promised to run

when the 406^th letter’s done

Now, I’m staring on this little piece

Where I’ve put my whole heart

Hoped that it won’t be torn apart

As I give my special kiss

Bells started ringing

My heart keeps on thumping

I tried to look for you

But they don’t want me to

Then played our song,

God knows I’ve waited too long

You’re the one who made me better

so with this unsealed letter

I say, 1486 miles is so far away

still you came back and stay,

I almost cursed forever

and now we will start over

I hope you like it.

Derena Fan Forever

Jenny: Come on, Dan, Serena said hi to you at a ninth grade birthday party and you've never forgotten it.
Dan: How could I? She was the only person who spoke to me.


I think this part in season 1 is one of my inspiration when I made this derena poem. I submitted this for a literary book but it didn't make the cut. I still treasure it because it always reminds me of Dan and Serena. 

Lifesaver

You were just a fantasy

who swooned me to perfect ecstasy

I am a nobody

And you are never a needy

Alone in a crowded room

You came and made my life bloom

Everyone seems so racy

But you stepped down and made me happy

For once, in my whole existence

Somebody honored my presence

When I thought nobody’s worth it

An angel fell that made me not to quit

Sweetest

The sweetest words I read this day! Drew Arellano and Iya Villania. I loove them so much!

aaaaawwww 

Once in awhile there's magic

Once upon a time in your life, you'll meet someone who would let you believe in soul mates, destiny and savior. (don't worry this is not a love story, just another blog post from the land of what might have been). Yes, one time the girl believed about all of those "cheesiness" and "chic flick" plots but then again that was once upon a time.

She's just a 14 year old girl who is trying to be at ease with her new section in high school when she had a seatmate. A naughty, talkative and uber "pasaway" seatmate. She thought they would never connect but she was wrong. Seatmate could be really sweet who could give her little things whenever they meet again on Monday. She has a certain smile on her face when he gives her some thing from his weekend getaway. They became close friends. Close friends wherein they tell each others secrets, tease each other, tease their other friends, and laugh about everything together.

Until, the naive girl developed a little crush on his seatmate. haha. Funny? because at that time there was a song that was so hyped. While the girl's singing it on her head while doing a seatwork, seat mate suddenly sang it out loud. And of course, she thought it is soooo destined (whatever!).

Also with those sweet moments, they had a pet name for each other and because of that friends started to tease them. Good thing, their teacher planned another seat plan and the seat mates were far from each other now and seat mate don't talk to her that much.. You know the thing when you're too close to someone and people starts teasing you and you find it hard to be normal and talk again? That's what happened. Seat / (soul) mate, crush = gone.

Then, another someone came along.. The real one but that's another story. :)

Anyway, after those "ilang moments", they became good friends again. Laugh and tease each other again, still call their pet name to each other but just friends.

Anyway, that was six years ago. She believed in a once upon a time and people stays the same after how many years...

He maybe the good guy before but now, he is someone who is real. He is not the perfect good guy anymore (the one you created on your fantasies). He's the one who could hurt other people, someone who can do evil and silly things, he's not the goody goody guy. Not because, he's really a bad person but he's just not the one who could live up in your imagination. Its time to wake up darling. He's not savior anymore. He's just.. a guy who once made your heart skip a beat.

He came into your life to make you smile and to make you believe that once in awhile there are moments that can be magical too... just moments.

Like, someone who will come to teach you to follow your heart and be happy but it does not mean that he is there to teach you forever.. He's just an instrument to wake up your sleeping heart.

So to her seat/soul mate. Thank You... thank You...

Finding a prince: The Mia Way

I miss this scene on Princess diaries 2 that's why when Prince William was married to Princess Katherine, I remembered this. That's when I found it from a reblog on tumblr. Can't get over this one because that reaction from Mia and Lily would also be my reaction and Trixie's (my bestfriend!) hahaha. who wouldn't want Prince William to be her husband.

I think I became interested on him when I was still in Grade school when an issue broke in public that he has a huge crush on Britney Spears! haha I totally ship them but well come on, a prince and a pop star --NEGATIVE! haha

I'm just glad he met Kate Middleton. They look so good together. haha College Sweethearts. i'm really not into that fairytale wedding, come on! I love how Kate Middleton keep it simple and classy. Long live Mcqueen.

I remember on a tweet that I have read, Kate's dress is pretty, awesome smile etc but what made everyone adore her is she had that radiant smile. Radiantly happy is better than radiantly beautiful.


I can also see that she's nervous but the hell who cares? she'll be married to the man she loves. I just love it when Prince William will give Kate stolen glances then they would laugh together. Its like, the first time I witnessed a grand wedding that even if everyone's formal -- you can still see the love of the couple. That sweet foolish happy glances. soooo cuuuuuute!

Anyway, enjoy the video! :)

One day I'll find Mr. Right, and he will kick Mr. Wrong for breaking my heart.

I just find this one cuuuute.

Criss - cross by Airiz :)

Her fingertips tap against the keys

like a steady rhythm of a weeping heart.

We wait for time to slip;

I watch and reminisce and think --

is there something to offer us

when we exit our little 'paradise?'

We share puzzle pieces behind closed doors;

we traded bittersweet nothings

of the escapist planes of our hearts.

Time seems nonexistent

when we explore each other's thoughts.

Her happiness is her choice,

My destiny is weaved by my bare hands.

Unconciously, we complement each other.

in a world that forbids criss-crossed fates

-This is a poem made by my friend Airiz Casta for me when we were still Freshies. I so love this poem because she just made this while we're talking inside the photo lab, (dark room). She's just awesome. I treasure this because its the first time someone made me a poem.