Once in awhile there's magic

Once upon a time in your life, you'll meet someone who would let you believe in soul mates, destiny and savior. (don't worry this is not a love story, just another blog post from the land of what might have been). Yes, one time the girl believed about all of those "cheesiness" and "chic flick" plots but then again that was once upon a time.

She's just a 14 year old girl who is trying to be at ease with her new section in high school when she had a seatmate. A naughty, talkative and uber "pasaway" seatmate. She thought they would never connect but she was wrong. Seatmate could be really sweet who could give her little things whenever they meet again on Monday. She has a certain smile on her face when he gives her some thing from his weekend getaway. They became close friends. Close friends wherein they tell each others secrets, tease each other, tease their other friends, and laugh about everything together.

Until, the naive girl developed a little crush on his seatmate. haha. Funny? because at that time there was a song that was so hyped. While the girl's singing it on her head while doing a seatwork, seat mate suddenly sang it out loud. And of course, she thought it is soooo destined (whatever!).

Also with those sweet moments, they had a pet name for each other and because of that friends started to tease them. Good thing, their teacher planned another seat plan and the seat mates were far from each other now and seat mate don't talk to her that much.. You know the thing when you're too close to someone and people starts teasing you and you find it hard to be normal and talk again? That's what happened. Seat / (soul) mate, crush = gone.

Then, another someone came along.. The real one but that's another story. :)

Anyway, after those "ilang moments", they became good friends again. Laugh and tease each other again, still call their pet name to each other but just friends.

Anyway, that was six years ago. She believed in a once upon a time and people stays the same after how many years...

He maybe the good guy before but now, he is someone who is real. He is not the perfect good guy anymore (the one you created on your fantasies). He's the one who could hurt other people, someone who can do evil and silly things, he's not the goody goody guy. Not because, he's really a bad person but he's just not the one who could live up in your imagination. Its time to wake up darling. He's not savior anymore. He's just.. a guy who once made your heart skip a beat.

He came into your life to make you smile and to make you believe that once in awhile there are moments that can be magical too... just moments.

Like, someone who will come to teach you to follow your heart and be happy but it does not mean that he is there to teach you forever.. He's just an instrument to wake up your sleeping heart.

So to her seat/soul mate. Thank You... thank You...