Kittiful's 18 ender

My 18 years of existence here on earth is about to be added with another year. And as i reminisce it all, I know that this year is one of my BEST. Maybe its the worst for others but, i have to be honest its the best for me. well, minus the tragedies that happened to our beloved country (*of course!). I had a list or some reasons why this year is superb for me.



I've made many new friends this year, but im glad that i've also stayed with the old ones. I had my share of laughter, stress, sorrow, hurt, smile, cheers,&love with them.

They've been there whenever i need comfort.
Or even if i don't need them they stay even just to tease me.

The picture can't put all the faces of my friends, good friends. But, i know that they know who they are.





I also had a chance to have close personal interview with people in MEDIA. It still brings shivers to me whenever i remember talking to Mr. Mark Salazar while his colleagues Doris Brigo�a and Love Aneover are there fooling around.
And i've had a share of the lesson that an aspiring media practitioner should remember
"Our job is 10% GLAMOUR and 90% HARDWORK"
Everytime i feel tired, lazy and that writer's block, i try to remember those words.


This year i was able to go to places that the four corners of a classroom could never have. And that is a close encounter with Mother Nature.

Quezon, our sudden heaven. Thanks to Sir Jimmy Oblena for bringing us there.
Whenever we remember those times it bring smiles to our faces.

Sinong nas*x ng malas? haha!
Ilang ilog tinawid natin?
Sinong takot sa buntot ng buwaya?
*woah! i miss those times!

Those experiences made our section be closer to each other.
I know that wherever life takes me, those memories will have a place in my heart!!! STEEEEEEAAADYYYYY!


And i also had the best summer of my life.

CEBU CEBU CEBU. i will come back to you.

I had the chance to practice my photography skills (if i have any?! haha)

and just enjoy the summer.

We had a long road trip but it was all worth it. That's what i love! traveling and i hope i can do that in the near future! :)

NExt stop? could it be MACAU?! i hope so!





HAHA! i am really thinking of not including these picture but its my blog anyway. They are some of the models who smiled, posed, and give emotions to me. Some are just for fun and some are for a project.. etc

But, i just want to thank them. For smiling for me. Because it keeps me going. i know that i have to learn more about photography and thank you for dealing with me. THANK YOU VERY MUCH GUYS. and I also want to thank God for our wonderful nature that's why i included TRAVEL PHOTOGRAPHER as one of my dream jobs! :)

BECAUSE i Have my girlfriends and yeah! also guy friends (kaso im too lazy to fin pics na!)
Why wouldn't be my 18 years of existence happy?

And yeah while i am 18, exactly this year
GOD answered my wishes,

kahit hirap na hirap na kami nairaos pa din ni mama, papa at tita ang mga bagay na to.. So, BRO! thank you so much!

AND I'M HAPPY THAT MY FAMILY IS STILL IN TACT, though father dearest is thousand miles away, i know that SOMEDAY on CHRISTMAS DAY or *SECRET SPILLED on my birthday we will be complete.
Since i was 4 years old I haven't celebrated my birthday with my father because his vacation is always scheduled every summer. That's why i HOPE NEXT YEAR he could spend Christmas HERE. and that would be my happiest birthday the next day!
Oh! come on! I CAN DREAM an WISH! There's no impossible with GOD!

I LOVE YOU PAPA, MAMA, KUYA and TITA! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

And for this part, I know that tragedies have devastated our country... And i'm glad i was able to help, maybe not many but some of flood victims here in LAGUNA,
i keep in my heart that "in our own little way we can help" and we can also make them happy even if their hearts are broken :)

REGITERED VOTER
AND I BELONG TO INDIVIDUALS WHO WILL MAKE A CHANGE NEXT YEAR

And this blog will not be complete that im happy because im still doing what i've been doing since i was a kid. Writing my heart out. I write to inspire and sometimes to please myself.


so hours to go before another year is added to my age.. well. THANK YOU FOR A WONERFUL YEAR 18! you will always be remembered :)


---love kittiful *still from the land of what might have been :)

Nothing

Again.

On a Saturday Evening. Staring on a blank screen taking time as if i don't have an NSTP2 Class tomorrow.

Hmm.. I want to blog about new moon. but i can't find the right words yet... so maybe not now.

My bestfriend let me listen to a song of MYMP, back home and pooof! i hear it always. hahahaha!!!


then while in class kanina... I had fun.. I'm sso lucky to have my professors. Si sir danganan dati ng prof so yeah!

And new prof for PR. OK naman si mam. Cool.


Pero bago pa matapos ang klase, i feel sleepy na... kaya super tulog na sa bus...


uhmmm.? ol diary na ba ito? i can't really think of a topic to post i just want to "kwento" hahahahah



hmm.

by the way... i'm starting to read a book again from n. sparks...

MEDYO NAKA MOVE ON NA KO SA DEAR JOHN. pero the best pa rin yun!!!!
its trailer was shown yesterday before NEW MOON. yeah!!! excited for february... hhaha

NO CROSS POST NA?

Someone answered my question in Yahoo Answers! Yey! I hope this works. I hope i won't see this blog post on myb facebook account. woooot!!!! sana,,,,,

--Parang--

*fiction

Magkasama kaming naglalakad papunta sa kung saan.
Hindi alam kung saan pupunta.
pero Ayos lang.

Ganun naman lagi. Sanay na ko.

Sanay na kong wala lang pag magkasama kami.

masaya naman daw kami ng ganun.

Kaso nakakapagod din pala. nakakasawa.





Tumigil akong maglakad. Nagtanong siya, Bakit?

Sabi ko, Hindi ka pa ba napapagod? Hanggang ganito lang ba ang kaya mong ipadama?

Hindi siya sumagot. Ayan nanaman siya. Paawa Effect.

Kaso Pagod na akong mabalewala. Bumilang na ako ng 1 - 1000 pero hindi pa rin sapat yun

OK NAMAN TAYO ng Ganito. . . Hindi ko na malunok yung mga salitang yun.




Ayoko na ng mga ngiti. Gusto ko namang tumawa.

Sawa na akong umintindi. Hindi ko na kasi maintindihan.


Natatakot ka ba? Ako rin naman. ayoko masaktan. pero hindi naman maiiwasan yun diba?



KAYA.. ayoko na... tama na.

Hindi lang siguro ako yung sagot sa mga kalituhan mo.

Kasi kung ako yun, matagal mo ng nakalimutan na takot ka...

Siguro. Ganun Talaga.

Hindi na lang OO at HINDI ang sagot. Siguro, Pwede, Parang...

oo pero hindi. magulo. masakit sa ulo.

Kung ganyan din lang lumayo ka na bago mo pa malimutan ang sarili mo at mawala sa isip mo na

hindi IKAW. pero parang..

Ta-ta

One time, i just realized that some people in my friend's lists are not really friends.

and then i decided to take a break.



I see my world as a place that cannot be interfered by anyone.

A world that tells me that I should be the one guiding myself to the path i want to go.

So, this sembreak. I let go of them.

I don't need some unidentified people in my friend's list. And people who are just pretentious, show off freaks.

I'm not a war freak. No way. i'm not even good in "sagutan!" hmmm... (if i'm not that pissed off. hahha...)

Yeah i'm laitera, esp if i'm with friends. We just talk about it.. (As if you're not doing that with your friends.) And, i know my boundaries. My limit.,

that's why everytime i encounter useless people in my friend's list... BOOM! wala na..,.

kasi imbis na laitin ko lang sila at mainis sa mga pinagsasabi at pinaggagawa nila, better erase them diba???

hahaha

Betrayal

She heard everyone's there.
Laughing and having a great time.

She left her room to have fun thinking that another party organized by her cousin.
She tried to hide the feelings that she's keeping ever since that painful day happened.

She made her way downstairs. Everyone's eyes on her. She smiled but no one returned her smile. All eyes where shocked, worried... And feels like something's wrong.

She was about to speak when she felt numbness in every part of her body. She can't move even if she wants to.

She saw the man who broke her heart two weeks ago, holding her cousin's hand and offering words of love.

Then she realized she's in her own house. Attending an engagement party with his ex boyfriend and beloved cousin. How sweet is that?

She tried not to flinch while half of the crowd is looking at her.
She felt all the pain coming in. She wished that the floor will came into life and swallow her but, reality bites it will never happen.

She made her way out. No one's there to comfort her.

She went outside to hold her emotions. Her dad is in New York. Her sisters were nowhere to be found. She was all alone.

And in a sudden snap, she forgot the pain. The heartache. Everything...

She went back inside her house. Walked straight to her cousin. Hugged her tight with a very fake smile. She never laid her eyes to her cousin's fiance. She looked at her cousin and then to her Aunt... She turned around and smiled to all the guests...

She gave her best wishes. A fake speech that swooned everyone as if she's really happy for the couple.

Lies... Perfidy...abandonment... It all leads to betrayal.

A thing that she hated for years.
She went away leaving all the bad memories behind. No one knew where she stayed.

Some says in Greece because its her dream place. Friends predicted that she went to New York to work. And a few said she went to Paris.

Two years and no word from the girl who is idolized by many. Loved by some. Hated by insecure sluts.


maybe. just maybe she tried to stay in the land of what might have been, for a while.

100 truths of kittiful

No rules, just copy and paste. Hey c'mon! if you got nothing to do, and wanted to waste time... this is helpful.

note: I just read this from someone else's blog, I got nothing else to do, so i tried answering.

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Water
2. Last phone call: October 10, 2009 12:57pm
3. Last text message: awhile ago.
4. Last song you listened to: moonriver
5. Last time you cried: months ago

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: haven't dated. haha!
7. Been cheated on: nah. is betrayed by a friend counted? LOL

8. Kissed someone & regretted it: sorry. haven't kissed anyone as more than a friend

9. Lost someone special: yah?
10. Been depressed: many times. my gosh!

11. Been drunk and threw up: no, i don't drink hard? is that the right term? haha

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. BLUE
13. BLACK
14. YELLOW

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: yesyesyes
16. Fallen out of love: nope.
17. Laughed until you cried: yes. many times
18. Met someone who changed you: this 2009? no.
19. Found out who your true friends were: VERY VERY OW YEA!
20. Found out someone was talking about you: yah. haha
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: nope.
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: trixie, jet, journ and some broad friends and BRATZ. :P
23. How many kids do you want to have: 2?
24. Do you have any pets: i dont have any, years agooo ng wala.
25. Do you want to change your name: nope. i like it that way.though thare were days that i thought na sana January na lang ako pinanganak so that i would have the name of the month and nickname would be JAN. kaso ayun si mama, napa anak ng dec.
26. What did you do for your last birthday: birthday blast with hs barkada, bestfriend and college friends kaso kulang. but happy naman
27. What time did you wake up today: 06:00am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: dreaming. haha
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: ticket to macau. awts
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life:
hmm, to be rich. so that my dad won't have to go to saudi na. *ayiiii tears.

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: nah
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: crazy bitches who are stupid.PEOPLE na PORMA lang alam. wala namang utak. *sorry na. kainis kasi

35. Most visited webpage: facebook. gginsider
36. Whats your real name : KRISTINA NOELLE SORIANO ANDAYA
37. Nicknames: kit, kiti, mamu
38. Relationship Status: SINGLE and happy. LOL
39. Zodiac sign: Capricorn baby

40. Male or female?: F
41. Elementary?: Montessori Del Ni�o International School

42. High School? : Colegio San Agustin Bi�an :)

43. College?:Lyceum Of the Philippines University :)
44. Hair colour: balck babe

45. Long or short: Long.
46. Height: 5'1?
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: oo naman. haha
48: What do you like about yourself?: patient and understanding
49. Piercings: just ears

50. Tattoos: henna? hahaha. nah. i dont like

51. Righty or lefty: Righty.

FIRST-S :
52. First surgery: none so far.
53. First piercing(s): ears
54. First best friend: Paola Beatriz M. Albeza
56. First sport you joined: Volleyball.

57. First vacation: Pagadian City

58. First crush: It starts with the letter J. yahhahaha

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: finished already
60. Drinking: nope. but i'll drink water later
61. I'm about to: post a blog (if i wont be lazy! haha)
62. Listening to: sound of electric fan
63. Waiting on: my fruit salad and home style roast to be cooked so i can serve it na sa cafe world. ahha

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: yah..
65. Get Married?: haaay, yah but siguro its not my priorities in life. haha
66. Career?: OMG. im ambitious. so i want to be a writer/photo/journalist/event organizer/fashion stylist... kaya kaya? haha

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: eyes

68. Hugs or kisses: hug
69. Shorter or taller: taller

70. Older or Younger: older

71. Romantic or spontaneous: both. damn
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: arms.
73. Sensitive or loud: sensitive...
74. Hook-up or relationship: RELATIONSHIPS
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: idunno... hesitant?

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: nope.
77. Drank hard liquor: nope
78. Lost glasses/contacts: 20 20 vision at sana until forever.
79. Sex on first date: nope.
80. Broken someone's heart: hahaa. i think so?
82. Been arrested: nope. SeRENA?

83. Turned someone down: YAh
84. Cried when someone died: yes
85. Fallen for a friend?: shut up. but yah... before. learn from my mistakes. haha

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: yes/
87. Miracles: yes.
88. Love at first sight: nope. that's lame
89. Heaven: YES
90. Santa Claus: not anymore

91. Kiss on the first date: maybe?

92. Angels: YES

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Nope nbsb! haha
95. Did you sing today?: yes

96. Ever cheated on somebody?: kuleeeett!

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: the day my father courted my mother. ang cheesy. cute siguro mawitness yun!

98. If you could pick a day from the past and relive it, what would it be?:

many things but one thing would be the time i lost myself... and tell to myself to stop being depressed... anyway i've been ok. so lets just leave it to the past. haha!

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: NO. but to love and get hurt again? YEs.
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: ok

Stagnant

I haven't posted entries since mid july not because I haven't posted any BUT because multiply and blogger didn't work correctly. I don't know if that's the term. hahaha

Now, that its ok.. Im Cross posting again. so. BLOG BLOG BLOG!

This Season 3 of GG is Freaking me out :))

Its just the first two episodes but i'm going gaga over the cast.

SERENA - my ever beloved Serena. She is so unpredictable and a crazy bitch. I hate what she did to Chuck. I even want to slap her in the face, Chuck just wants to help him. DUH?
But, lets see. CARTER with Serena? Lets TRY.
DAN AND SERENA again? how i wish... esp. Scott's in town --the brother.

DAN: (Blair: Dan is a writer?) haha I'm loving him more. He's not boring anymore. *I have a thing for writers you know? haha! Georgina and Dan? So not okay.

BLAIR: I want to cry for Blair. ITS so not Queen B!
I hate Georgina but i love her. haha! confused?
--BLAIR and CHUCK scene is so *blush* (ok finish my sentence!)
Blair: [in bed] You were right about the dorms. The lighting is awful. You okay?
Chuck: [sleepy] I am now.

Blair: Most of you don't know me. My name is Blair Waldorf. But a lot of you know my roommate who threw this amazing party, Georgina! I know, Georgina rocks, right? It's funny, I never knew a Jesus freak could throw such a good party, but I guess I was wrong. So everybody raise a glass, or a plastic cup of foam, to the coolest Christian I know, Georgina Sparks!

GEORGINA: well, i always loved her lines and HER! but not when she messes up with blair and being friends with that vanessa --eeww!!!!

CHUCK: well, maybe in the next episodes he will be my fave.... haha

JENNY and ERIC: i love them TOGETHER!!! so like bestfriends? hahaha brother/sister.

but jenny? argh! next please?

BREE and NATE: Its like a waste of screen time?

Can Nate Archibald have a nice storyline and not just have sex with a girl? Kiss. Make out? etc. Im tired of it.

Scott? ooohhh! the brother.. handsome but i feel that he is really up for something... something bad? I don't know. and i don't like him with Vanessa.


So here we are.

VANESSA is sooooooo.. argh! They are giving her a nice storyline but I still hate her. NYU people loves her but I DON'T! She feels like she is so good (sorry! vanessa basher!) haha!
I don't like her looking at Blair as if B's a loser and she's like on top. eew! hate her! haha!

Rufus -- so fatherlike. I'm liking him more... haha

GOSSIP GIRL? of course! so love as she says!

Gossip Girl: Apparently higher education doesn't make for smarter decisions. So take out your notebooks and sharpen your pencils, kids. Gossip Girl's going to college, and this class has a lot to learn.

So 'til next episode!!! :))

xoxo
kit :P

How Nicholas Sparks made me crave for more

WHAT DOES TRUE LOVE REALLY MEAN?

A walk to remember is the first book that I've read from the works of Nicholas Sparks.
Way back high school. And I already loved him for that! I love Jamie and Landon as much as I love Eddie in Five People You Meet in Heaven.

After that book I just went to bookstores and read the back covers of his works. Pity me, I don't have money to buy. I even tried e books but it doesn't work for me. I really wanted to read something which I can bring wherever I go. Ang sakit kaya sa mata ng e-book!

Until, my mom had a chance to borrow a book from a friend's daughter. She got the THE NOTEBOOK, THE WEDDING and THE CHOICE. But, my friend Warren lend me his sparks book --DEAR JOHN!

I got confused on what book will I read first. Until, I decided to pursue Dear John.

At first I thought it was a mushy/cheesy book but, Im wrong. VERY WRONG. It made me hold back tears because it was sad. A sad Story. Something that I'm craving for... Why? Because it is not an unexpected ending.

I don't want to spoil anything but, if you are close to me I think you already know what I'm talking about.

To People Who doesn't -- WELL i'm a fan of unhappy endings (not all the time naman).

Cause for me "it doesn't have to be HAPPY just to be called a GOOD ending".

THE ENDING of Dear John is something that I always try to find from the books that i read.

Super iyak lang ako kasi hindi ko inexpect sa Dear John ko pala mababasa yun gusto kong ending.

HAHAHA. I'm guilty. I cried so much. Because Dear John is not just about JOHN and SAVANNAH. But also JOHN and his father.

OK? I'm not a hypocrite. Yes I cried because of what happened to John and Savannah's love.

Yes. That's true love.ok! SHUT UP na :)


When I finished it, I tried THE NOTEBOOK. Its not my favorite but its still good. WHERE CAN I FIND MY NOAH CALHOUN? haha.

Now, I'm planning to read the choice or the wedding.


Hmm. I just hope Mr. Nicholas Sparks can read this blog and I will say to him..


IDOL!!!! hahaha! :)