Selective Amnesia

Lacunar amnesia is the loss of memory about one specific event. It is a type of amnesia that leaves a lacuna (a gap) in the record of memory.
source: wikipedia.org


I heard this word from a korean tv show that i was watching two weeks ago. The main character had an amnesia when he saved the life of his bestfriend. I know it will really happen, because it is the story of the Taiwanese version *the amnesia thing.
But, I was shocked when the doctor said, He has a selective amnesia. I said "WEH?! joke time? MERON ba talagang ganun?" Because the only person he can't remember is the girl he love.
So I searched it in wikipedia -- and there! *meron nga!*
It is called Lacunar Amnesia

The doctor explained that *"Kung ano ang pinakamasaya at pinakamasakit na nangyari sa buhay niya, yun yung nakalimutan niya."* But, the memories will be back after some months especially if the people close to him will keep reminding him of those beautiful memories.
It is also said by Steven Johnson that "The person who has that particular amnesia will have a general unease encountering the person who had harmed them in the past."
Even if they forget a certain event they can still remember their past feelings.

I just find it amusing, how the writers made a different twist in the story.
*Ang sakit kaya nun! Lahat sila naaalala niya, IKAW lang hindi?"!* WTH?!

I want to explain more about it kaso ang daming scientific words (*sorry! SCIENCE eh! lam nyo naman!!!) Meron pang binanggit na hippocampus and amygdala.

haha!

Its nice to learn new things and I love it more when I watch shows that has more REAL storylines. I love fiction but I also want things that also happens in reality.
Yun akala nating gawagawa lang, pero totoo pala.

Kris Allen - New American Idol Season 8

KRIS ALLEN.

I like Adam Lambert too but Kris deserves it too.

Love na love siya ni rhei kaya Love ko na din siya, haha!

Back in Laguna

HOME SWEET HOME

I'm back home.

I'll miss CEBU pero syempre babalik ako dun no!

Be proud of me guys.

Nakauwi ako mag isa from CEBU. ENJOY KAYA!!! NANALO pa ko ng WALLET ng CEBU PACIFIC

game kasi nila sino may charger!!!!

meron ako!!!
hahahah

above are some of the pics in my CEBU VACATION :))

upload on the go!

5 days in Cebu... and 11 days to go

I miss Laguna but I'm enjoying my stay here.

Lalo na nung pumunta kami sa BIG FOOT kanina,. wow. I want to study there.

No pictures inside the school. BAWAL. a big no. awts. :))

pero ok lang...

more trips to go!

Detailed blog will be done when i arrive home :))

Cebu trip

I will be out for two weeks. HUHU.

Mamimiss ko KAYO at ang pag iinternet. haha! ADIK?

I will miss kia's birthday celeb!!!!!

and bud Faith's treat to BRATZ!!! huhuhu.

Cat's birthday and Tinand pao's bday. :'(

Bahala na. Bawi na lang ako pag uwi ko.

I'll be leaving this Sunday. I will miss you guys. mwahx!!!!!

I'll be back on the 19th.

mwah. mwah!

Enjoy your vacation GUYS. mwahx :))

May quota ang pag-ibig. Kasali ka kaya sa Quota?

Para Kay B

Ito ang unang nobelang inilabas ni RICKY LEE upang maibahagi sa mga tao ang kanyang talento at mga nabuong kwento.
Limot ko na kung saan ko unang narinig ang libro basta naalala ko lang na gusto kong basahin ito dahil natuwa ako sa tagline:

"Me quota ang pag-ibig. Sa bawat limang umiibig ay isa lang ang magiging maligaya. Kasama ka ba sa quota?"

Intriguing diba?

Nakakatuwang isipin na sa isang libro ay may nabuong limang kwento.. Lima nga lang ba?

Unang Kwento: Irene

Isa sa paborito kong kwento. :) Simple pero malungkot. (*malungkot nga ba?). Hindi na kailangan ng masusing paglalahad.
Isang pangakong kinalimutan. Pangako na dinala sa kawalan at nagsimula ng hinagpis.
Si Jordan. Siya ang dahilan. Sabi niya kasi "Pag laki mo, pakakasalan kit."
Katulad ng ibang kababaihang naniwala sa pag-ibig, nabuhay siya sa isang pangako.
Matutupad kaya ito?
May quota ang pag-ibig diba?


Pangalawang Kwento: Sandra (*ang tauhang hinangaan ko sa huli.)

Ang kwentong pinakabawal sa lahat ng "pinakabawal." Tinatawag nilang immoral sa bayan ng mga moral. Ikinubli niya ang alaala ng nakalipas. Binuhay ang sarili sa kung ano lamang ang nararapat. Kung hindi patas, hindi balanse. HINDI tama.
Pinilit niyang kalimutan ang mapait na nakalipas ngunit ayaw siyang pakawalan ng maling alaala lalo na't may iniwan itong magandang requierdo.
Sa kanyang pagtulog kanyang itinatanong "Kamusta na kaya si Kuya?"
May space pa kaya si Sandra sa quota?


Ikatlong Kwento: Erica

Nakapunta ka na ba sa Maldiaga? Ang lugar kung saan hindi marunong magmahal ang mga tao.
Si Erica -- isang babaeng inosente at ignorante sa totoong mundo. Pangarap niya maging artista. Matupad kaya ito?
Madali siyang mahalin ngunit paano kaya nila papatunayan?
Manhid nga ba siya?
Si Erica na ba ang isa sa limang magiging masaya?


Ikaapat na Kwento: Ester

Sapat na ang saya. Hindi kailangang lubos...
May sikretong kaligayahan. Kaligayahang patuloy na ipinaglalaban sa buong mundo. Kasiyahang hindi pinapanigan ng karamihan.
Si Ester at si Sara -- masaya na silang magkasama habang pinagmamasdan ang bubong na gumuhit ng pagmamahalan.
Ester: "MAY MAS MAHALAGA PA NAMAN KESA SA PISIKAL."
Karapat dapat ba si Ester sa quota?

Ikalimang Kwento: Bessie

Ang malandi sa lahat ng malalandi. Ang hindi marunong magmahal ngunit magaling sa maraming bagay. Hmmm. Immoral. Pokpok. Hudas. Ahas. at marami pang kasukdulan.
Magbabago kaya siya?
May karapatan ba si Bessie sa Quota ng Pag-ibig?

Si Bessie... o Si Lucas?

Si Lucas na siyang nagmahal kay Bessie.
Pwede kaya si Lucas sa Quota? Dahil siya ang nagmahal ng taong hindi karapat dapat?

Si Irene. Si Sandra. Si Erica. Si Ester. Si Bessie
Sino ang may puwang sa quota?
Si Lucas kaya magiging masaya?

May quota nga ba talaga ang Pag-ibig?

Sino ba si B? Isa ka bang Capital S?
Ano nga ba ang 3K ng pag-ibig?



...Paminsanminsan sa gabi'y napapaluhod siya sa madilim na silid at pilit na inaalala ang isang letra...

Innocence

The little girl who never fails to amuse and irritate us -- all at the same time. She is very grumpy. But, at times she will be very sweet and lovely.. Para bang anghel! :) Especially when she wants something. *nauubos na english namin sayo. haha!

She loves to watch TV and she can watch the whole day. If we will change the channel to our preferred one she'll get mad and quarrel everyone. Walang sinasanto tong batang to.

She will be spanked by her grandmas *(mommy mila, mommy edios and mommy ilig). And she will fight back too. Napaka maldita. Sobra.

She also goes to me to defend her and let her watch TV but most of the time she will irritate me. She will pull my hair, spank, kick me etc. ABA? papayag ba naman akong magpatalo? I also fight back but with a little gentleness :P. And I always win. haha! I'll scare her so that she will behave. I really don't want to hit her because I've noticed that even if she's in pain, it feels like normal for her. MASOCHIST? wah. NAh. Kidding.

They say that she needs extra attention, but, WTH? lahat nga ng attention nasa kanya eh!.
May ADHD ata tong pamangkin ko. hahaha

Well, I just made this blog because I have an achievement.!

Napatulog ko siya. OH YES! haha. she's silently sleeping in our room like an angel.
Maybe, when she already know how to use the computer I will let her read this blog entry. And umaasa ako na pag laki niya isa na siyang BEHAVE na bata.

Though you always make us mad-- You will always be LOVED Rhi Jan Prian

-tita/ninang Kit

I passed.

I'm so happy not only because of our celebration kanina but MOSTLY to the fact that I passed and I will be a 3rd year College Student this coming School Year. :))

Siguro masaya lang makita yun lahat ng results ng pinaghirapan mo.

They say that they envy us because we always travel and go to places just to shoot for our photojourn (pero oo MASAYA TALAGA YUN!) but, we have other major subjects that we are really scared. Not because the prof is strict, he isn't. Super luwag nga eH, as in. Its just that he's too "magaling". We can't reach his expectations and until now, we have a trouble writing a straight news story. Hindi madali ang mag sulat, mahirap. LALO na ang straight news and professor mo pa si Sir Gil. Matututo ka talagang magtyaga na magrevise ng magrevise ng article mo! If you felt that its already your best pero pag pinabasa mo sa kanya... haha! sorry ka na lang its not even good.

Anyway, I still like Sir Gil, ang dami niyang alam. We gain many NEW ideas and FACTS from him. Anything under the sun. Nasasagot niya. hahaha nalulula na lang kami minsan eh! hahahaha

But, atleast, IM LEARNING... :))

Now, I don't have any problems....
AY? meron pa pala, pangtution pa pala. --pero tutulungan naman kami ni BRO e! haha diba BRO?

so ayun. I'll enjoy my summer na!

Sa mga kasama ko kanina sa MOA!!! thanks for the day!!!
mga matakaw. hmm. TOO fast too furious 4 is okay. but, not love.
same old story. tsaka fictional eh. heheheh JUST WATCH IT na lang. :))

lovelove
mamukit

Time's Up (poetry)

This is poem is one of the finalists in our school's writing contest *i hope you'll like it too.

THEME: TIMELINE

Darkness came
Soon, brightness faded
When his visions opened
two heartbeats echoed

His skin blanched
As breezy air arises
When dried leaves flew around
He began to stare...

Stare
and stare
To the lady
He called, "life"

His tears trickle
and mouth tried to utter
But in a sudden hush
Lights flickered

Brightness reappeared
Without hesitation...
He flinched.
When the voice whispered "TIME's UP"

I don't have an inspiration in this one.. I just imagine someone who was given a chance to amend the past but when he is about to make a move, he can't bring back the old times anymore. Feels like your in a dream thinking it was reality.

You've brighten my day

A smile in your heart - Jam Morales


CREDITS:
song - a smile in your heart sang by jam morales
PHOTO - to ms. kianah amil (huli!)
--pwede nang maging stalker si kia. hahah

Actually, I really don't know him.
I always just see him in the hallway whenever we pass by the CIR office
OO - Taga CIR siya (praying na walang taga CIR student na magbabasa nito!)

I don't even know his name! hahaha
pero MALALAMAn ko din yan.

LABEL: New CRUSH!

What's the connection of the song in this blog entry?
Wala lang. Naisip ko lang, he brightened my day yesterday!

haha!

I saw him in the morning on the stairs -- eh! wala akong kasama nun kaya dedma lang.
But, when we are about to go home. Ayan nakita ko siya sa may jpl statue. Napareact ako ng wala sa oras. nahuli tuloy ako ni kianah. Ayan pictuuuure.
He's handsome. LOLS. sana mabait din hahahahha!

So, as i said yesterday to mr. who-ever-you-are-Handsome -- SEE YOU NEXT SEM!! :))