3rd year 2nd sem - officially over

I'm going to miss doing my assignment, research, blah blah blah.
I'll miss the alarm.
I'll miss waking up early.
I'll miss the times wherein i'll wait for my friends at 7'11. or i'll wait for kianah because she's late.
I'll miss bringing my laptop every wed (bigat meeennn!) then stay at the library for 6 hours and be pissed off with the -uber-duper-ultra-slow net connection hahahaha!
i'll miss the quizzes.
i'll miss reading things about politics...

i'll miss them..


hahahaha. Believe me. (bleh!)


HAHAHAHA. Kidding aside.

What i'll miss the most is

my beloved journleftovers and broad friends...

It made me relect. Next sem will be the start of a new us. "New us" meaning more mature decisions are coming our way. Kailangan kabog! Next semester, we will be 10 months away from our dreams.. KAYA TODO NA ITO GUYS!!


and of course, ang saya, ligaya, at kung ano ano pa ay hindi pa rin mawawala.

So, hello summer. Hello internship. Hello bonding. hello. hello. hello.

SUUUUMMMEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRRR!!! iyong iyo na ko...

huuug me. embrace me!

I LOVE YOU GOD! :)

formspring.me

Anything under the sun, random things that I would try to answer. http://formspring.me/kittiful

Completely Lost

Locked on a small room with empty chairs
Accompanied by unknown faces and smiles

She wanted to get out
but she doesn't know where to go

Weeks have past when she stopped dreaming.
Not sure of what she'll do next

Part of her wants to give up
yet she covers her ears to erase the negative whispers.

You want to help her? or You want to let her down again?

If you will hold her hand to guide her on the right way,
Do it Now. She might be lost again, completely.

Idea

Nothing much to say. My mind is stressed. I need to read something that would make me forget my worries.

Then I stumbled with these words.

The ideas I stand for are not mine. I borrowed them from Socrates. I swiped them from Chesterfield. I stole them from Jesus. And I put them in a book. If you don't like their rules, whose would you use? ~Dale Carnegie

Adults are always asking little kids what they want to be when they grow up because they're looking for ideas. ~Paula Poundstone

Money never starts an idea. It is always the idea that starts the money. ~Owen Laughlin

Those are the quotes of my night. Okay? back to schoolworks :)

The next Blair Waldorf

Suri Cruise, the pretty daughter of TOM CRUISE and KATIE HOLMES commonly called "TomKitten" by the media

I found this on tumblr. Little Suri having Balir Waldorf's style. Super cute :) hhahha.
i can't wait for Suri to grow up. LOL :)

Watch out for the next Queen Bee of Upper East Side :)

clean up

Last day of february. Goodbye love month. still love love love

I've been staring on a blank screen again, thinking of an interesting post but i can't think of any.

Then as i was browsing folders, websites etc. I've seen that my bookmarks tab contains unvisited websites. So, maybe i will clean up tomorrow! hahaha

Hopefully, the email message that i've been waiting for will come tomorrow. Basta I'll wait :) :) :)

Lord, Please?

OHMIGOSH! Here i go again! haha. love et!

Friendship = Comfort

There's nothing extra special about this day. But, its a happy day. Our beloved malanduuur Joicel is back.
Absent naman ang aming si Jedi. So maybe next week sana complete kami.


I'm looking forward to more comfort. My friends. hug. hug.

We don't have a perfect friendship. We fight, we argue, we curse each other, we hate.

But, we know when to stop. We know how to appreciate, love and make each other smile.

"Walang hilaan pababa... Pwede ka mag cut, umuwi pag tinatamad ka na pero hindi lagi. At makokonsensya ka muna hanggang sa mag decide ka na pumasok na lang." *HAHA!


We are on our way to our dreams. I just wish na when we're already there, walang makakalimot ah! TITISURIN KO KAYO. kala nyo? hahaha :P



I'm missing my bratz :(

illustrations of the book of my soul

Still, you are far
Something I cannot hold

The reason for every smile
Today, Yesterday but how about tomorrow?

Sleep is the remedy
please don't treat it like comedy

How about me?
Can you welcome me just how i want it to be

A+ in waiting
but F while i wait

Its okay
but its really not.

Holding on 'cause I illustrated you
when my eyes were closed

I want to wake up now
Just tell me you'd be there


Not a love poem. Not even a poem. Just words of disappointment. hahahaha. :P

My Life 101: Games stopped

Pet Society: Caileigh

Cafe World: xoxo cafe Closed!

I've been thinking about this matter for quite a week now. Until, I answered my own problem.

I've been an avid fan of facebook games as much as i am a fan of The Sims 1 2 3 and their expansions. Everytime I play or discover new games I get addicted. Addicted in a way that I can play 12 hours straight (for sims!) and for this fb games I can play every minute or every hour.

It makes me forget time. And its stress free. Except for the fact that 'stressed thinking if my food cafe will be spoiled.

Then, I realized its not good anymore. It eats my time that I even forget the reason why I always wanted to be online. To write, to blog, blog hopping, talk with my friends etc

And then, I stopped. I already gave up my farmville, fashionwars, sorority life, ffs weeks ago.
I'm down to pet society and cafe world. But, I need to get it out of my system too.

So, now I'm trying to fight the feeling. hahaha


Then i felt relieved.

I have more time to write and talk to my friends. that's the MAIN purpose of fb right? to be able to communicate with people.

I have found new and interesting blog sites to read.

I have time to write my articles without staring on a blank screen for 10 minutes then transfer it again to my cafe world just to see if there are still food in the counter.

I have more time for looklet and tumblr. :)

:) and many more reasons to make my internet stay productive :) YAHOO.


So farewell, maybe i'll see you again my caileigh pet and xoxo cafe :)

Life 101

February 21 - a special day for me and my bestfriend. But, we decided to celebrate on the 24th :) so there's no problem with that. :)

Then, It became a fast rollercoaster of emotions. Until, now I want to hide from everyone else.

Swear. Its just that, I'm not okay. In a way that I can't explain....


Get me out of here.... please?


Take me away again, my dream.