if you want no drama, its not healthy to read this page.
Since, tuesday of last week i haven't been thinking clearly. Mama is sick and we don't even know why. Until that night, she said that she will go to the hospital because of her "continuous bleeding". There started the sleepless night. Early morning, i even heard tita crying to the phone, because of mama's health and also the financial we are experiencing right now.. I pretended i haven't heard the conversation. I don't want them to see me cry, too.
WEDNESDAY: I accompanied mama to the hospital. I'm worried because i've seen my mom
not in good condition. In Family Care Hospital, she talked with the doctor and
mama should really be confined. When they are processing the papers and
preparing the room, they let mama lie down on the bed in the ER. Then i ask
something about what will they do to my mom, and mama replied "Wag ka na
magtanong!" Then the doctor heard our conversation, she was the one who
explained to me on what happened with mama.
I don't know what happened, tears came running down my eyes infront
of the doctor and mama cried too. GOSH! ang drama :(
When we are in the ward room, waiting for private room to be vacated, papa
called, he talked to me saying "Sige, alagaan mo lang si mama mo dyan ha.
Di naman ako makakauwi eh." awts. Thats why i miss papa, more.
THURSDAY: I was absent for school, i have to be mama's bantay. beacause tita has to go to
her office to tell her boss that she will be absent for the next few days.
BUD'faith accompanied me in the hospital. I LOVE YOU BUD!!!!!!! haha! We
went to BDO to withdraw money.
Our relatives and friends also gave financial helpSsss (sorry for the term! you
know how glad we are for the help!) We are a bit relieved because of that. God
really loves us. I'm keeping my faith and it was stronger knowing that God will
provide.
FRIDAY: I went to school. I have too. While im with my loka friends, they comforted me giving
encouragement that everything will be fine. Also my beloved barkada, texted me for
comfort. Syempre my BESTFRIENDS and other close friend.
It is my bestfriend bea's birthday, i greeted her briefly.
SATURDAY: No classes, so kuya and I is in the hospital with tita. Trixie my bezzylabz also
to visit mama and also help with the errands, haha THANKS BEZ!!!!! IT's mama's
birthday. We have a small celebration in the private room with some of mama's
friends in the neighborhood. Shakey's pizza, mojos etc and barbecue. wow.
BEZ and I also had great time, catching up with some chikas and everything.
Kuya Botyok and Ate Cheng also came to visit.
BEZ slept at our house
Mama said to trix "Dun ka na lang tulog sa bahay" So? yehey!. Not prepared,
she wore my clothes. hahaha (KASYA KAYA, para syang nakadaster!)
We went home, we slept at 2 am. Internet, tv, twilight, text, kwento!!!
So happy, cause i have my bestfriend by my side.
SUNDAY: one of the longest day of my life. The day of the operation. The operation started at
10 am. Mama spent 6 hours on the operating room and recovery room.
BEZ went home after luch because she had to go to her dorm. tita can't handle
stress and she cried so pano pa ko? argh but, i just prayed hard. Super hard that
tears well up my eyes. I went home and haven't sighted my mom because she is
still in the recovery room but STABLE NA. cheers.
When i was in my room, i reflected and thank GOD...
At naalala ko din yun sinabi ni BOB ONG sa libro niya. as it was said in my title. yun na yun.
This sincident in my life, made me stronger and our family. OUR FAITH to God also tightened .
Lalo pa kaming naging malapit kay God. LOVE NA LOVE KAMI NI GOD EH.
yun title ko kasi, naisip ko yan nung kinakabahan na ko sa mangyayari.
parang tumigil yun mundo ko dahil sa mga pangyayaring yun pero alam ko sa sarili ko na tuloy pa rin yung buhay. kahit imukmok pa namin sarili namin nothing will happen if we don't give our best shot and do things to solve our problems.
Even though, i don't have the riches that other people have, at least i have my family my friends and everyone who loves our family.... and also GOD!. wow.
still my life is HAPPY!!!!..
Mama is in her recovery stage. at sana maging ok na ang lahat. and lets pray for that.
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